Monday, November 30, 2009

German Finish already!!!!

Haiz...随然很想一起去放松一下。。。发泄一下。。。可惜这几天跟妈妈的感情好了很多,所以不想欺骗她 >。< 非常抱歉因为我那么的扫兴。。。好才没因为我而取消不然真的会超过已不去的叻。。。虽然我知我没那样的能力啦!哈哈哈。。。

遗憾的是那天星期四回婆婆家,我并不知表妹她们已经从JOHOR回来了。 T。T 等到妈妈和舅舅赶着驾车回去因为赶着去CLUBBING了因为当天是LADIES NIGHT MA 都已经迟到一小时了呢在迟一点就没酒喝了,她才跟我说表妹和表第都在上面等我上去。妈的!!你不在迟一点才打来跟我讲?啊麦PONG还跟我说五号的WEDDING DINNER才见她们和她们一起喝醉,然后灌醉她们。。。怎样见JEK??怎样喝JEK??怎样灌JEK??哈哈哈。。。不过我也想看看她们醉了的模样呢。。。说不定回狂吻人呢。。。就好想星起六在庆祝妈妈,舅舅和舅母的BIRTHDAY姜。HOH HOH HOH 我五号早上就要上飞机去中国买猪了啦!!真的很想见她们一面呢。我的DI DI就超XUANG的。因为星期六那天妈妈和他一起在婆婆家过夜。妈的他啊。。。还可以去啊麦PONG家和表妹她们一起睡叻。。。还跟她们玩和谈心事到5AM呢。我吃醋了啦!!超不爽的NEH!!我在那里住了那么久都不能上去过夜。汪八蛋啊!!她们六号就要回JOHOR了。那个臭鸡蛋还在我前面说大家一起这个那个。。。还说过一夜不够,应该要多几天才回来比较好。。。妈的!!他一定是不要他的DI DI了想死叻他。。。

【测】你適合單身還是戀愛?你的報復心強嗎?

你和情人一起在公園裡面騎腳踏車,你覺得哪一個畫面是最美的?


A.情人載你,你站在後座上

B.情人載你,你坐在前座

C.你載情人,情人或坐或站在後面

D.兩人一起騎協力車

E.情人推車,你陪在旁邊散步A.情人載你,你站在後座上


WHICH ONE IS YOU NEH???


解析~


A.情人載你,你站在後座上
談起戀愛總能無憂無慮,所有細節都讓你覺得很甜蜜。戀愛路上很快樂,這類型的人內心深處很單純,沒有心眼,不容易斤斤計較,很容易享受單純戀愛的感覺。...OOOHhhhhhohohoho hen happy can get this result wakakak haiz... ren neh... kai xin jiu hao le ma... >.< collec o not? >.<


B.情人載你,你坐在前座
你在交往時容易往壞處想,有苦往心裡藏。戀愛路上煩惱多於快樂,這類型的人屬於戀愛中的苦情花,比較容易想太多,很容易在愛情中當阿信。

C.你載情人,情人或坐或站在後面
你的感情生活平穩,沒有什麼事情能夠讓你特別快樂或煩惱。戀愛路上不快樂也不煩惱,這類型的人以自我為中心,可以掌握戀愛的溫度和進度,一切都在掌控之中

D.兩人一起騎協力車
你只會記得開心的事情,不會為情所困。戀愛路上快樂多於煩惱,這類型的人自信心超強,而且很容易欣賞對方的優點。


E.情人推車,你陪在旁邊散步
你容易為小事抓狂,拿放大鏡把問題無限擴大。戀愛路上很煩惱,這類型的人很容易挑剔對方的缺點,因為他(她)一談戀愛就是要結婚,因此不容許出半點差錯。

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你的報復心強嗎

如果遇到歹徒入室抢劫,情急之下你会拿起哪件东西来反抗?
A、旗子
B、椅子
C、刀子
D、石头


选择A:善用心机型
  你是个很懂得用脑筋的人。当有人得罪你时,你不会当场发作,而是暗中等待时间报复,例如揭他隐私、攻他痛处,让对方恨你恨得牙痒痒的,却又莫可奈何。

选择B:直接反击型
  你的爱恨分明,所以当有人冒犯到你,你的反应也直接,好恶全写在你脸上。如果对方肯道歉便罢,若不道歉又继续不客气的话,你一定让他吃不完兜着走。

选择C:以牙还牙型
  你很重视朋友,所以心裏容不下对方的背叛与出卖;当被对方伤害时,你“以其人之道,还治其人之身”。你也只会报复一次,以后也不再是朋友。

选择D:借刀杀人型
 你是标準的“狡兔三窟”,当你觉得对方实在不可原谅,想给他点颜色瞧瞧时,你也早已铺好后路,并借刀杀人,把对方卖了还让对方替你算钱,这也是你的本事。
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3.選(洗一洗直接吃)的朋友
對朋友具有影響力的你只有你帶壞朋友的份。
你被朋友帶壞指數零。
→這類型的人個性有歐巴桑的靈魂,
而且還有女魔頭的特質,甚至有黑社會老大的基因,
跟朋友相處的時侯他很具有影響力,
大家會覺得他以後會是一號人物或者是狠角色,
因 此不敢得罪他,跟朋友相處時唱歌時或有一些口頭禪,
朋友自然而會被影響O.O


【31号瓶】泉源
你最大的资产就是你的心,透过你的心,你可以将你深层的智能与黄金表达出来。你生活中最大的资产就是大自然,透过大自然,你可以取得源源不绝的智能。
你的困难与挑战:你缺乏自信吗?你害怕让自己的力量完全展现,或许是因为你的力量与很大的怒气夹杂在一块,如果你想要寻找人生舞台,往你的自我价值先开始找起。
你的未来潜能:具有外交能力,与人以心相待,建立良好的团队精神,接受责任,不认为它是负担,反而当成是一种喜悦。yeah i love NATURE....

