Today is practical exam for service. Few weeks go asked teng pig and apple come connexion and eat so i can serve them and play but then because mr.raja said that conference people will come and have lunch so i was like SHIT man. but he seems to be not too sure yet so i did not inform them first le then really forgot to inform them already lol. sorry dude. i not purposely dun want tell you de lol. sorry dude.

Back to topic.yesterday 2am only sleep because i did one or two esseys then start to memorize some recipe but nothing goes in.so fine. then today morning on the way to college i keep memorize and at last dessert is so easy then follow by the pototoes le. after finish setting up the table,mr.don look at me and jason and ask us go to kitchen lol. i though i did something wrong manakala.hahaha he ask me what we serving how to do main course,dessert and starter lol.the funny part is he ask me how to do mushroom soup but i hahaha i answer something foolish but i sure get B for product knowledge de.not lan si but i am being confidence wakakaka like the story that i stated in the pdp assignment lol OH MY GOD say until pdp i wanna go jump liao. FCUK WEI...ok chill

so the servise was mess up because of the guest did not want me to serve in order but luckily mr.don know our ku chong so i will pass >.< just hope to get better result so i no need to worry about final >.< God bless me "Amen"

yesterday, hehehe...also quite memorable de lol hahaha
after german...play games in computer labw iwth kin lam ailing leslie and...melissa hehehe then 11:30 lol hahaha ping hen hao xiao de call me and say wei...12 that time go find phooi kuan arr...blah blah blah hahaha....she too gan jiong already lol hahaha then make me also nervous although i am the guest lol.feel like make her but people exam lol so i din lol

at first i keep laugh lol don't know why i just feel funny lol...hahah she suddenly say DUN LAUGH... hahahaa make me worst lol hahaha...then eat and chat with phooi kuan and her friend lol but...accident happen...hahahaha my spoon and knife....keep...hahahhaha damn funny lol and dam...zhi zhe lol it was an accident...really lol... i swear dude.... it was...an accident lol but mr.raja wont minus your marks de la... hehehe god bless you lol hehehe mr.raja also din say you fail...xD lol mr.raja come beside me and look at me and i laugh some more lol and he say why keep laugh?then i laugh some more lol CHI JOR SIN lol ahhaha i also dun want de lol hehehe... when the thing drop....mr.raja look at me... why so gan jiong??face also red already lol i laugh some more lol hahaha just feel funny lol ahhaha

then after eating...go see ms.gan and go see bianca then dun know did what already then saw kian boon on the way to ping house then poh yee come ping house then wait for teng then call him then teng ffk...she dead de le...then...then...then...go my house and almost 6pm he call and fetch us loh

Memorable night at>.<

after dance....dance...ping ask me faster go off lu...because run out of time lol too late already...hehehe man that night was a GREAT GREAT night man... i did not expect it to be so damn freaking fun....with them....they are stupid...silly... funny hahahaha i really pity him lol... hahaha gang raped hahahaha ke lien de nan ren ahhahaha but happy birthday to him le...all drink a lot lol but because of my voice so i keep drink tea and only drink little bit of beer...but ping drink alot lol...

"they"also drink alot lol gosh....some of them face damn red lol... hahahanext time...if got chance....join again...hehehe.... it is memorable man....we play until mid night lol hehehe fetch them back...lol take care of 2 abit drunk de people hehehe....you know who you are la...kekeke some kena .... force to drink lol except me...wakakakak people force i also dun drink hehehe because saw someone drink so much... i really dun want myself to drunk also lol...safety come first hehehe....get scolded by my auntie because she say i dun know how to drink lol = =" how sad?? reach home then take out contact lens and remove make up lol... ping...hahahashe so tired...sleep lol memang pig...hahaha

it is really memorable lol... he is funny lol... hahaha drunk already still say himself not drunk yet...hahaha but dance there...hahaha he say drunk abit the head will follow the music shake de lol hahaha so funny man and someone drunk until...walk also no energy to walk lol need me to bring her out and rest for awhile lol so tired la... wear 3ince de high heels and dance... my god... 2inces still ok lol... REALLY MEMORABLE night lol

