以下这篇是 Alviss Kong在自杀前写的...

『Alviss Kong』

你的无情...给了我无比的缺心

徐明彬

在你的世界里...爱情是什么 ?

我抛下一切去挽回你....你却可以很无情地把我一次又一次的推开

你说你爱我..你说你并没变...你只是不想了....不想了...无论我怎么做..也是不想了

你的绝情...真的给了我无比的缺心去了断自己

很傻吧..? 我也觉得自己很傻...我说过的i love u...i said it i meant it...i'll love u till the moment i die

现在我也说了...我要帮自己做个了断

不是完全因为你..只不过在我的世界里..的确只有爱情...而你就是我最爱的人

今天谢谢你的最后回忆....在cinema里你给的拥抱那科..我觉得一切的感觉都回来了

只没想到...最后..你依然坚持了你的决定

你变了...你说你依然爱我...但是我却发觉你根本爱上跟他们一起的感觉

爱情...我玩不起...两场的爱..我已经把自己搞到不知道象什么了...

很遗憾的是....既然在最后一天里..你也不把送你回家的机会给我...算吧...

以后也不会再有这机会了.....因为当你读完这些后..我已不在人世

你的爱..我无法了解..但跟你的这4个月里...是我人生中最开心的

就让我成为你回忆中的永恒....

devil bin this is the way how i love,perhaps ppl will think it was crazy

i've never tried to put down my pride my dignity my ego-ness on my first ex...but u were totally diff,i put down my pride my dignity my every shit

just to beg u....but i failed...as always im just a failure in a relation

but that's just me,i'll only do the things which i think its worth...

will i became ur memory forever ? who knows..since u were already special when the first sight i saw u...

perhaps,u'll just fucking laugh at me...i bet there's plenty of ppl will laugh too =) but who cares ?

that's just me...that's the way i are....

the last thing

i do appreciate everything about us....u were the light in my life..u given me determination for my future...but everything is gone...i don't blame u actually...

because 爱情是自由的 ~ so just wish u'll have ya happy life in d future

ILY & IMY ~ sorry that i couldn't brings u to walk until the end of the day

希望你会记得在你的生命中...曾几何时有个一个那么爱你的人出现过 <3 spirit =")">

wake up in the morning~~~OPS... IT IS 1PM ACTUALLY ^^

and saw my favourite McDonald set on a chair and infront of my bed lol...feel like eating 2 set but another is my dearest brother's one so.. FINE!!!

^^ thx lots daddy~~~wish there is a day have 2 set brekfast infront of me and all is MINE!!!

DJ got us Fallin' in love / Dynamite / I Pray for You / 3

waow~~~its been so long~~~haven't been update my blog~~~gonna finissh my TRAINNNNNNINGGGGGGGDYYYY...................

this is a great news!!

there is something i treally wannna share~~~is these songs~~~my top3 listed XD

1}DJ got be fallin'in love-Usher feat pitbull

2}Dynamite- ""forgotten""

3}I Pray For You-Jaron xxx

plus "3" by Britney Spears~~~123...80degrees...blah blah blah~~

but think of a few things tht really make me happy and sad...

First of all, (finish)training is really happy but then gonna say bye bye to yen yen dy o... sad... becoz she is so xxx ahhaha cant shout out ^^ i feel so happy and grateful to know her so much in this training ^^ thx for her who has bring me so much happiness, joy, angry, argument, shy, shame, jealous or something else which i cant biao da~~~sometimes you're realy CUTE y dont u accept my dear anyway i count you as one of my best friends ^.^ not matter what happen,i will still remember our promises...i will still remember in my heart as you really walk with me till now XD thx lots lots ya yen ababy~~~~38!!! i will remember SHIT u and FCUK u and MISS YOU!!! :-] and remember how YOU n Zlin and Lin Lin ZAT ME at Shang Palace, Kitchen, Locker, Toilet, Cafeteria, Lift, Rooms and so on...hope could still see you very soon if we dont work in a same company '^^

Second of all, I am really glad that i have another 2 best friends who really have their partner and i can really see n feel how xing fu are they...sometimes see they upset,cry or worry bout the boys, i do feel xin tong...becoz you people are my bf that i really care bout you know ^^ just dont think to much and enjoy be with your boy boy at this moment n optimistic all my fellow girls... when you 2 are in trouble or something deep in your heart wanna shout out...come to my house or give me a call...i will be standing in front of you and lend you my shoulder...of coz i dont hope that will happen often ya becoz we gonna get older if we get upset or cry or worry XD

Third of all, i hope my other 2 BBF would recover AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! pls dont think too much...sometimes we might say something really over but we all still treat u as BBF if not do u think we would call u out n meet up???NO WAY!!! becoz u still a part of us!!!FRIENDSHIP IS NEVER COULD BE CHANGE OKEY!!!to all my secondary BBF no matter what happens/what arguement...i dont give a damn because WE NEVER SEPARATE I DONT CARE WHAT KIND OF SERIOUS ARGUEMENT WE ALL GET INTO OK!!! as long as we still can step on the ground...we still BBF forever... dont make us,your friends/your family to worry about you 2 alright!!!we all this dai ga jie alway have shoulder open and ear open and HOUSE OPEN!!!

...I GOING TO CONTINUE DEGREE!!!THIS IS THE LASTEST NEWS ^^ I MEAN after this @#$%^&*()training ^^ i do enjoy SOMETIMES in this training...sometimes i just think, why dont i continue degree with meow meow???at least i have meow, andrew, chris ,kelvin n bianca to accompany me rite??but after talking with my counselor bout what my degree friend suggest me ~~ (I DONT NEED PEOPLE TO SUPPORT ME for my work/assignment!!!If there is nobody accept me as their member/friend/nobody work with me...I WILL DO IT MYSELF...I CAN GET MY CERT BY MYOWNSELF!!!NO MATTER WHAT!!!) ""From this moment,i will always remind myself with this"" I dont live for other people!!!i dont depends on other poeple!!!i live and fight for my own self!!!my future!!!

BUT something make me headache is... JANUARY OR JULY!!!!ARGH!!!!MY L AND P LICENCES.!!!ARGH!!! i want fucking march or april alrrr fucker~~~

FULLSTOP!!!

???LCG???

Wednesday it means Yesterday~~~

Shang Nite~~~

it does not mean shang palace nite but i though it was...n the answer is 上日拉nite...

we suppose to dress up like pirate???no larr~~~they~~~not us~~~

have lucky draw= LCD,air-con, air-ticket with cash,many electrical stuff 27+3big!!!

top acted pirate $$

top entertainer $$

top performance $$

anyway。。。beer is provided...and it is buffet but the food...hmm...something differents~~but did not expect to go GRAND BALLROOM...comeon...staff can have a nite in GM???so SPECIAL~~~

Hiax...should i say im lucky or something???i remember there was a time after i left banquet and dont know why i went banquet for some reason and they...gave me some beer...nevermind and this time...they dont give but they 灌我...someone said... aiya you should keep go take for K ma...haix... i just reach there then kena one shoot drank 3 beer cups between a minutes then how i dare to go man...and it is almost time for me to walk to LRT alone...K said wanna acc me but i still make a call hehehe...