D、镜中人:豪迈大气的风范

  你为人豪爽仗义,必要的时候,总是你挺身而出,深得广大同仁的信任,有时不顾形象表现出有些粗鲁的举止,反而愈发提升了你在团体中的威望与亲和力。

  实体的你:精明会算计

  你其实根本不在乎别人怎么样,你只在乎自己,那些仗义豪迈,为人出头的举动,不过是为了标榜自己的才能和道德优越感,放长线,钓大鱼,以此获取更多的东西。与神经大条的形象恰恰相反,你实际上心细如丝,懂取舍、知进退,对人诸多算计,总是能够在必要的时候,作出最适当的举动,为自己谋取最长远的利益。

伤心时你的第一种反应...
一遇到伤心的事,你第一个想做的就是暂时的逃避痛苦,因为你不是那时在第一时刻 就可以反应的人,所以你必须花很多时间才可以正视出问题的所在,喝酒和其它麻醉的方式,是你会先采用的方法,先减缓伤心对你的杀伤力


朋友最討厭你哪一點
3-
分析结果:朋友想唾弃你,因为你太小气了。其实这类型的人,其实你其实赚的也满多的,可是你真的很小气,有的时候很容易斤斤计较,朋友会觉得说,其实你赚得也不差,幹嘛这么小气,偶而也要大方一点请客,让大家觉得说,其实你还满大方的,所以选择这个答案的朋友,虽然不景气,还是要偶而大方一下,请大家吃个饭吃个东西,感觉会好多了。...FANG PI4.....wo small gas???you blind arr??

A型:
您的任性指数60,, 稚气指数90`
您不喜欢自私的人,,旦您常常表现可爱和稚气的1面! >.< HOH HOH HOH aku cute neh???wakakaka


[3号] 「领导」型

这一类型人喜欢主动出击的原因大概是本能中不愿被人命令、约束吧。在职场、日常人际关係中愿意将自己摆在中性的位置。注重承诺、体恤弱者,甚至有时还带有男性性格中的一些色彩——重视义气、伸张正义。尤其在工作中,异性同事很难将你看成具有纤细柔弱特徵的女性,更多的感觉是精明、大气、独挡一面的管理者,敬业工作夥伴。有时你也会「糊涂」一次,为的是给他人更改自己过失的机会,与其当面严厉地指责,不如退一步让迷茫的人看到诚意所在,才能仔细思考并解决问题。lol collec meh??
lol wo shi...“D“:美人鱼
  
  温柔是你性格中的宝藏。你不喜欢显山露水,情绪容易波动,很在乎周围人的想法
  和感受。你常为别人的不快乐而焦虑,恨不得立刻去帮助他,因此你的人缘不错。可
  是当你自己碰到困境时,却常常往坏处想,是悲观的女生,不小心还有习惯性的自怨
  自艾。在心上人面前你不太会积极主动,只能默默付出,等待对方注意到你。要是有
  朋友和你喜欢上同一个对象,你可能还会退让成全他们。这样的态度,会让你离幸福
  越来越远,一定要小心哦!
hen zuen meh???



who is 小红帽 already arr?? hahahaha
  
   热情是你性格中的宝藏。生活中虽然会碰到许多困难,但你轻易不会被苦难击倒。
  你有爱恨分明的个性,最讨厌事情不清不楚,也讨厌拖拖拉拉,做事有冲劲。只要你
  选对打拼的目标,并坚持下去,成功一定在望。对于中意的男生,你也会主动接近对
   方,不过胆小男生可能不太敢接受你的热情,开朗大方的男生和你才速配哦!

Friday, November 27, 2009

Today can go po po house NEH!!!>.<

i 7:45pm only go >.< in uncle car...jam like SHIT!!!!
bcoz tomorrow >.< holiday >.<
becoz i naughty so sms my FRIENDDO again lol hahaha ask whether nak come or not hehehe sorry for disturbing...really...if it causes any...thing >.< "go mi" my dear >.< actually less than 1 hour only but reach there by 9 lol then saw AA XXXXX!!! my god HATE DIA man... because dia is extremely ngan cham....i just get to know that A LOT OF PEOPLE DUN LIKE DIA DE LEH!!! lol because dia in the middle so i din straight away run to the back and wish everybody so ater sms people then only go to the back then get scolded by gor gor becoz din straight away wish all people >.<



i REALLY WANT TO WISH DE LA... once i reach hometown don't know why so EXCITED maybe too long din reach dy >.< haiz...now i know someone you dun like hor... will try your way to AVOID saying HI! to them de lol actually i not hate dia la... just TOO NGAM CHAM... all people also cannot tahan dia punya ngam charm de lol
haiz...fine!!!past dy...then haiz...dia NGAM THE SAME!!!FREAKING THING again... FED UP MAN... suan liao... suan liao... then go up lu... hehehe go temple... pray... so many human neh... so many i dun know de >.< hehehe but my dear cousin sister in johor could not make it...how sad?? start to miss her dy...>.<