Tuesday went swimming...hehehe maybe going to swim tomorrow...is it??lol i also not sure... last monday...yen mei elvin and me wait at LCT de computer there until 3:30 then they 3 go back home lol then left me play quiz until 4:30 got no plan so too bad... go ping house and do assignment but...hehehe we bully him lol hahaha BANANA....i ate durian at her house lol but only 1....piece ma de ar... durian so pro lol kill me straight away lol sore throat already lol

during prom night...thursday... all come my house and blur hair... yer... mom burn my hear de skin lol after i su her lol hehehe then hehehe imma wear contact lens leh... wa liao dam funny lol from 2:30 until 4pm lol ping also fed up ahhahaa i also fed up lol then go clinic lol we 2 walk from 1u de entrance to clinic...my god... all... look at us like we are....lol shy shy...hahahaha then .... go le meriden lol i drink half cup of syrup and .... after a while... i talk... i lost my voice lol MY GOD... not totally lost la... but become guy de voice already lol ahhahaha

we din get lucky draw lol hahaha ping so up sad lol then the shark fin...YARK.... got vinegar smell i mean taste YUK... i drink until half then... cannot tahan liao lol... ping was like... lol 130 and you...you...you...haiz... ahhahaha

after a while...hehehe the prom night...macam night club lol my god totally like clubbing... ceh unexpected lol my god then ma dance for a while lol took lots of picture with lecturer lol hehehe....

weekends

Again...i forgot what i suppose to type out lol...

Saturday...
HOH HOH HOH ...
morning...sms ping lo...and kena scold lo..because...hehehe bad habits... but not my fault la okey..it is because auntie mee jee say 12:30 reach but 12:45 only reach because she rush back from sepang leh...what can i do??lol then mom ask her to eat eat until 1:00 lol GO MI >.<" and...i left my chicken rice at home lol but yeaterday i reach home the chicken rice already hilang wo.. OH i know liao... because i 10pm reach home but mom 2pm reach home so she throw it away liao ba...

that night...huh huh huh Jane jie jie get third leh...after the thing end me and ping run down and take photo...hehehe...and get talented award lol WOO... dua award lol...did not wasted the money that we sms her lol... kekeke her talent...hahaa quite what what de lol hahaha... don't know did they pai dao wo men or not lol hehe after we can see ourself in astro then...AAAAHHHHHH lol >.<''lol they ask us to off our hand phone lol because those wire...will get interupt so better off lu...make me break that time only on once lolwe scream lol hehehe but something left out...because we don't have the pit pit pit...don't know call what le...

then...at first mom tell me i can sleep at genting hotel...GENTING hotel leh....ping say expensive than highland de leh... waa...so happy so ma ask ping ping come and sleep together lu...hehehe manakala.....HOW SAD hor ping??wasted...hehehe someone was unhappy with something because of certain people lol haiz... fan dao xi lol that time...


second day"sunday"...9something wake up...don't know is ping or auntie mee jee wake me up de lol then ma rush to the other hotel to bath and xxx lu...then then then???what already arr??sit car...go kl central...go...???whatever then see bai chuen nue wang le... HOH HOH HOH keep heard jing ru de song le...ping and elvin and jackie keep stand at lobby lol hahaha me and kin lam keep walk walk walk then kelvin and dickson but after awhile they wanna go time square but i wanna see leng lui and leng zai leh...so i ma stand and zi zi zi....squiz in the middle lol. the girl don't know call what shang wu shuang very leng lui lol they still say she old??mana old lol their eye sure blind = =" yer...something very sad...is...they throw those thing at rechts und links und hinten lol how about vorns??so bad leh...plus...someone forgot to bring camera...hehehe sorry dude>.<"then after all we gotime square and...hehehe i persuade someone bought something lol hehehe...got people keep xin thong lol...haiz... bought something which you think looks really good should be happy de ma....manakala...haiz... xD all also like that hahaha except me... WAKAKAKAKA kelvin very funny lol should say 38??or just funny lol


until 9pm gua...mom fetch me and ping go WAN YOU and we walk almost THE WHOLE dam thing between 1hour i think right ping?? lol

很累

很累很累非常非常非常累累...不知道为什么，只是很累...haiz...人生ma...

由于周六的计划都是这么de...fan ren but all past already...all settle,I GUESS...

这几天不断思考舞会罗...等不到这一天...

舞会后，嘿嘿嘿,也许他们可以留在我的家里过夜？？嘿嘿嘿,

加上星期六...嘿嘿嘿，我有重要的做lol 我会跟你在那里见面 ,我亲爱的JJ >.<

加上星期六也许我可以得到我的隐形眼镜leh...