I dress up...like...^^ i dress up my favourite match ^^ i was planning to...

Thursday

I feel so grateful that i knew a bunch of friends like this ^^ Im so glad so know you people at the time of my new born life dear~~~

Lunch Hour

TodaY is our dearest YY mc day~~~so im so lonely during lunch hour.So i kacau Beck and LinLin by phone and they call n find 4 me an we chat at locker ^^ miss each other dude~~~So after Back went back 2work Lin Lin wanted me to acc her with kirsten~~~So we chat and...OPSSS times up!!!time to go toilet = =" n they 2 laugh XD and so..i scared them at locker~~~wakakaka....

Dinner Time~~~here it comes~~~

After work in Florist,went H.K dept to confirm something,meet E.Alias,went Cafeteria ALONE~~I slowly take food because has too much time to waste went YY is not here dude~~and went i preparing my favorite Croissant, i saw our dearest Ah B~~de funny part was he walk so funny and he*YAWN*~~~so cute~~~then he asked yesterday dinner wat time i go back~~then he ask me to sit down n we talked about OUR PLAN~~"17"a very important moment~~XD

( the new trainee sitting beside me n he just watch newspaper = =" just like Gary 一来到的样子...because quiet n do not communicate with ppl but the most shocked part is...he looks like Jackie!!!Apfel de Jackie!!side way see 80%same loh plus spec also tebal de = =" n KA say...maybe he is your that friend... IMPOSSIBLE OK!!! ok so back to topic first)

after awhile i saw my dear KA~~~the person that always bully me...so bad!!!and AP always protect me went KA bully me XD anyway I'M ENJOYING~~~then,Kh came ^^ then Nelson~~he also *yawn like our dear BB lo~~~they are a bunch of really cute people!!!then Anne,Ping,Yvonne~~oh boy~~~long time did not meet with all same department people...and we talk n we laugh...

BUT i just realize im the main character XD why??? I keep asking them Q and I ALSO 自己讲自己答XD 自己讲大家笑XD总之就很搞笑啦。。。我当然知道他们都很想念我啦。。。BTW i get something i wanted SO DAM F LONG!!!guess whats that??? IM NOT GOING to tell YOU PEOPLE XD SECRET~~~wahahaha....think of it also 自high dy...hoh hoh hoh~~~

XD today KA and Kh was so funny~~~happy bout some really good news for me~~~

I said would be going Shang to have lunch and ask K to be at room ^^

K said 噢可啊见家长~~

I ... and look at KA like =.="

KA said NOT I SAY WAN...HE HIMSELF SAY DE...

omfg!!!Manager was all there n laughing all the way LMao~~~

Last Day in Shang Palace

did not had much feeling about this...but today im like 闷闷的。。。

Q：not in mood??
A:don't think so~~~

Q:sad??
A:just a little and feel bored...

Q:??
A:maybe because today lack of some people~~~

Q:??
A:wish jac,bec,elaine,max to be here...with me n yen yen for our last day~~~Just like the day during MoonCake Festival...It is absolutely enjoyable in Room 8... All jokes,funny screen,get shooted by someone,shooted someone ^.^ anyway~~~ all this is memories...

suddenly feel a bit upsad because not all are here before we leave...爱爱姐~~~霞姐~~~八八姐~~~琳琳姐~~~Z铃姐~~~骂死哥~~~

but nevermind~~think of saturday then ^^ hope sunday can be my off day!!!



Today~~~we helped them do all SETTING before we go and have a YUMMY LUNCH that prepared by "a miserable human" ^.^ I had many special dimsum of the month but don have crispy fried prawn =[ but got "ha guan" with mayonnaise ~~~

the best is my favorite "yong zhi gam lou" ~ "yang zi jing lu" ~杨芝甘露~~~i think it sounds like this but... pin yin is absolutely wrong dy ^^ gomi~~~

and and my 汤圆~~~ hehehehe....i am REALLY GLAD i could meet such helpful n kind people when im working ^^

miss Ms Ivy too~~~~that day i saw her~~~and she smile at me n EI~~~SO LONG ARR YOU~~~XD what she means is ei~~~at shang palace so long arr??? ^^ really LOVE her 咯～～ｏｆｃｏｚ　ｌａ　ｓｈｅ　ｓｏ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｎ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ　^^

26/9/2010

T.T today my duck duck get...get...get...taken by people...光明正大的took it dy...haix... how sad~~~i already get ready all stuff... and...and...she just... haix... then... my duck GONE!!! wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Todaty is Elamine's lasy day in Shang Palace... so... during break we went to pavillion n have our memorable n last lunch with elaine as a Shang Palace's trainee...

we could n do have chances to have lunch but not as trainee n colleague...

something stupid n FUNNY happen at the parking lot... i do believe Yen,elaine, me ,becky n boon will remember bout it...

n a good n lucky thing that happen to me is that i remember "1M" this could save all of us lol XD..becoz today NON OF THEM REMEMBER PARKING LOTS N NUMBER = =" WE ALMOST FORGOTTEN BOUT THAT!!! hilarious~~~n we just left 45minutes till working hour...

Thursday...we might have a chance to ask jaclyn,max n elaine to go for small gathering ^^ and it would me yen n my last day in Shang palace ^^

went KLCC with yen yen to watch puah~~~but sudah finish so we watched Step Up 3 lu...

very very INTERESTING!!!enjoy watching their dance n the songs...

I miss that day...
the day where we meet...last meeting...all joking,dirty funny naughty joke...

I miss the day...
our gathering...scolding each other,laugh at each other...make fun of each other...

I miss the day...
we chat...we complaint...wetalk bad bout pple...we ...

I miss the day...
All of us go clubbing together...laugh out loud...talk loud...play LOUD...and I went crazy XD!!!

All is happiness,sadness, regretfulness, enjoyableness,all...all...all...

Time is golden.Sometimes it moves like a rocket,somehow it moves like a snail.You could never judge how slow you want it to be and how fast it goes...

Next Thursday will be my last day in Shang Palace. Now i know how Jaclyn and Elaine feel before they going to leave...Sunday,Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday... Our last day joking in Shang...Our last meal at Shang Palace...Our last day Playing in Shang...Our last day to mess up the palace XD...haix...

When you meet someone that could play with you,make fun of you,be honest with you, enjoy chatting with you...You will feel faithful,when you're alone and with all your memories coming back...

Time to go to a new department...with lots of strangers,people that might not be friendly n hard to communicate with...