there got lots of food i want to eat... got starter...main course...and dessert although no red wine hehe but got very tasty de TEH TARIK!!! bagus nya but din drink because...hehehe my dear grandfather made his own teh tarik and all my family member sit around...and CHAT LO... i my house open the door BIG BIG lol macam inviting those theif but NO THEIF dare to come in la of cource although lots of auntie but also got strong man and boy boy arr... hehehe because need to entertain people so i becoma last time de childish de myself>.< me and second brother keep talking ...keep bullshit lol hehe that is US!!! hehehe own family member ma... those cuosin sister long time din see of course must ...bull shit bullshit for awhile to add gan ching ma... hehehe TAN and WONG family ma... dun have Cxxx... family lol how sad?? haiz... really one yi han...HAHAHHAHAHA please dun get mad... please my dear frienddo >.< just kidding my dear...then around 12...haiz.. must leave dy lu... watched tok tok chiang with my grand ma and grand auntie they all lu... and saw lots of stranger face... >.< dun know them although got a few auntie keep call my name = =" i have no idea how they remember my name lol = =" maybe just like what i told you people >.< i am TOO FAMOUS IN MY HOMETOWN wakakaka

haiz... need rush back because hor... going to KL hor... go clubbing lor... so fun!!! I ALSO WANT NEH... wakakkaa after liquor all finish by gor gor de friend then sad lu... need go bath first only can go lol how sad?? but that is manners >.<


Tomorrow morning need to wake up at 8am because gor gor de papa and mama say will go change my FAVOURITE MOVIE 4 me to watch neh!!!how touching...hehehe yuen lai my BIG FAMILY is so...so...so...GOOD!!!really "HOME SWEET HOME"!!!i go singapore that time i will miss all like hell de...>.< so i will go pasar pagi >.< eat breakfast with them >.< NEED TO SLEEP IMMEDIATELY although only studied a little bit of things only

Today almost can go back hometown dy..

mom dun let me go back in the afternoon T.T she say got "TOK TOK CHIANG" >.< one year only got once de leh.. then all neighbour...and people will all be thee lol all my tadika friend and primary 1 friend will be tehre also lol>..< i want to follow her actually is becoz se say dia sendiri balik kampung neh... aku nak accompany dia tetapi dia nak aku study = =" she knows once i go back cannot study hehehe but i already said i will go upstairs and lock myself de lol ceh... dun trust me... fine le... pass dy hehee >.< no worries i still love you >.< i never get angry with all,my beloved ONES >.<


then....bath at 3:30 and wash face then heard....somebody's de sound... luckily my FRIENDDO say tak mau follow or not JIA LAT NEH... but because hor... the car hor... suddenly hor... lol got 4 human lol then when reach hometown only know got 5 PEOPLE NEH... lol


hehehe second brother and eldest brother also follow mom car le... i stand at the door drying my hair then second gor gor very bad and naughty...look and me and say GO STUDY LA YOU....LOOK LOOK LOOK har...your mama say want you study arr...stand here...hehehehe haiz...get scolded by these few cousins i always wont get angry because i know them well >.< they treat me like their SMALL AND ONLY sister >.< happy to be in this family lol hahaha i am the only girl lol thats why all sayang me but of coz my youngest brother got most LOVE.....how sad???hehehe >.< haiz... got a cousin brother who will give me money go genting and play...WHERE TO GET THIS KIND OF BROTHER JEK?? but of coz he is leo >.< same as me >.< thats y so generous la hehe
Today wake up at 12++ because yesterday...haiz... dun have good sleep and good dream but all dream about all my cousin sister lol MY GOD!!! in their house... forgot do what already ahhaha summore got basketball court and triple story de house neh... all my cousin brother there and my best friend also there = =" ZA DAO!!! hahaha


BACK TO TOPIC!!!
because ade "ORANG"hor... call me and want borrow my notes >.<
then eldest gor gor come le...
and i take the advatage to ask about CHEESE
and i memorize 70% of it dy >.<" satisfied >.<


i though mom went back already but i still go message my dear frienddo >.< hehehe dun angry neh... i just ask for fun de actually...i think you won't follow de...>.<
if you say want go then i sure SHOCK DAO lol hehe

mom come back and bought some ubat for asthma
she worry my asthma will come back
as she heard got some "asthma" sound ,she knews becoz she is my mom >.< i am gald to have you mom >.< REALLY!!! i just not happy with you WHENEVER TALK ABOUT STUDY >.<
other then that you are the BEST !!! in my heart >.< LOVE YOU...AND PO PO AND...??
but my asthma stop when i was primary or tadika lol
actually i dun remember i got asthma lol
only remember i use my grandfather de thing to spray in my mouth for fun and get scolded and get bitten by you all hehehe>.< sorry for so naughty but i know MEMORISE IS SWEET!!! right??hehehe
yesterday po po call and ask me wanna go back or not >.<
miss her feel like going back >.<
heard mom say going back noon so i also wan follow but mom keep dun let but i stubborn ma.. hehe yesterday 4am only fall a sleep. 2am on the bed...MA DE... bad brother play computer game the VOLUME... tiao ta lol >.< but i not angry la ...

hehehe this few days my patient higher level dy leh...>.< seems like MORE MATURED already i think is because keep stay at home and think about what happen from primary until college >.< and WOKE UP dy as get scold by people again and again and again and again thi whole month >.<

Saturday, November 21, 2009

随然我不懂我这一次能不能过关。不过昨天我努里了老半天那我总算对的起自已了吧!只是有些遗憾...因为我守不到对自已的说过的诚诺和对不起妈妈罢了!?
mom de birthday is near de window DY how to celebrate o?? yer... scare and worry neh....after organixze dao not interesting then how??? 25 THIS MONTH LEH.... how ar?? how ar??? how arr??? SOME ONE TELL ME PLEASE@@!!

hoh hoh hoh macam amat correct wo...

