COME ON don't see man i am just BULLSHITTING man....
too boring don't know what to type..
HAIZ i was thinking to put this fcuking long thingi in a private blog...
but i guess i have nothing to hide.....haha FCUK it please....

Haiz.. so long din update my blog all. there are more n more things to write but i dont know what to write man... WTF lol. today i feel EXTREMELY boring so there are new feeling came...>.< I LOVES WHEN SOME NEW FEELING COMES. just like those designer have some good idea haha but too bad mine is all negative man...
hiuh~~~~
life is boring man.... it become more n more boring as times goes...because older n older...more n mroe problem comes and more n more... thing(bad n good)comes haha.... WHAT a freaking challenge man....
becoz i always think about this and that lol DEAD.... someone says i am innocent...
AM I??? ami so innocent??? MAYBE .... but it is ages ago....so i ask lots of people why they always think that am i so innocent?? and they say because i no need to think about so many fcuking stuff... actually there are more n more these types of fcuking stuff came to me as days goes.... ahhaha... does this should im matured?? haha HEADCHE man ahahha FCUKING god create fcuking problem and kills everyone man. why dont just head shot everyone man. be sharp n accurate man so lesser people suffering. god is helping some one and making some one suffering man... some one think it is fair BECAUSE they are happy with it. those who think unfair BECAUSE they are suffering ahha... "GOD" i always think that god is playing with us man... what does god do actually?? helping?? HAH!! to certain people only man....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~if now im on top of the mountain or at the seaside or on the boat... WHATEVER thing which let me face the place full of natural i only will do one thing "SCREAM" really can cure human's problem man... haha scream here never works man....coz NO FEEL!!!

what relation means?? relation loh... hahaha FCUK myownself man...
what is human for?? for fcuk loh....
what is life for?? for FARKS loh....
what is all this stuff for?? i think god created us BUT we are just an experiment for "GOD"
so... he is just testing what human are,what human dos',whatever fcuking stuff human do man...
whatever fcuking thing human do is just SUCKS man...
oh boy.... what is betraying?? for me.... i dont know how to explain... just want to cry man...
OH BOY boring can make me cry now ahahah.....i am crying now just for nuts... maybe just for fun or for nothing haha....

HIUH.... bagusnya feeling ni....man rude words can decrease stress,unhappy,bored hahaha... next time i will do more man....hahaha

oh boy... my cousins all re coming lol. they going to stay at my house ...
HOW SAD??becoz few of them.... i used to be really really good with them man...
just that they did something i THINK that it is not good to be with them anymore..
becoz they are betrayer... BUT THEY are just so... SMALL....YOUNG...INNOCENT...
fcuk it man.... OH.... just notice this is one of the problem ahhaha....

AM I MAD NOW??? hiuh keep bullshitting man....