I will miss Banquet and Shang Palace very very muchy~~~

almost one n half month working in shang palace.Thinking of leaving this outlet soon really make me feel a bit sad...If not yen yen maybe i would be so close with these trainee n colleague ^^ YEN YEN~~~ XD !!!after chatting with them day n night, really make me laugh day n night lol. no matter where you work,there must be someone u this like their attitudes,their working style~~~just like people would not like my attitude n working style. this is a common problem in every company le~~~lazy people work with hardworking people ”crash“ start!!!emo ppl work with talkative ppl ”crash“ start!!!

haix...but overall the AGM,AGSM,Captain,Host,Food Runner,PStaff are really great. I could not imagine where could be better than here!!!

the 3dAYS OF HARI RAYA ALdifitri!!!
OMG really make us MAD!!!ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE THE HOST AND cashier lol!!!so many of them udring public holiday!!! National day also FULL!!! om gosh!!! full until guest have to wait outside = =" n scold people haix...n that saturday was the BUSIEST day!!! becoz 5person OFF!!!! wtf!!!

MOONCAKES!!!
oh yeah...makes me happy n sad lol
happy is i can EAT!!! oh yeah!!!
sad is i have to stay back during break because TOO MANY mooncakes,boxes,packaging to do!!!!so all permanent n trainee have to stay ^^
this few days i sick also cant sleep keep work haix...althought no $$ la~~~

I LOVE THEIR ping pei DURIAN!!!!dam fucking nice!!!follow by avocado&birdnest..
I had tried so many hotel's mooncakes...
seriously some is like SHIT!!!seriously a piece of shit!!!what kind of fcuking n colourful moon cakes!!!like shit!!!

especially westin...i DISLIKE...almost all my feriends dislike it too!!!try it..sux
eastin's box is nice and pandan i like...

Banquet
~>training for 2 weeks but i extended 1week
know few friends
Amirzah & Kenny = the couple XD
satimah maslinah ,jarimah = sabah relatives
Rosa the BIG eye gurl~~~
Azura,Azira,Sam
ZET,EMMA = cashier that helped me
IVY my favourite manager~~~



Room Service
~>adam=who talk something "" e.g tui lei ha yam!!! XD u are hilarious when u talk rude"ly"
Azman = Asst. manager and handle trainee
KeSeven (K7)= FUNNY black nice person
Faiz = abit feminin but really funny always call me AH SOU and he is AH MOI
Ikmal=new trainee from University-Diploma but look handsome n gentlemen


Lemon Garden is a place like what Yen2 said...bagus...people are
~>Kuan Yew,Freddie,Bibie,Bak????,Azura,Sam,....lots also forgot dy...


Shang Palace is really good...people their...^^ sure got some colleague make you feel ANNOYING or DISTURBING but here is the best of all the outlet in xxxxx
~>Ah B=manager funny n hilarious
Yvonne= Asst. Manager
Alex,Wai,Moi = .....=.="...no comment
Wen Si,Ah Po,Kee Ai,Becky= they are the best!!! ^.^ they are funny
YoYo,Max,Gary,EeLing and Jaclyn = Trainee from HongKong,Inti Genting,Taylor

Tomorrow morning Mr Ross and Mrs Ross is going to leave and go some place which start with O. if not mistaken it is at Norway. She makes me think of Mrs Wo which is my english lecturer from primary until secondary and she migrate to London because her children staying there. There was one day at auntie's house, morniing, i was sleepy and blur and stubborn. I made Mrs Woo really angry and she scolded me...and now i feel really guilty. A 60 or 70years old women wake up in the morning and drive to a place where u stay and teach u english...i still remember...when she was teaching me, she fall a sleep when she marking my book. She fall a sleep when she's writing. She... I really miss her ^.^

working there...ok lar...not to say memorable ^^ sometimes boring...sometiumes DISSAPOINTED because something i want but could not...be truth...why???becoz I DO NOT HAVE RIGHT TO CHOOSE!!!why???because...i CHOOSE WRONG H!!!!

miss secondary and college

really miss it...but i promise i will go you class and see how you people ^^ hope your lecturer would not chase me out of the class but it must be at LTB and LTA wo... because i worry after the lecturere choose me but i dont know what to choose la... but what u all told me bout your class...make me feel INTERESTING!!!

在那工作。。。有愉快也有不愉快。。。不管再那里工作都会是一样吧。。。just that different kind of problem will be faced...actually nothing difference just the people that you will meet...

If i choose JW n Ritz Carlton...what will happen??
better??worst??
more option???more solution??？not so complicated??
because some people is known...



now....regret???bout choices???TOO LATE!!!
thats the fact ^^

guess what people???
LIFE SUCKX....

;life is really really sucks man....
EVRYDAY....doing the same old stuf...
maybe a few days is different but after awhile...back to those days GOSH!!!
SICK OF TYPING WATCHING PLAYING every single thing!!!


tired and sick!!!how am i suppose to continue all this boring and meaningless STUFF

what is the purpose of being a human???

a life cycle??
study
work
have family
get old and GO to HELL??
THIS SUCKX man!!!
boring!!!

I will remember what happen today ^.^ thx to the BANANAN~~
*In library~~~
*In Discussion room..."our sound that influence the air...until OUTSIDE...curse u all(but actually all is my fault "go mi na sai "haha~~)"
*That period before exam...
*That period during exam...
*That Period after exam...
Thankx god for giving me A CHANCE to be having such close friends' relationship in col Chua Lee Ping Bianca Lee Lai Yen Yen Li Mei Thean Ko Elvin Kelvin Lung Sze Pinn
It will be NOTHING and very plain without you guys in college....good "ENTERTAINER"
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Happy Mothers' Day

Happy mother day loh mommy~~~

I 3pm only wake up because... i watched qi zi de you huo...which is mom's favourite... ^^ until 4:30am neh...

tired...bone tired... becoz got help mommy do some jia wu... mommy went out with auntie mee jee because last month her son promised mommy to belanja they 2 during mothers day...

my uncle went back to salak ^^ but my cousin brother they all pun tak balik...

haix... PO PO i miss you!!! MUACKX MUAXKCC and gong gong i miss u too.... ^^

to have such mommy,popo and gong gong is really good you know??

sometimes i think of when mommy sent me to auntie house...

and i was crying everyday...

because i always stick with mommy in salak until standard 2...

a day before mommy n popo say tomorrow u are going to auntie house...

i was like WHAT!!!what u talking about??

i beg mommy...i say i will be more guai...

but she say i always tak buat homework...

i say BUT I GET 8/50 over the whole class arr..

then she say... that is not enough...you ned to study...and you always so disrespectful to all your zang bei...always GUAT people with your eye XD XD!!!

the next dya^^ i totally 4get aboyut this thing^^

i really forgot what happen after that

I totally remember the FIRST DAY of school!!!

after school...i reach auntie house...

in salak...the door is open 100% but auntie house = ="

100% close...and so i keep quiet and stand in front of the door...

after long long time...

mai tu came out and saw me...

why u stand there did not say people to open door harr??

i keep quiet...

then dun know what happen already...

bu ying jie jie was there and they fa wo...

ask me to stand outside UNTIL... i say open the door for me please...

then i stand there....keep quiet,..

then i tried dy then i go sit behind the carr...

then after X miunutes...

auntie came out../yuen!!!yuen!!! where are you???

aiyo...bu yinig...where is she??where she went??people grab her already??

then... XD XD hahah think of it also funny...

then she say NEXT TIME HARR...