GENTING wa liao bring 200 left 70 WTF man... gila de... sakit hati la... really sakit hati...waste money on friend also not that sakit hati lol i dun like to waste taxi money more then 10 de lol or not will sakit hati lol hahaha mom say dai sei who ask you dun go up the next day?? lol hehee...nevermind le pass dy...most important one is happy and enjoy then enough dy...be a human cannot what also count de or not will suffer de >.< life just need to be fun,happy,enjoy and INTERESTING then all is enough dy of coz must have a bunch of friends la >.<" and my dear mommy >.

lol yesterday presentation...menakutnya...lol after moi present then my turn lol but i forgot ma... gan jiong ma... plus xxxx so hehehe...haiz...pass already then dun think la...>.< future is good one >.< think positive in order to live longer...or not...it would be like me dy...>.<

finish exam dy lu...lol eye tired... brain not functioning dy... T.T tonight hao xiang got dinner leh??mom yesterday keep call call call lol nan dao po po birthday??today meh?? lol dun know lol but mom only call uncle de family and first auntie and second auntie de family wo... din call po po and gong gong also >.<"sweat


02请不要误会狮子 狮子座:阳历7月23日~8月23日
          
  在大多数人眼睛里的狮子座是富有霸气,有点傲气,自尊心特别强的一个星座。不能说狮子的人都是成功者,但是至少狮子希望自己在别人的眼中,是成功者。       
  
  由于狮子的天性,所以大多的狮子都很爱面子,他们喜欢金光闪闪的东西,喜欢别人表扬和佩服,还有结交朋友的天分。狮子在很多场合都是非常强势的,其实狮子的大多数人,看似没有心机不善于周旋在权利斗争中,但是狮子的心理有一本自己的帐,他们不卷进斗争,是因为他们认为无论谁赢都不会撼动自己的地位。
  
  每个星座都有自己的独特的地方,所以没有说绝对的好,和坏,狮子座的人喜欢和没有心机的人交朋友,就是那种为朋友两肋插刀的那种, 一旦成了朋友,狮子就把你归为自己人, 在他的控制范围内了,那样有时候会给那些人带来困饶,因为觉得狮子太粘,感觉不太对味!!!其实狮子心理明白付出不一定有回报,但是,作为狮子来说,宁愿别人负我,我也决不负人。     
  
  也许看到这里,你会觉得狮子虽然卤莽,自大,但是好象还挺重情谊,可是千万别因为这样,就把狮子呼来吓去,以为狮子一直会包容。 狮子重情,但也最决情,真到决情时, 你跪下来一哭二闹三上吊,狮子只会笑笑,然后告诉你:这世界上没有谁离开是活不下去。在狮子心里也有一道软肋,柔弱而敏感的神经,让他们在自认为遇到危险的时候,就杨起爪子,竖起毛来准备对抗。在外人看来,你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧(尤其女狮,一副唯我独尊的神情), 对方全听你的好不威风, 但又有多少人知,其实依赖对方的是你,最害怕失去对方的也是你。          
  狮子是没有具体的原则的,很多人看起来,狮子非常随和,但是其实没有原则是最大的原则,在他们说随便的时候,其实心里有个底线,只是不表露,没有牵扯到底线问题,以前好商量。当狮子在说:你主意吧,我随便的时候,他们心理其实也有了备用的方案,如果你把皮球踢了回来,他们也就拿出备用方案了。...lol...  
  
  狮子座的人经常会有希奇古怪的念头,让人觉得很无厘头,他们想问题的方式往往很直接,所以不太会转弯,这让很多人认为狮子的直爽和没有心机。可是大家想想,这世界上真有没有心机的成熟正常人吗?狮子的没有心机是因为他们觉得没有必要去用这样的手段,狮子表现出来很多幼稚的想法,是因为他们不愿意过多的去想复杂,而不是不能去想。因为狮子非常理想化,一个没有受过污染和社会熏陶的狮子,是那种会在大冬天跑到操场上躺一个晚上看星星的人。所以,踏上复杂的社会以后,狮子只能把这样的愿望和纯洁藏在心里,然后迅速带上假面具,在社会中游走。        
  
  狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接,除非是那种不能得罪的人,要不,狮子对朋友就是热情如火,而对敌人,是想法打击不让他有翻身的机会。这和蝎子的报复心不同,狮子会用正大光明的手段,在很多人面前打击你一下。报复完了以后,就早抛到脑后去了,因为他们的事情看上去太多了。当然这个也是狮子的一个性格,就是怕寂寞,怕寂寞不是不能承受寂寞,狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的,但是在狮子心里装着很多放不下的事情,所以,他们希望他们放不下的人,也能经常关心他,他放不下的事情,总是能够有好的结果。 所以,不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑子乱想, 一旦他们思路理清,或者打算放弃,那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。    
  