当然，如果我的父亲同意或让母亲帮助我解决.但机会并不大...伤心...


was planning after lunch go ping house to sleep then after college stay back at computer lab and do mpw de lol...now...haiz...too late...go her house and sleep??or finish that stupid assignment first then tomorrow only go her house and sleep??fcuk lol...hate to choose wei... last week...MY GOD...the assignment...zzz fcuk man... and the kitchen's form...mahai arr...i do until DAMN tired DAMN stress DAMN unhappy DAMN dissapointed man...but atlast i still finish it already...GOD BLESS ME >.< but now...mpw...theory...and accomdation only this 3 is the one who kills me...other...i 100% will get over it...


ok...i hate to use chinese to type man...barger ar....mahai ar... keep wait for translation plus the translation keep translate something not logic de lol... sohai lai de lol mfg...because don't have things straight away translate to chinese man...


fcuk myself lol stay at lab...tilll now... WHAT SHIT ALSO HAVEN COME OUT... fcuker ar... sohai lai de lol me ini ar...haiz...today go her house then tomorrow do assignment or today do assignment and tomorrow go her house and sleep gao gao lat??come on...asshole... choose one man...barger betul lah....

With Your Thoughts <3

You lie inside your head. Your thoughts confuse you, and you would rather be anyone else than yourself. You convince yourself of things that aren't true. You might think you are ugly, stupid, mean, or annoying, when you are actually none of those things. You constantly put yourself down and convince yourself that you don't deserve anything good. You don't hear compliments and when people give you one, you deny it. You give others the compliments you wish you could give yourself, but when you think of who you are, only the negative comes to mind. It is possible you are paranoid about what others are saying about you behind your back, or are trying to match yourself to an impossible standard. There might have been someone in your life who put you down so much you actually started to believe it. Trust me, if you think you are a bad person, you most likely aren't. Bad people think they are good, otherwise they wouldn't be as mean.You lie because you mistake it for the truth. When others tell you positive things about yourself, you often just believe they are lying to make you feel better. In actuality, they are telling the truth and you are lying to yourself. Your weakness are the people who don't openly compliment you, but truly believe you are amazing anyway. Their compliments are along the lines of "You make me feel happy" or "You are my everything." A lot of people find these cheesy, but these are the compliments that allow you to feel good about yourself for who you are. When people tell you good things about themselves and tell you it's all because of you, the dark lies you tell yourself seem to float away.

lol it seems like the way i think is really same as what it says lol... pro la....people who create this quiz...so zuen de.....lol in secondary that time i always like that de lol... but now... don't know??

oh boy....i do think i am stupid from small until big because my auntie scold me STUPID from small until big.... >.< i do think i am annoying...because i always talk rubbish at the wrong situation that my friends and mom says. ugly ma... i don't think i am pretty,i don't think i am beautiful,i don't think i am elegant and i don't think i am ugly. i think i am 9/10 normal and 1/10 ugly because i am not the perfect one...
can say i am a person WITHOUT CONFIDENCE but i really think i am not good enough la....

Like it.....quiet accurate but compair to last time...i am more like a LEO than now...because...

Read it... or Leave it...

Leo Astrology July 23 - August 22

Leo Strength Keywords:
- Confident
- Ambitious
- Generous
- Loyal
- Encouraging

Leo Weakness Keywords:
- Pretentious
- Domineering
- Melodramatic
- Stubborn
- Vain

Leo and Independence:
Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.

Leo and Friendship:
People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences. oh...do i??

Leo and Business:
Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.

Leo Temperament:
Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.

Leo Deep Inside:
Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed. yeah...i need to be needed by friends >.<

Leo in a Nutshell:
Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on.(yeah...thats why people always scold me idiots as i always forget stuff.that was just not what i want dude...) Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.