WENT REACH HOME ASK PEOPLE TO open the door har....

then i keep quiet but my head say yes...

mai tu take care of many kids...

seems like the girl name fang hwa asame as me...

the first week she was there...

she was so quiet ^^ we just sama^^

THEN...

mai tu really teaches me many stuff ^^

my cousin..those jie jie in mai tu house also teaches me many things...

sometimes they will be like...

yuen, go take water blah blah blah...

yuen, go wash the floor...

yuen, go sweep the floor...

yuen, go... ...

i was small but i dun care ^^

now...i also wont scold them of asking me doing this n that for them ^^

if not them...i would a person that moping floor then splash the water,

wasing plate then drop the plate on the floor...

i still remember that...

everynight...before i sleep...on the floor...

i will think of mommy...

i will cry and use the blanket to cover my face...

i will say mommy....i want mommy...why you did not come up n see me...

i want to go back... keep cry n cry n cry until i fall a sleep ^^

that is why i always cover my face when i sleep...

it became a habit ^^

Beisdes that, from standard 2 until standard 4 or 5...

everytime my another auntie which is a tweacher of bai sha luo hua xiao...

she is a teacher so must reach school earlier

n everytime i sit at her plce.. i also cry

i will stay until her table becoz she is not there or a place where no teacher can see me

and cry there ^^

i still remember a few years ago and last year i told mom i cried everynight and before the school start in the guru pejabat

and mommy was like WHAT??U CRY???

i say you dont kow??

I DONT KNOW!!! mai tu did not tell me you cry...

she just say you will be ok...

then i was like WTF...

but after thinking it a few times ^^

she just want me to get use to it ^^

bi jing... ren jiu le... jiu hui xi guan ma...

so i forgive her ^^

我们一定要会感恩。。。

不管对方对你干了什么东西。。。

只要你是从那里学了些 东西。。。

那你就得感谢他/她。。。

因为他/她是在你一生中教会你一些事 或一些道理^^

这。。。就是我的领悟。。。

也是唯一一个能让我对一些对我不好的人的理由。。。

做人就是这样。。。

当你累了。。。

自然会放慢脚步。。。

When you feel tired...

You will slow down...

slow down...

slow down...

slow down...

I am not sick but i am just tired ^^

I am fine...

just too tired already...

too tired already...

too tired already...

too tired already...

too tired already...

好期待！！！

我不懂我怎么了~~
我只懂我一想到就很高兴>.<
还是第一次呐。。。
我告诉妈咪了。。。
她也没阻拦我。。。
明明就去过那么多次了啊
都不懂我why so hyper~~
一想到就好高兴哦。。。
可能是因为终于。。。
可以一大班。。。
跟她们。。。
一起。。。
虽然妈咪这几天一直说不要xxx不要xxx呵呵呵呵呵喝。。。
之前还想不懂要不要叫他也一起来。。。
不过妈咪说他都跟大家也不熟。。。
只认识我们这几只小猫咪。。。
叫他去他会闷的。。。
呵呵呵。。。
那就too bad lu 哈哈哈。。。
他也不能kao lui 咯。。。
哈哈哈。。。
可惜。。。可惜。。。
哈哈哈。。。

晚上还能喝茶。。。好极了。。。
我跟她讲我们去喝茶是j..j.. de 呢。。。

和善親切的自然派你是一個很nice的人，不會帶竣EO人壓力，對朋友很體貼，具有同情心。任何人來找你幫忙，你都會盡其所能的提供自己可以付出的力量，不求回報，也不會不耐煩，所以你的人際關係很好，是許多人的情緒垃圾桶、心靈急救站。

yuan lai i am rubbish basket = ="


坏脾气你的脾气真的是很冲，而且从来不知道加以掩饰。你心情好的时候，看人就会格外顺眼，而且对人是出奇的好。要是你心情不爽，就会把一张脸耷拉到老长，而且在你的四周会散发出一股阴冷之气。这还好呢，要是赶上你心情极差时触怒了你，你可一定会不分场合的发作一番。这样很容易得罪人的！虽然你只是性子直了点，并没有坏心，但是碰到心胸狭窄的人，很可能会怀恨在心，背后捅你一刀的。要明白，这世界不是围绕着你一个人转的，也要懂得站在别人的角度想一想。再说，“己所不欲，勿施于人”,你真的做到吗？


D. 你是屬於花香形象你總是給人樂觀、積極和勇於面對困難的感覺，而且溫柔優雅，很懂得為他人設想.給人非常擅長維繫人際關係的印象。這樣的你讓人感到既堅強又脆弱，尤其是你那關懷體貼的包容力，更讓人覺得你相當有魅力，很值得信賴。你長期給人認為你是個「拜託做事絕不會拒絕」的人，所>以特別容易 讓依賴心強、只顧自己利益的人利用。這些人因為看中你細心隨和的一面，所以會故意親近你，然後借故佔你便宜。

其实人不用长寿。
其实人生只需有意思。
其实人只需每天都快快乐乐的就可以很满足了。
其实生命中只需活得精彩就够了。
其实人只需每天都开开心心就够了。
其实人身有幸福的感觉就够了。
有时你们少了伤心，你们是开心的。
其实如果你们不那么的敏感，那么的小气，那么的霸道，那么的无理取闹，
所有事都会变得更简单，人也变得更加的愉快。
其实这个世上是没有如果的，只有事实。对吧？？

其实什么都是假的！！！
只不过，所有事都是在于你怎么看罢了。。。

每天都要我们反省反省。。。
你们这样都不觉得很烦吗？

懒得update blog
i totally dun remember i have a blog neh...
^.^ not busy curi duit then busy watch tv until CRY like baby~~
haiz...these few days let so many people saw i watching 海派甜心 (Hi,My Sweetheart) cry until very gao lat!!!but maybe im just too...sensitive太感性了。不是性感哦！！！busy watching n chasing movie n drama so do not have much time to think about.i found out that these 3 songs is so nice >.<

I start chasing this movie last week.
Last thursday i cannot wait so i load it from youtube but the line was slow and i watch from 11pm until 7am then daddy keep disturb me...zzz hehehe then friday night i watch with kuan gor gor and loong loong until 1am. I keep don't let myself finish it so fast. because i did not chase a drama until so crazy already and no more movies that can make me cry for 10episode continuously but this movie can >.<>.< aiya because that girl and the guy suffer so much from their relationship ma...so touching so sad...ma cry lo...fan zhen cry also not need to pay monye or will not lost one piece of meat one... HOH HOH HOH

BM exam was GREAT...although i dun expect to get full marks but i sure can get half of it. LOVE IT the lecturer is SO KIND. what can we say？？？ping and elvin also agree she is really kind. i really hope others lecturer is as kind as her >.< she is a kind of lecturer that is cincai cincai la...

others exam was terrible because i did not study~~ i wonder if i really take degree...it is a waste of money or.... i might get something from there...haiz...it is not hard to decide for me now. because i still have 9months >.< during training can show will i continue degree or end my studies. If the parents could educate their chil to future their study so what??if their child is lazy, they cant do anything because it is just a waste of money plus my parents dont have EXTRA money for me to waste. they just have enough money for me to live until my brother finish educated. i really hope he can study well can be a really great business boy boy so dad n mom no need to have any hope on me. hanging something heavy on my shoulder is hurting...it is just so heavy you know??

although i can see my brother is suffering. although he is just form 1 but...just... so and so...T.T

TOday

today went to genting.