  当然,狮子的心是软的,你假装若者,在狮狮们面前一哭,二闹,三可怜,狮狮估计就吃不消了,马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一点点悲剧情怀呢!!!和狮子座的人做朋友,会是一件很开心的事情,因为对于朋友界定,狮子是很宽泛的,而且为了面子之类的问题,多数时候对于朋友的请求和帮忙也是非常乐意的。所以,交个这样的朋友不错。但能牵拌住狮子的不是感情,是责任。一种与身俱来的责任感。狮子的内心其实是很有悲剧情节的,只是表现出来的确是特别的阳光。huh huh huh >.<

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Is this what people call as confusing between your ownself

is that so??
guess they are right...
i have no point...
i have no dreams...
i am a bird which is on the sky keep flying...
flying flying flying...
and never stop...
maybe i will die one day before i reach or found a place,a dream of mine...
a place which belongs to me...
a dream which i want...
a few people who can .....who can...who can...
"who can??"
...be with me...
...lend me a hand when i am down...
...just...stay beside me...
...every moment...
but...mom told me it is RIDICULOUS!!!
because everyone will have their own family when time goes by...
so...
it will NEVER HAPPEN >.< FINE!!! then no meaning to life some more wasn't it correct??
...people which can accept me for who i am
but i know that time,that day,that moment
is not reaching..
i have ... putus asa...
for every single thing around me...
now is the end of my ....
END...........


I guess i going to show my passion when i watching 2012 lol
>.<" hehehe...
it would be touching,sad,unpredictable......

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO CHANGE MYSELF???

so many human being gave me plenty of advise and idea...
it seems like easy to hear and easy to talk
but when i want to do it...
it is far then my expectation...


must i suffer like some of them beside me
which had lost their beloved
and they grow matured on certain important things
must i go through that only can be more matured??

always say i am not matured enough??
heh!!!
WHY MUST I FORCE MYSELF TO WHAT YOU ALL WANT??
i live in this world FOR WHO'S GOODS??
for you people??
for god??
T.T.........
3 or 4 days already...
wednesday...
friday...n
saturday...
i am tired...
off all this things which you had given to me...
GOD COULD YOU LEAD ME THE WAY??
i cant find my own way...
I AM LOST!!!

from sperm and ovum until now...
i am just following other people's way...
I think many people also like that...
but i want to have my own way which people accept my way
IS THAT SO DAMN FREAKING DIFFICULT??
is it wrong from not hurting anyone??


Why should i be Leo?? Why Why??
....
must i be so lonely until the day i die??
lonely as in nobody besides and around me...



"Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely"
song of my love....
asked to make myself organize~~~
or not always use that thing as excuses
then people will complain...
attitude problem?
no responsibility...
hush!!!

study study study...
keep heard this word but i never follow it
because i just watch and watch and watch
lol

Is't so hard to make "a person"
study on its own??
is it really so hard??
is there anyway to push me??
why it must be myself to force myself??
i don't want to force myself but i feel like studying now
but...GRR.....why so many conflicts between my thoughs and body?
why cant they just co-operate on its own?
i don't like to push myself...
i want it to be automatic man...
GOSH!!!
seems like so many things happen on me which people no need to >.<"
because they know how to solve it in a easy way...
was not mine also eay way??
why i make it so difficult??


IS IT THAT HARD TO MAKE CHANGES??
IS IT THAT HARD TO IMPROVE MYSELF??
IS IT THAT HARD TO DO THINGS WHICH I WANT??
IS IT REALLY THAT HARD FOR ME TO REACH MY GOAL??
why life seems so dull for me??
is it because i too stubborn??
AM I THAT STUBBORN like what my dad does??
wasn't i don't look that stubborn as daddy??
lol what is my fate??
can i know it now??
can i make any changes before it is too late??
i don't want to be like this anymore...
this is really...upset
i seems to be suffering...
i mean my eye is suffering...


ALL IS BECAUSE
I AM TOO EMOTIONAL...
TOO PASSION...
is that so??
songs does help to release stress >.<
but it makes me cannot concentrate on my studies = ="
GOSH!!!
forgodsake
please bless me for saying that !!!

Thursday, November 12, 2009

WWooww.. what a small cases man... hiuh~~gosh!!!

I have nothing...Idon't have friends i don;t have family i don't have aset i don't have liability....lol i write this for farks lol...

Just wake up then mkake me cry..want die arr you?
lol heheh 38 mom ar...do you know yesterday when i reach home
i got think about use a knife and kill you arr?? FAN DAO... haiz... I long time din think like that dy lol...last time always imagine kill xxx de hehe of course i won't la... i so good girl WAKKAKAKA....
ask ask ask..why suddenly ask that question jekpeople cery weak in the morning de ma ask so sensitive de question for what jek?? for farks arR? you know what is important for me de ma still ask about this shit morning very weak and sensitive de lol bad mom make me cry for few hours ni mama ar i am not scolding my god ma lol i scolding her invinsible de mama lol i very sayang po po de lol see so many wan tan on the computer table.wang ba dan arr still want to force me studyyou macam know I crying on the bed when we talk about those problem hor?? heheI try to tahan not to cry in front of you dy lol but but but the eye drops.i cannot control la atleast i control my body not to move when my tears drop but you still know i cry haiz..


go lah...go china... I will forsure get h1n1 de..
aiya... cannot also wo... after my parents kena...
i meet up my friends also kena...
haiz...want die also need to care about surrounding mama de
i am such a fool man..