接收讯息和传达讯息时都优先使用感性为主的右脑

如果你是女生：
性格：直觉行事的侠女：热血又充满个人魅力，会突然失控大笑或大哭，但都是出自真心，因此颇受朋友喜欢，最明显的就是购买东西完全凭感觉，就算不实用或已有相同款式还是想买！
恋爱：单纯的爱情至上者：以自己心理的感觉为主，不会参考对方或客观因素来决定自己下一步举动，若对对方很有好感，一整天就像春暖花开，如果对方疑似劈腿，也会惊天动地大哭一场，但也很容易变心！

Mom and Watch

Oh, ya...just remember something very important...yesterday night...after mom fetch me home...I told her lots of things which means... i were bullshitting again...hehehe i have to much shits to shit sorry...if my mouth don't shit then i am a piece of shit... i told mom what happen in college...what happen at one utama...and my mom agree with what i think...and i going to tell someone which is give some advide...about something which i had ask ALL my secondary friends' opinion...of course i din ask straight forward... i got drive a car and make a BIG U-turn la... hehehe...i mature a bit again liao...all is because of EVERYDAY...EVERY MOMENT every friend that teach me and show me EVERY SINGLE thing that happen beside me...is a good example...is a good..."thing" i will know more people in the futre and i will grow up with more knowledge about LIFE...and ok back to topic.
my mom show me a watch...my mom say not very nice..then i wear it..and i likethe structure of thewatch...it is just like the one i bought at SWATCH but it sudah hilang in my home town because stolen by some moron. so i ask mom to give me as my 18th birthday lol...hehee guess what?? it cost 850 man....my swatch cost 200 only le... WAAKAKAKA first time get something so expensive... and i gave mom lots of example things that happen beside me...and i told her what i think about it and she teach me what is wrong and right >.<>.<>.< i won't feel embrasse if people do and wear same thing with me lol... i think i should be proud as my taste is not bad lol...i don't understand why some people de face really that THICK LOL just like those drama lol...haiz...

with my friends

My eye damn freaking tired man...tomorrow gonna pass up kitchen stuff now is already 1am...
haiz... last week...that whole week...i din have enough sleep. TOTALLY DON'T HAVE enough sleep.this weekend also same...haiz....rushing for all this xx thingi...zzzz haiz... life suckx man...

Thursday~my friend birthday actually i was not planning to join them because it was held at 10:30 i forsure cannot make it de...and so...i stay back at computer lab to do finish kitchen practical stuff or not my group all cannot go for exam.as ping need recipe from ms.gan so i suen bien give her lo...was going to give her a surprise de but i guess she was sleeping so dun kacau her le.. but suddenly got people call lol...= ="then ping say all waiting down there then i suddenly feel like gng...then go le...hehehe...that night me,ping and pei keep....haiz...ate egg kosong lol hahaha...but it is happy to be with them lol... with them...my heart and brain just tell me to be myself lol...as they know me so long...they don't mind me to laugh like mad girl lol..huh huh huh...but KK was the one who makes me and su mei to laugh until throat pain lol kekeke....be with them...they won't think i am embarrassing them so..."much" and being with them...no stress...no need to care so much about what those shits thinks of me. actually that day... we saw.. JAY CHOW...WOW SHOCK LEH?? JAY CHOW LEH... waakakakakakka damn funny lol everythings was SO DAMN FREAKING good man...

then lantern night...hehehe....quite fun man... that morning ... i slept at x and wake up at 12:30 then i was like SHIT MAN... they say 1pm wait at one utama but 1:30 also can. so i faster go bath and at last 1:30 i reach old wing lu...when we having lunch jason tan join us lol...hahaha he and my dear girl keep argue lol i think she does not like him that much but suddenly... hen you muo qi wo... HAHAHAHA that night was stupid and funny hahaha actually not very stupid la...then we walk whole still cannot get a sport shoe for her... but never mind.. my advise is buy a shoe...if you are not rushing then take time to buy one that is your taste and you really LOVES it then that is worthy la... FOR ME LA...

then we went to...don';t know what place... looks like bar...looks like restaurant lol everyone says the food was BAD and i eat until almost vomit lol my god...then go sendi park and we go find ping ping le....wa...her dog...very hyper lol... keep wow...wow...wow...hahaha then we walk around her house le....then ping need go other place then all say BYE bye la of course...hehehe... too bad she only join us for awhile. until half we suddenly remember...we forgot to call one person out...but it was too late...plus i think that person got ...own plan with own friends ba...never mind le... next time ba... tired


i think i know in future i should have friend with what kind of personality... hehehe...of course is...wan de qi de la...as i really love to play.... huh huh huh this gonna be very important. but my feeling tell me...tong chang wan de qi de ren...dou hen bu shi he.. be my very close buddy and brothers wo... lol if want wan de qi de ren...then most probably is guy liao lo??haiz...if girls then...heh heh heh...i know what to play already man... wakakaka