Yesterday i was not able to buy the genting ticket because the counter had closed. Woke up at 6:15am.start engine around 7:15am and reach there 7:30sharp if follow my watch la. 8 am sits all sold out so bought 11:30 de. Go mamat 24hours then 9am they2 pergi Q for 30minutes... manakala...cannot go up..then we wait there until 10am bus come. I was so happy to be the first group in that Q. as time goes on, those people's attitude and things makes me feel annoying. At last, i really emo about it. If that time i were to open my mouth, forsure all these uncle and auntie would remember me for more than 1month. They really pissed me off... Lukily i did not open fire or not my friend all sure no face left. >..< "ok la~~ sorry for showing black face har...but just dun want to hurt u when my heartbeat goesdam freaking fast feel like hitting people and SCOLDING some asshole"i can speak with really sharp needle once i get REALLY REALLY PISSED OFF like those asshole just cut the Q and...grrr.... talk about it also angry... Q there for dam freaking long but in the end get nothing back... THAT IS JUST WHAT I HATE too... ma de fcuker cut K's Q ma cau hai arr... but when i saw those doggy~~~ =] i start to smile jor because they just look so cute. I did not know some of them are pissed off too >.<>.< fang xin bah "mem"


Fishball always recover fast fast de ma...
if not i will always cry and emo infront all of you jor la...
where will still laughing like mad women infront of u all de... >.< jiu shi because nothing inside my heart only can smile n laugh de ma... i am a person which cannot ACT ACT de lo... because i know act act very xin ku... i won't force myself to do something i don';t like one...


plus if im that lousy then i would have crying every single day when im staying in my auntie's house for half of my entire life jor la... >.< but being so talkative also must have special thank to mommy and auntie's decision that changes my whole entire life. Now i really don't know should i say thank to them or just hate their past decision?? i wonder what would i be IF that decision is not made... but the fact is now~~I AM WHO I AM~~ so...i must enjoy...


enjoy being drunk~~~ (WAHAHAHAHA really enjoy larr... OKEY~~~ that day...that im drunk...trust me...it is one of my HAPPIEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE~~ I will never forget until the moment i leave this world)
enjoy being stupid~~~
enjoy being a fool~~~
enjoy being scolding by everyone~~ tak hurt pun~~
enjoy the time being withh all my friends~~~
enjoy the time being with my family~~~
enjoy the time being with my relatives ~~~

when i cannot smile and laugh infront all of you...that means...
it is the time for me to fang qi...
fang qi wo de shen ming...
fang qi wo de everything...which is with me at this moment >.<

LOL write until like that... macam very scary like that...omg... i read one time also don't know why i wrote all this thing de meaning is what neh???SOT JOR~~~ SOT SOT JOR~~~ sure is because turn the cup turn until my thinking all messy jor hahaha


no time to write jor...after elvin and ping will scold because i haven finish BM neh... so must finish now first

0:15am I went down because brother want to transfer Left 4 Dead from gor gor's laptop to my laptop,It was damn freaking lag so i go down and become busy body.My grandfather and another not very close uncle went genting during 9pm. My grandmother,Mother, jiu jiu,jiu mu, and popo de jie jie and po po de mei mei de nv er ....aiya very luan la!!!

ok!!!
so i heard their conversation.Most of them is female.So as everybody know whenever MOST of them is female then the conversation would be criticism and so on...just ba gua and their view of OTHERS cousins and auntie and uncle. I just found out i am 8gua... Today afternoon,my grand mom and mother argue because of my others auntie. My second brother and me keep laughing because they shoot shoot shoot suddenly shoot me and my second brother then he say he need a pillow to block those bullet LMAO!!!actually quiet fun. but chinese new year still argue~~haiz but nevermind~~too quiet not good...just little bit of arguement i still can accept. but argue because of OTHER people which means other than our family does not worth~~~

Anyway,they suddenly talk about that day me,mom,n brother went back salak and grandmom's auntie argue with my mom because of Chxxxxx. I told ping before. My brother ask me jie jie, why they argue of a Chxxxxx and when i heard that i just do one thing*LAUGH!!!!!*and just now i told all of them my brother said that and ALL OF THEM LAUGH!!!!!although already midnight hahahaha sometimes those happy memories is all this.....bye vye gtg back to my house jorrrr must left second brother house jor~~~

Last Saturday

Fully planned!!!

After Moral and BM classes, I straight away walk to sook teng house. ping ping thought i go there and wait mommy LOL. Then when she know i joining that church event then she say i not going to be free thinkle anymore but christian soon. I keep say it is impossible because i can FORCE myself to do something like that. Because i forgot about girl's semi-formal means dress,so i just changed formal clothes and go plus the jeans that i had wear that morning. Suppose to start at 3 to 7pm but we 3pm only start our journey. When i saw piggie and sotong wear dress i felt regret. Reach there feel so KOSONG.because know not much people. Plus that apple tak datang leh...we suppose to be 2v2 so feel bu hao yi shi. Then they...choose...name...to be couple...and...my partner is Sam, Pohyee punya is Jxxxxx and Sook teng is...youngster hahaha then our partner keep go take food and drink and dessert for us. After awhile sook teng came and keep say HEY Y Y your partner very salty leh~~~ i was like = =" where got?? Then when i talking with him,they...curi curi take picture and i saw it HAHA~!! i quite clever what...luckily saw it earlier~~or not i am dead lol sure kena bully by you all de wakakaka

We leave at 7pm and go to one utama to join Sukie's farewell party~~Bianca keep persuade us to go Laundry and have a drink just to celebrate "The Farewell of Sukie" Went i just reach there got one place beside sikie and meow meow leh...of course i will choose there lar...as sukie is flying off leh~~but im sorry that i leave piggie and sook teng aside = =" i am sorry my dear >.< sorry~~~By that time i only get to know she is flying overseans,Sydney, for 3years. I was like WTF!!!are u serious sukie??you are joking right? i thought 1 year only...then i was like OH god... so long?then i made fun of sukie. I said That time leh...saw someone and someone at 1U and in college then got people say No larr larr...we not lar... keep deny lor~~~ so naughty har...then she say smile and silent then dun know why change topic jor...za dao~~before she leaves pei chien und bianca und bee tin go buy cake. beetin ask us die die also make sukie stay here first because got surprise for her~~then me and meow very gan jiong hahaha we so messy lol hahaha what an experience lol after that we go to a place got big meow meow de then piggie and sook teng and me watch dun know hat time de movie, i just know is midnight de. we watched tooth fairy. It was Hilarious!!!!I laugh until stomach edge man. until 1:30am the movie finished we walk in one utama it was so dark lol scary!!