I know you are observant ,I know Iam not
I know you are 100% clever than me
If you want you can just ask me get out of the house
and the next day you gonna see me on newspaper haha...
I will find a high building and jump



If you cant see me again, you will be happier is't?
If you cant see me again,you won't feel so fan is't?
you say only..i straight away go jump now...
fan zhen i don't mind jumping
fan zhen jump dy you no need to fan and i also no need to fan
everybody also no need to fan,entertainment,worry about me
jump only ma,no big deal dying,
fan zhen no need to worry any any anymore
you no need to hear my voice and feel i fan anymore
I would not disturb your life anymore,
is that you will be happier?


You think I want this to happen to me?
I never want...i never want it to happen de
I also hate this things from happening to me
but it really happen..what you want me to do?
do you think i have the ability to change it?
If it is you then you for sure know what to say to avoid this thing from happening but now the problem is.. I am not you OKEY??
what you teach me seems to be right but
i dont have second chance to correct it and make things right...
although i wanna make it goes back
what should i do to make thing goes right?
take the pandora box arr?? 38....
I also cant do like what alex taught me...
do you really think i have the ability to change things?Do you?
I wish to and i want to but i cant becoz i am really useless... all of you always say i am useless..i just admit it man i know i am and i always am...from small until big you guys always also say like that de la... no big deal what...useless ma useless lo if you want i go jump lo then ma won't disturb your family lo...haiz...

whenever you all scold me i try my best not to show black face dy la..thats why i always laugh laugh laugh smile smile smile whenever you people scold me...small that time i show black face SLAP ME... keep slap me... now i show happy face then use saliver to slap me...the now??what you guys want actually?? I AM STUPID okey?? just tell me straight away what you guys wants,what you guys feel,what you guys suddenly sad,why you guys suddenly emo,why.... PLEASE JUST TELL me straight forward man... i am a wood ok... my brain is not working ok?? i don't like guessing...OK?? i am a pure person...in a bad way is I AM A STUPID person i am a brainless Person OK?


so next time i show you all black face better dun slap me because i worry i really cannot control myself go and take a knife and kill you guys man...
do this wrong,do that also wrong EAT SHIT LA you all...
this is HUMAN ..it is correct that jesus send him here to predict what is going to happen...just to punish "human"
which is the world destroyer...

haiz.. that day already told her if 2012 is the end of the world then why not we just enjoy our lifes??why so depreased?why so stressful??why so small gas?? all this is "you all take your own self de"...why cant i just mad like last time?? why must i get stop by everysingle person in my life??why did you people control me?? i am not hurting ANYONE!!!maybe you might think i am hurting myself in the sense that i am not studying properly so i will suffer but it is so enjoying...just like what the book says...study under no stress...now got exam make my mom nervous then make me zzz

feel like turning myself into bad..
being bad very fun??
do bad thing that time fun??
but lonely that time still the same...lonely...


You guys always hurt me,
you guys always make me cry,
you guys are the one always hurt me in a different way which other people wont
hohoho excluding my lover hohoho but i takde lover also hehehe


O.O say about "lover" MY GOD!!!
see what now what mom fan about?me and my brother
yesterday still dare to say next time i will know
i already told you thousand and zero one times
i don't want to fan about relationship
atleast not this kind of situation lo
see yourself,who dare to have a family man
other people dare i also dun dare la...
afterwards fan till i die leh......
you think i stupid de arr
I only like friends
I don't like relationship de...
see now i no need to fan bf and husband also fan till dead dy la
always force me do this and that
i know it is good for me but...
you know i don't like people to force me study
i only like to play
because only play can make me happy
see today i keep crying where got time to have partner jek?
You think i stupid de meh?
yesterday you already talk about divorce with your friend la
now friend with friend and between family also got lots of problems dy la...
where got time to fan about bf jek?
after i cry dao blind dy then not good la
plus that day mr.hor class i saw the board blur blur de..
1000degree is reaching dy man.. can open champagne de lu..
but me and gorgor want "ICE WINE"... "our favourite man"
i saw it in queen of no marriage man MISS IT...
bad h gor gor din buy it back for me and k gor gor BAD BOY!!!
promise dy but din do.. BAD GOR GOR!!!
das ist FANTASTISCH....lol seems to be german errors lol

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I very good girl de leh meow meow... >.<

Gotcha...>.<

白羊座
最水火不容的星座:巨蟹座 you and ping neh
最有默契的星座:水瓶座
最有缘分的星座:狮子座 tengok ni... aku sudah cakap kan...wo men you yuen fen ahahha me and bra bra also got yuen fen wakakaka
最无缘的星座:摩羯座
最佳益友星座:处女座
最佳损友星座:双鱼座

巨蟹座after ping ping see the result sure ... wu yen de lol
最水火不容的星座:天秤座
最有默契的星座:XXX ping ping wanna know??told cha...
最有缘分的星座:天蝎座
最无缘的星座:白羊座 haiz...how SAD?? bra bra T.T"
最佳益友星座:射手座 bianca is good for you hahaha makan tahi la...
最佳损友星座:双子座

狮子座 *daddy*
最水火不容的星座:天蝎座
最有默契的星座:狮子座
最有缘分的星座:*mammy*射手座 with bianca?? SOT DE.... but with my mama le.. >.< thats why we speak like sisters wakakaka except about education de topic la..ma ma de...
最无缘的星座:金牛座
最佳益友星座:摩羯座 omg... yen yen neh...
最佳损友星座:巨蟹座 heh....

天秤座
最水火不容的星座:摩羯座
最有默契的星座:狮子座 haiz... hope so la... now also dun know... haiz...
最有缘分的星座:水瓶座
最无缘的星座:巨蟹座
最佳益友星座:双鱼座
最佳损友星座:处女座

射手座 why no me one??my mama lai de leh??
最水火不容的星座:双鱼座
最有默契的星座:天秤座
最有缘分的星座:白羊座 elvin with biancA hahahhaa SHIT LOR... elvin die lo...
最无缘的星座:处女座
最佳益友星座:金牛座
最佳损友星座:天蝎座

摩羯座
最水火不容的星座:白羊座 yen and meow tak boleh talk meh??they very ngam king de hor meow?
最有默契的星座:天蝎座
最有缘分的星座:金牛座
最无缘的星座:天秤座
最佳益友星座:双子座
最佳损友星座:射手座 ya i also think bianca is bad for yen yen HAHAHAHA

双鱼座
最水火不容的星座:双子座
最有默契的星座:摩羯座
最有缘分的星座:巨蟹座
最无缘的星座:射手座
最佳益友星座:狮子座haiz...i am good for moy lien neh...haiz...im too good...
最佳损友星座:水瓶座

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Nan de i can online at home le...of course must post la... or not will dui bu qi ownself de lol... mom say Joana??or something de is Mass comm de in kdu college de>.< she ask me know who is Gregory Tee or not lol za dao = =" she is coming to talk about bibles but i haven finish my MPW's assignment yet...so later...

haiz... tus\esday fang gor gor de aeroplane lol think about it also...chan qui...hehe

Friday??went college in the morning...wake up 8am then 9am went computer lab. In order to go out with them i must finish my mpw assignment first. luckily i can make up before 11 or not...bye bye lu... >.< then went....mid valley i guess...lol saw a bunch of lier again...although they din cheat me le... kekeke these time all also NO THANK YOU... got one guy say please...jie jie... i was like WTF?? you call me jie jie?? you sot already arr?? where got people call customer jie jie de?? haha

then...go where dy arr?? forgot dy lu...hmm...oh... pc fair saw jie jie then we go watch PHOBIA2... kelvin said he watch until half then run away lol...at first i was like... got so scary meh??very kua zang leh watch until half then go off... haiz... then i feel excited lol if it is so scary then i die die also must watch le... then want buy ticket that time.. some keep say scare le scare le after looking at the trailor...lol i din see the trailor thats why keep wanna watch lol.

I bought the back row because all also agree. it was A&B lol was suppose to be all A de but got 2 people stuck there lol hahaha that 2 people got churst by many of us lol hahaha. then nan de got people belanja ice-cream le... but... i cough... i dun wan myself to be suffuring already because i cough for 3 weeks dy after i get lung cancer how??so too bad le... then got people "PLAN" haha the plan was funny lol took 3A de ticket then go in first then leave B de hahaha then because 3 people also...haiz... so hahaha OMG it was so funny lol the 3 people sit infront hahah was so dam freaking scared lol hahaha the first four story i almost fall a sleep lol BORING sial...lol i was like omg this kind of horror movie you tell me scary?? wtf man damn freaking boring okey??then the fifth one...hehehe IT WAS FUNNY LOL did not expect it to be so stupid lol so entertaining lol so the last story all was so happy lol then go toilet and i saw " MR. GABRIEL" lol omg with one girl dun know who lai de...

then take train and go ...dun know where lai de... eat "nga bou fan" lol Thai style was sucks because it was spicy lol plus i took so much so i keep call liang cha which my auntie say is good for my throat >.<" after eating then we...hahaha send friend back home lol hahah got so scary meh?xD then go ping house for awhile becoz she wants go gor gor de house for a while wo... then... after x minutes she say gor gor will come and fetch me then i go gor gor house and chat with them le... lien luo yi xia gan ching ye hao....

then...saturday...hehehe i set 6am but dad 6:30 wake me up then i go bath le then ALMOST finish bathing my phone ring lol hahaha then faster run out lol "SO COLD MAN.."hahaha i was like...sure is ping call me de...hahahalol haiz... so worry lol scared will...die le.. as my leg twisted until now also haven recover yet lol so charm...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

狮子座

  科学家告诉我们笑有益健康;它可以促进体内释放内啡肽及其它有积极力量的化学物质。事实上我们并不需要科学家来告诉我们笑会带来良好感觉。笑可以帮助我们减压,还可以打破旧有模式。因此笑可以看做是对大脑的快速充电。
  尤其是狮子座,开朗的笑是你们乐观积极的商标,多多大笑吧!
hoh hoh hoh = ="
Today...nothing good...because...leg...seems to be worst than yesterday...tomorrow...if still worst then today then saturday i don't know what to do to xiao mie those fire lol...maybe only choise is...CHONG1 ARR....lol won't patah kaki gua if i mien chiang de run...>.<"

狮子座
最水火不容的星座天蝎座 who so unlucky??
最有默契的星座狮子座
最有缘分的星座射手座 wo de lau bu lai de leh...
最无缘的星座金牛座
最佳益友星座摩羯座
最佳"损友"星座巨蟹座...


第2名:狮子座
狮子座很怕寂寞,因此喜欢往热闹的地方钻或者是人来疯,而且狮子座不管在什么场所交朋友他都很容易对朋友真心相对,狮子座这种很容易上当、很容易受骗及很容易被利用的特性就像一块肥肉吸引很多居心不良的人来占他便宜lol ma de say i am fat meat...hahaha pokai ar...