Last Friday

Last Friday

Went to Time Square with bianca,ping,yen,mei,elvin and kelvin.
The main point to go there is because yen and bianca wanted to buy new clothes.In the bus and train, Yen yen keep ask me to wear shorts,dress,high heels...just those GIRL stuff~~ Then i said maybe after few years i will wear it but i really hate 3inches heels because it is so TIRED!!! and PAIN!!!(see the way piggie walk also know already)Then she say OK, I will wait. I was like what?are you sure? Then Yen yen bought a "SHIRT" and bianca bought a shorts. We bought nothing >.<

Then walk walk walk...walk to a restaurant name TOILET BOWL~~~ It reminds me of me and ping used to call someone TB... after TB changed to XX haiz...this is called apart of my memory >..< I feel that is a good place because these days i like those things which is SPECIAL and LIMITED edition. We sit on the toilet bowl and elvin eat the mee which is in toilet bowl. Then ping and mei eat the rice which is in the bath tab. Me, Yen,Kelvin,Pek Yun and Mei Ting eat the seafood and rice on to of toilet bowl cab lol. Ping ping suggested us to eat ice cream but in the end...we did not eat. I like the look of the ice cream and the name for the dishes is not bad. although got what shit shit,what brusher, what soup powder for our drinks hahaha it is a good experinced. I do recommend you guys to go eat too... but when eating please don't imagine SHIT and P lke what our dear kelvin does...hahaha Then Pek Yun and Azri join us to tb and Jackie came too but his main reason come here was... i thought he so good boy purposely come and accompany us de...

压力面前你最需要什么

在成功背后、压力面前，你最需要的是什么？不妨做一做下面的测试：

如果本世纪最壮观的流星雨将会来临，你会选择在哪里看这场流星呢？
　　
A.海边 　　 B.山顶 　　 C.草地 　　 D.屋顶 　

选择A的人：对你来说，当生活中出现挫折或者失败的时候，最好的安慰是爱情。所以，找到真心相爱的人，是你追求成功的同时必须要考虑的。


选择B的人：你是一个很乐观的人，相信再大的问题都会过去。对你来说，拥有一帮能够倾吐苦水的朋友是最重要的。


　　选择C的人：你有些喜欢靠幻想来排解压力和焦虑。这样的排解可以顶一时之需，但从长远来看，你还需要自我成长、锻炼自己应对现实和挫折的力量。

　　选择D的人：你通常喜欢把自己的生活安排得满满的，让工作占据你大多数时间，这样的你比较容易出现人际关系问题。所以，你最需要的，是扩大社交圈，融入群体之中。


Sorry arr...but i still lazy to update blog lar...really..haiz...

I start to enjoy Beverage Studies too~~

Lets talk about BEVERAGE STUDIES MAN...

For me to enjoy,start with interest plus tasting,experience and see me or other people drunk~~

I start to drink start from...when?? from the day my second and eldest brother wants me to drink and it was 3person's birthday. but the good news is I NEVER DRINK BECAUSE OF SAD OR DEPRESSED >.< it is a good news FOR ME!!! i don't enjoy drinking complement the food dishes >.< but then enjoy LITTLE BIT when celebrating something~~
I like beverage class is because i am quite interested with those liqueur's name and cocktail stuff. Do you think it is so special that just so simple stuff can now become colourful and special taste all in this is just so miracle FOR ME!!! they can even make it rainbow colour and even without letting the colour mixing together.

First class teach about why do people drink alcohol?then teach about beer,wine and spirit or liquor soon with liqueur. At first,Last last week we taste BEER suckx!!!! i totally not drunk because IT IS SUCKS and i did not drink much. have around 10++kinds of beer from overseas.just because i don't like PAHIT!!!got people drunk~~

The next class we tasted Vodka. I drinking it Neat. YUCKx!!!! my liver BURNS!!! HAHAHA but FUN!!!My face red lu... im sux too... but not drunk yet.

The next class we taated Whiskey/Whisky with Absinthe?? think so... i drank abit only la... 2cups??2cups??DONT KNOW LA...

Yesterday got 10bottles to taste. i don't like the one made from hazelnut. i like hazelnut smell but ones i taste it OH MY GOD so awful!!!!10 kinds all half cup got 2 cups i pour it jor hehehe because it was suckz >.< put i pour another 2kinds FULL tim!!!

I got abit worry about...next week. guess why??lecturer said we still left 4types of liqour, it included my favourite Hennessy. but actually i am excited too. all is kuan gor gor's fault hahaha during his 21th birthday he ask me to try de lo... just try...then...love it jor~~~ hehehe so next week will have 24 BOTTLES 4kinds of liqour don't you think that would be... ... ... ... ... ...how to describe leh?

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Was it This tuesday?? After drinking because we had 4hours break and ping want go home and i abit @#$%^&*yen yen also ask me to follow ping back le... then i go her house but did not sleep and i did something stupid >.< she keep ask me go sleep lol >.< i lying on da bed but then can't fall a sleep then i sms a few people and kacau them lu...when ping playing downstairs i go sms and kacau her lol hahaha i purposely one >.< when she on bed i go down and talk with kai ma lu~~~dia belanja aku makan "tikus flour" lau su fen and i see how she make the pineapple biscuit. seems like she really dun like to do lol i wanna help de but she ask me faster go up and sleep la.. hehehe atlast i still go up but almost 12noon neh... ping say need go and eat with moi und elvin.but i long time din go ping ping de house jor >.< her second sister not there, tak boleh say hi pun...={

Yesterday.....HOH HOH HOH great man~~~ there are 10bottles.I drank 8cups but all half cup. but then after class i go pour blue colour 3in 1 cocktail and white colour made from peace de >.< 2full cup campur and drink >.< hehehe go those place i won't simply drink de la... if tak tahu drink then must see situation only drink de ma hor?? or not after mama worry lol wakkakaa if got abit drunk then either go ping house or ask mom come and fetch loh... as easy as that.

I start to enjoy Financial Management!!! +++

is that a good news or a bad news??

after enjoying would it fly to Addicted stage?

hope it won't happen >.<

I love accounts. During that 3months of hard work in accounts, i fall in love with it. sometimes bacause it is abit tricky. Already one year did not flip throught accounts and now need to face it again. I don't think it ia a bad news. but sometimes just tired because need to revise again and again and translate it from malay to english I HATE THIS GOVERNMENT!!!stupid dao si!!!ask people to study accounts in bm but college need translate to english MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT sucks!!! those leader go to hell la... coz me so much trouble...BASTARD!! ok finis fa1 sie4 liao!!!