卖友指数:45%---狮子不善于中伤别人。可是假如你让他在众人面前没面子,那你就要小心,逮到机会他一定会重重地给你还击,让你死得很难看。o.o heh heh heh


狮子座的开心果---巨蟹座
巨蟹座走的是温情路线,而且他很会安慰人,狮子座在不开心的时候不需要人家建议他方法,他最需要的正是像巨蟹座的这种友情安慰而且通常巨蟹座提出的建议都很中肯,狮子座也很能接受 REALLY???wa...lol ta an wei ren??dia scold me de le...ahhahahahaha jk jk >.< if read already dun angry arr...really kidding ajer...

十二星座"坏"女人排行
1.第一名:水瓶座:水瓶女放浪形骸,行为惊世骇俗,思想大胆奇特,博爱而花心 ,看淡爱情,让无数痴心男人栽倒于石榴裙下, 实在是"坏".第一当之无愧
2.第二名:天蝎座 天蝎座的女人是毒药,是致命的毒药,小胆男生勿食,吃后必死;胆大的要学会忠诚,背叛者必死;好色的要练好体力,小心满足不了蝎女.蝎女之害极大,男生小心.如果你足够忠诚,坚强,精力充沛,试试也无妨.
3.第三名:双鱼座 双鱼女总是用温柔编织爱情大网,不断捕捉男人,成功率极高,小心啊,不要掉进鱼网哦.
4.第四名:双子座 双子女古灵精怪,俏皮可爱,"坏"到骨子里,却让男人欲罢不能,而他们每天都在想,下一个男人是谁呢?
5.第五名:狮子座 狮子女大小姐一个,不顺着都不行,每天把你当你奴隶使唤,不把你们气死不行,但还是那么光辉耀眼,不爱都不行.
6.第六名:处女座 超爱干净,有洁癖,鸡毛蒜皮她最懂,能搞到你抓狂.
7.第七名:白羊座 脾气火爆一点,但是她的小孩脾气令她很可爱.
8.第八名:金牛座 整天把账算得比谁都清楚,但是不讨厌.
9.第九名:射手座 太花心了,但平时还是很可爱的,豪放女一个.
10.第十名:摩羯座:她们忍得太多了,多好的女人.
11.第十一名:天平座:一切都追求美好的人,再好不过了.
12:第十二名:巨蟹座:好女生 好女友 好妈妈 好妻子 ma de...so good girl meh?? hahaha


獅子座:虛榮
要開這個星座的玩笑,奉勸你記得準備好逃跑的後路,而最容易引誘他們上鉤的手法,就是告訴他們有人暗戀他,這包准會讓他樂上一整天。至於如何結束這個玩笑,可就得看你們的功力了!....



十二星座的悲伤写在哪里?
笑容里
代表星座:白羊座狮子座
有谁不喜欢快乐的人,又有谁能轻易的认同他们的悲伤,记得梁静茹有句歌词,“我的声音在笑,泪在飙,电话那头的你可知道。”或者,羊儿和狮子,有的便是这样数不尽的经历,知道的扼腕,不知道的便根本不知道发生了什么。
想哭的时候,却莫名忽然笑了,有的时候,悲伤和失望不仅仅只有一种形式。他们如同站在地球的一个小角落,一次次地擦干泪水和汗水,只为了明天能够依旧有甜美的微笑,即使累过,疲惫过,放弃过,哭泣过,想离开过,逃避过,但最后依然还在原来的地方,像最虔诚的教徒,守护和敬仰着最美的梦。用笑容祭奠悲伤。


最得老公疼的星座:牡羊座、金牛座、狮子、射手座
牡羊座无怨无悔的付出,而且恩威并施,所以会得到老公的敬重;金牛座的人眼裡只有老公,她只在意老公,所以為什麼不得婆婆疼?是因為為了老公,婆婆的话她也不见得会听,有了爱情,金牛座工作就摆第二,自然不得上司疼了;狮子座还满懂得男人心,她们有一点公主的心态,有点小刁蛮,这都能牵动男人的心;射手座因為她性格上很小女人,她会黏在老公的身边撒娇,就会让男生很有成就感 wakakakaka....

Monday, November 2, 2009

笑死人的12星座


白羊座

妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊:“穿裙子时不可以荡秋千;不然,会被小男生看到里面的小内裤哦!”

有一天,羊羊高兴地对妈妈说:“今天我和小明比赛荡秋千,我赢了!”

妈妈生气地说:“不是告诉过你吗?穿裙子时不要荡秋千!”

羊羊骄傲地说:“可是我好聪明哦!我把里面的小内裤脱掉了,这样他就看不到我的小内裤了!”

(勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊)

巨蟹座

公车上,蟹蟹说:“今晚我要和妈妈睡!”

妈妈问道:“你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿?”

蟹蟹不假思索:“嗯!”

妈妈又问:“那你媳妇怎么办?”

蟹蟹想了半天,说:“好办,让她跟爸爸睡!”

妈妈:“!@#$%︿&*(……—”

再看爸爸,已经热泪盈眶啦!

(恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹)



狮子座

狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候,狮狮问:“我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包?”

众人听了脸色大变。

接著狮狮拨开寿包,看看里面的豆沙,说:“奶奶,快看!里面还有大便!”

众人晕的晕,吐的吐。

(以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子)