Whenever Mr.romzee teach talks about accounts i just feel my whole body full of energy and when he say OK lets do some exercise. I just feel so exciting and hyper lol >.< did not know i still have interest in certain subject >.< maybe i should be accountant from the start...but when i studing account i think i would regret also. because in my whole life only got "REGRET" WHATEVER~~~

Last friday,

Last friday, after class i stay at library with my new laptop. Then sook teng called me. She say want to date me. I was like only me??REALLY DATE WITH ME only meh?? but of course she also ask all BFF out too. but then only moy lien on. too bad. Then sook teng wants go take her IC because SHE LOST IT!!! lol she said meet around 3pm, so i search the net and heard the clubbing de remix song. hehehe it is my second brother ones. It is time for me to return back lol becaus ei already save it into my laptop jor. then 4pm moy lien called me and we meet at college's main entrance then go take taxi lu...meet at GSC. Sook teng want to watch tooth fairy. We was okey with it but then 7pm wo...so late lol kekek so we chosen Legion. For me IT WAS A GOOD movie. better than university haunted okey!!! paranormal is better than university haunted too. We have one hour before the movie starts so we bought tian bu la and ice cream and sit and chat. "We" planned something.but we did not MAKE IT...how sad? actually not counted as plan la just bullshit only hahaha I told my mom about it and she say 38!!!DUN PLAY THOSE THINGS LA...*hahaha* aiya your daughter,me talk only won't do one or not why my friend always say i bullshit? kekeke yesterday or a day before talk about it with moylien and we 2...hahaha sot jor...hahaha FINISH!!!



I still remember almost ALL the parts in paranormal. BECAUSE i still remember so now whenever i thought of it...my chicken faith also stand up

My eyes...Specs

Actually want to update de...but... ... and now lazy to update jor~~

My eyes are still suffering. Is because I were too tired after drinking liqueur or just because my spectacles spoiled? Yesterday, my mother had fetch me to cousin's shop to choose a new spectacle. There are white,red and silver. At first i prefer the silver because when i wear the red colour ones, i seems to be so red *hahaha* it is true. i seems to be red. silver make me feel too plain and so i choosen the white one. Now i think it is a little bit OVER outstanding. my mother look at me and say OH MY GOD!!!you seems to be...to be... just like what Auntie Mae Jee said. I was like = =" What you sure just like what auntie said? then she say hmm..no la seems to be lecturer. Then i keep laughing in the car because i remember when im still secondary student, "someone" i forgot who is that thought i am kinder garden teacher = =" then during first semester in KDU i wear formal and tie up a bun then "someone" thought i am lecturer. omg when i heard that, i totally not angry with it but i laughing and laughing and laughing. am i look that...SERIOUS?? someone told me first is because of the spectacle then ...follow by... hahaha that was damn funny okey!!!

Today...

Now i walk also can cannot control go right or left leh...wan tor tor jor...I feel so dizzy~~heartbeat is speeding...i like this feeling...i love to be no an quan gan...don't u think it is a good challenge when you stand at 3rd tallest building in the world (IN CHINA )and you can see the floor is transparents...when i look down, my hand is sweating and my feet is sweating too...got one uncle very scared,He scared until he RUN around the floor to warm up himself and JUMP JUMP JUMP oh my god i laugh like hell lol when he jump all walk away from him because they worry the floor would break but i walk beside him lol I do believe the floor wonuld not break,If it really break THERE IS NO FEAR FOR DEATH!!! he scare but he still want to jump and run hahaha his wife laughing there but her leg got no strength to walk hahaha i love this kind of feeling man. Even when im on the roller coaster, my hand and feet also warm was going to sweat. i JUST LOVE this kind of feeling. without "SAFETY's feeling is EXCELLENT hahahaha i no need people to protect, i just need friends and family's care and sharing hoh hoh hoh that is the "simpliest" thing i need for my entire life. God knows right??

first time got this experience...hehehe my next point will be..."DRUNK"...
When can i experience this feeling?
Xiao Ru always say this to me "Ren shen shi zai yu chang shi" (You need to EXPERIENCE in LIFE) i don't think my translation is good but atleast the meaning is quite NEAR >.<


when people don't dare to try or experience something, i going to SHOOT them with this sentence WAKKAKA...i better go sleep, worry i will vomit HEHEHE...

Was in a good mood before knowing i am going to be apart of decorate group. If i am not mistaken,i MIGHT be the leader. Seriously, i don't like decorating. It kills me. I hate to THINK about design. i hate to be "the one" who design it. During secondary school, my friend told me she wants to be a designer. I was like wao~~if im more creative and alert maybe i will join you aswell. If i join design cource, one things in my mind would be STRESS. because need to stress my ownself to think of some new design. Don't be silly, it is impossible man. I don't mind follow instruction because i only want my life easy. Thats all!!! THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE ALREADY!!! Please don't tell me i am incharge of designing these shits!!! I will die of thinking it.Geez!!! WHAT WORLD IS THIS?? whatever you don't prefer, It will come to you but whatever you prefer it has wings to fly away


All right!!!
just forget about this whole damn thing first. Tears Drop on my Laptop. lol forgot to bring my PSP or not can hear song to release ... I was so upset until ... I saw that movie clip. A movie clip which is about my college friends. I was laughing like no body business in the library. Hahaha... you just could not imagine how funny it is.How could a person change tears to smile?? Is that so hard? Seems like I really need my friends and buddy. Seems like i can't live without them >.<>

ALL RIGHT!!!DONE!!! lets talk about Yesterday.
It is a big great news for me. I got my new LAPTOP. My second brother came over and bring me with my dad to PLAZE LOW YAT!!my younger brother did not follow because his excuse was I haven finish MY ART. That is bullshit OK!! DJians knew that art wasnot important for form 1,2,4 okey!! So the main reason he don't want join us is because of COMPUTER. My second Brother help me do research and suggest me to buy Acer's 4736G suitable for you to da gei. Then,there lots of the Acer's salesman say It is out of stock. They stop producing this model. All shops is clearing it. All promoting 4740G to us,as it is the latest model. there is a new processor but 1year warranty and only 2GB memory but you can upgrade it so it would cost from 2499 to 2800++. but my dad seems to prefer 4736G but we prefer 4740G after upgraded it. Whatever~~that person having the money~~what can I do? Atleast i still get a new laptop rather than without it. A guy can pay $20K for a laptop for himself in china but don't want to buy a new laptop for her daughter and prefer her daughter to use his OLD OLD OLD model laptop. Is he out of his mind??or what?? now the laptop have $400 differences also sakit hati. What a GOOD DADDY right?? WHATEVER WHATEVER~~~

around afternoon i reach home,took a bath and have my meal as BREAKFAST because i din eat anything yet. Around evening to go second brother house but no people was there so i watch movie and wait. He helped me burn DVD and did something to my laptop but by the time... already 11pm++so go back and pack until 1am only go to bed while watching movie.

I don't mind to help people but i do mind if you want me to zha fit...

After finish Holiday...

During first week,almost everyday also hang-out with yen,ping,moi and elvin. Either go one utama watch movie or go lee ping's house to play. The following week,i think is the same thing. We watched paranormal. Actually it was quite scary. Somebody cheated yen and moi. Somebody told them, it wasn't horror movie. Meow meow said this movie not bad but after we meet our classmates, these two girls wanted to change movie. After paranormal, we watched The Spy Next Door by Jackie Chan lu... The following three nights i also though of paranormal before i fell asleep. How bad? but luckily i am not scare of it whenever i though of it again and again.


Anyway, Yesterday was a "IMPORTANT" day. Guess why? because it is the day "someone" would tell us "the story". A story which 5more girls would know what happen about "something". All of us was curious about it and I think all of us is exciting but maybe the "Author" would be abit nervous and feel shy shy. After Marketing and E-Commerce few of us went for lunch. After that, we went to stria to buy FOOD. Moy lien and me drink Shandy while someone and someone went to post office to send out love letter i think. Hahaha... Then we went back to college and sit in One-Stop Centre and talk with one of our friend, she is a counsellor of "us". We wait for sook teng to dress up. Then 5 of us sit bus to one utama. Pig and Mei Gui was eating at G floor. So we sit there and "bullshit". All talking rubbish but of course i would be the one who bullshitting from the start til the end = =" Geez... When we reach there almost 1pm I though our plan would change. I though we would not go chiong k dy. It is weird but funny because ... It costs rm 150 and devided by 7 people so it is rm21 but it is worthy. Because we start before 2pm until 7 plus. BUT something we did not reach which is in "our plan". So I said We will do it during NEXT GATHERING. If do it now, then we will be rushing so better sit down at McDonald and refill lol hahahah and "HEAR" and laugh...hoh hoh hoh My mother could not make it to fetch my friend back. too bad...Although she is on her way back from Sunway i guess but she said SO JAM. She can't even fetch my brother on time. So apart of us sit bus and apart of us sit private "JET" :p

預測你2010年的愛情下面一組簡單的問題，請你認真做完，答案就在你心中
(1)你最喜歡的顏色是紅色，黑色，藍色，綠色，還是黃色？
(2)你的生日是幾月？
(3)黑色和白色，你更喜歡哪個？
(4)許個願望(一個實際的願望)

1)如果你選擇：
紅色：你是很警戒的人，你的一生中充滿了愛
黑色：你很保守，但很自負
綠色：你的靈魂很散懶，而且你是個比較放松的人
藍色：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，而且你喜歡你的愛人的吻和愛
黃色：你是個快樂人，而且你給失落的人很好的建議

2)如果你生在：
一月到三月：今年你會很走運，而且你會發現你會以外的愛上一個人
四月到六月：你會有個很強的愛情，這段感情不會很長，但那美好的回憶會讓你永生不忘
七月到九月：你會有個很快樂的一年且會經曆一個在你一生中好的，很大的改變
十月到十二月：你的愛情不會很好，但最終你會找到你一生的伴侶

3)如果你選擇了：
黑色：你的生命將會改變方向，當時看起來似乎很難，但之後你會覺得這個改變是你一生中最好的東西
白色：你有個朋友很信任你，願意為你做任何事情，但你可能不知道這一點

(4)如果你選擇了:
如果你一個小時內重新在另一個地方發表這個測驗，你的願望會在你的下個生日之前實現；如果你看了此貼回複的話，你的願望會在你十天之內有一個小小的驚喜!

人生是在于尝试。你们赞成吗？

There are "billions" of songs on this earth...you are not able to hear ALL of them.What a waste right?Maybe there are lots of them is suitable for you but you don't even have a chance to hear n know about it...

"run out of time" will continue when feel to do so...mama on de way lol >.<

莫個晚上，一個小時内喝了五瓶啤酒。
再則一個小時内。。。發身了一些事，不過not counted as大事拉
然後就去吃東西。

Previous saturday >.< i went back hometown again~~~ because of one big big thing happen!!! MY DEAR GRAND POPO DE BIRTHDAY~~~ ehhehe semua orang pun happy >.< I keep ask mom can she follow us go back celebrate??i asked more than 3 times lor...at first she was going to book 4 TABLE >.< so i also can ask her to come lo as i already ask her to come few months ago >.< but she said popo tak mau BIG BIG DE.. she nak satu meja enough...CEH!!!apa la ni~~~i still remember that time got people ask me tell my gor gor to Jxx Sxx de lol ahahahha so i though that day got people sure dead de ma... make me so HIGH~~~ like on top of the mountain manakala....haiz.. then i was planning to drink alot AGAIN!!! but...only face red CEH~~~ because... brandy was SUX... i was going to campur rot wine und brandy de... but brandy really really SUX man... nevermind once my cough DONE!!! my dad's liquor and beer WAKAKAKAK also DONE!!! hehehe i cant wait to train it man...becoz i cant wait for the day that i can gao tiam ping ping und ck WKAKAKAKA but...the way... is SO FAR t.t ck is clubhead man hahahahah xD if i can gao diam him then i also become clubhead jor hahaha


hmm...29December went swim swim~~ with a bunch of Good Buddies O.O my younger bra bra din go but the main thing is GOT PEOPLE FFK lo~~~ he wanna die o.o next time me and ping tiok him WAKAKKAKA....lol shhh...after he read mmy blog again then is his time to tiok me not i tiok himjor ....sook teng went for rebonding lol kekeke...actually... after bd he use my phone to sms lol = =" and they ....send some ...unbelieveble message lol kekeke then ping ping din reply n so he call n...hahaha talk about my boy friend la then talk about what?? PIGU ahahaha then...what dy ar? OH!!!! 20SENS...4PERSON HAHAHAH but...becoz someone 4got so T.T

Don't have much time now...

22 i think...i went back hometown n stay becoz of dong zi...i din know about it lol...>.< i 5am only sleep because i went to my cousin sister's house n talk with them. I told them dam lots of stuff lol but they only told me a few HOW SAD?? hehee

around 24thDecember im back~~ with my dear cousin sister.that was the time she start to tell me lots of story lol. about her friends~~family~~and "SECRETs"(I dun remember much lol hehehe becoz we 2 keep bullshit >.<). I keep sleep at 5 am lol becoz she said during holidays she will sleep at 5 so i accompany her lol manakala until now ... i from 12sharp close my eye and 4am or 5am only fall a sleep... WHAT THE FCUK WAS THAT...please tell me man... on the bed for 4hours but cant sleep... omfg!!!

friday~~~~bring her to one utama becoz she stay at johor now. I go meet meow meow and her sister at nichii und harder und deeper lol then second day...it was just nice because i was in the car and i sms ping see whether she wanna join me dinner then she ask me want go ou or not. then i say if want then NOW becoz onthe way jor lol hehehe then meet meow meow again but my dad fetch ping,teng und pig together...saw they bought 2 shoes lol. hahaha ping ping bought pink colour shoe. It was not bad actually because that pink not the pink that i hate plus it is lite "pinky". I went meet them at mcd n talk lol kekeke long time din talk lol so it was fun >.< i bring cousin sister go play pool und basketball. IMMA WON!!!she get 38 i get 98 lol WAKAKAKA dia tu adalah badminton und basketball for school team de leh... i 1 and half year din play bb jor lol OKEY END!!!