My...Real...Real...long diary lol >.<

2012-01-26T00:19:00.001+08:00

做人要够豪气！！！。。。电视教的。。。

做人要有骨气！！！。。。电视教的。。。

做人要有霸气！！！。。。电视教的。。。

ouch....都是 All Well End's Well 2010 教的 XD 不过我一定自持1然后到2。。。没有钱也可以有小小的豪气大大的骨气。。。有钱就可以大大的豪气跟大大的骨气~~~

2012-01-16T03:14:00.002+08:00

;P i cut my hair... did not inform any friends until they sees that hahaha and they realize that after a few minutes or second...thats funny tho... becoz when they realize...i forgot i cut my hair XD... some of them say it look really nice some say not bad n some said really ugly ;P but it is cut so it does not matter anymore... i have not cut my hair for 4years from form 5 until last semester of degree. so im going to cut another hairstyle every 4months then another 4months then another 4months ;P the last hair style will be a male one so i will consider which one looks better if long hair really looks better then okey i will sacrifice myself to keep that annoying long hair ;P long hair is really irritating... maybe like ppl always says you will look more female ;P but after X years i will cut back short hair ahhaa,,,

u see when a girl is more girly, after they cut their hair... owww they cry,,, n thats stupid if u love your long hair so just fucking dont cut it....

I love cutting it short.. easy to maintain... i hate using hair dryer or leave it wet or scrabbing it for hours n make my neck pain just so ANNOYINg!!!! wish im a guy so short hair ahhaha XD

Some how i am not like girl love to shop, love to dress, im not like my mother love to travel... maybe is becoz she bring me to half of the world when i was only 17years old... n thats irritation everywhere i go just bring me walk for shopping ewww,,, my leg hurts OKEY!! this maybe affected where i was brought up during baby n kindergarden then secondary n primary in auntie house without anybody bring me go shopping SO i will not blame myself for being so not girly i will only blame u all ;P what an adult become is from their childhood....i live in a village n be like a boy playing around with boy... if im bring up in auntie house when i was small i still will be like this u did not give me a more europe style or a family with a mother that always bring children go out shopping n sees things... my 7years primary n secondary was only go school n watch tv n do home work n do houise work.. ;P thats what u decided n made me became like this so stop complaining what am i now n blame yourself ;P

but i really like to gossip but when im tired i just need some rest...

我必须记得的数字是500+200+150 ;P im so tired n sleepy now ISH!!

2011-12-23T11:28:00.006+08:00

今天出生的人喜欢豪华奢侈的生活，所以往往需要庞大的生活费。让今天出生的人安心的在小公寓里过着艰苦朴素的生活，是连想都不要去想的事。除非设法想出把自己的小公寓改建为豪华的花园洋房，及所需费用的办法；否则，就是要找到已经拥有这些经济条件的人和他相结合。假如因某种因素意外得到一笔巨额的财富，他会为了自己的兴趣或享乐而毫不吝惜地大笔花费。

其气派之大，出手之阔，在十二星座中，无人能和狮子座相比。他在为人付出上找到了很大的喜悦，无论是在金钱方面或其它方面，"他极端讨厌他人有所欠债。" (ACTUALLY i understand all but just dont understand this sentences LOL!!! especially the last 5 chinese words @.@lll my chinese did not improve LOL...is either i hate ppl who owes my money or i hate owing people's money...??? huh~~~)

虽然极端讨厌直接性的债务，但却又对间接和金钱有关的欠债毫不在乎。若受长辈或朋友的照顾而获得金钱或其它利益，及对曾经受过恩惠的人，本日生的人是绝不会忘记报恩的

性格：
x月x日出生的人很容易被刺激性强烈的情境、人或地方所吸引，他们着迷于快速变迁的感觉。因此，对乏味平凡的日常生活常常感到不耐烦。
大部份今天出生的人可塑性极高，像变色龙一样，能很快地随着周遭环境的改变而改变自己。不幸的是，他们的同事或情人则常会被他们的变幻莫测搞得茫然不知所措。
今天出生而资质平平的人，自己本身可能很不安稳。而资质聪慧的，则会克服善变、不稳定的个性，将其转化为旺盛的活力，不但使自己更具吸引力，还让自己拥有更多打拼的力量。无论如何，这些人总是热中于稀奇古怪的事，而且从来都不按牌理出牌。那些出生在今天的最成功的人，则能够以创新的方式为自己开创出不同凡响、令人炫惑的局面。
今天出生的人可以敏锐地感受到自己在别人面前的表现如何。对他们来说，表现得死板板的最难以忍受。因此，内心较为保守的，通常会从事前卫艺术或加入新潮画派之类；而天生就才色出众或是怪胎的，则乐于秀出自己，到哪里都让人觉得他们真是爱现一族。事实上，7月24日出生的人最怕陷在一成不变的生活窠臼里动弹不得，那可是比死还难过。
爱情运：
今天出生的人，可以充分享受甜蜜而浪漫的爱情，因为在这天出生的寿星拥有热情、诚实又有一点善妒的个性。热情和爱情是精力的主要原动力。
另一方面，由于具有高贵的品格，即使面对最爱或最亲密的人，有时候也会用谦虚有礼的态度对待。对恋人的要求很高，又爱面子，如果恋人当着别人的面让他难堪，会耿耿于怀。
和所有狮子座一样，此日出生的人对异性具有相当大的吸引力，且魅力终生不减。若无法找适合的对象，就会变得任性、挑剔，这是狮子座共同的倾向。但别忘了「世界上没比孤单的狮子更悲惨的生物。」这句话。趁着青春年华，好好挑选一个如意对象吧！
对自已选择的对象终生诚实、浪漫而热情，是一个充满爱情且可靠的父亲或母亲。
事业运：
从某些方面看，狮子座的人是属于演技派，今天出生的人也不例外，是个天生的演员，具有一种直觉的本能，知道适时的把众人的眼光吸引到自己身上，让自己成为主角。
由于具有这种才华，所以很适合在演艺界发展。此外，也适合当老师或政治家。而作家，或需要在人前发言的职业也不错，由于狮子座是受别人恭维的，他本身不太会恭维别人，所以容易得罪人。由于表现力非常旺盛，所以在艺术家之中，各个领域也都可以看到此日出生的人。
幸运数字：
日出生的人会受到数字x）和金星的影响。受数字x影响的人通常都极具魅力，易于让人心生爱慕，甚至主动讨他们欢心。
此外，金星与社会互动有紧密的关连（加上主宰狮子座的太阳的影响，更强化了这方面的倾向），因此，激烈的恋情和火辣辣的性经验，一直强烈地诱惑着今天出生的人。无论生活如何，受数字x影响的人终其一生都会把爱情摆在第一位

P.S: hmm// what she says was right.... she hates this kind of people and im going to be so TOO ...maybe already n maybe soon LOL

2011-11-25T20:52:00.002+08:00

女生真的真的不要吃太多ice cream or drink too much cold water if not... u seriously will suffer from those pain... ouch shit because im suffering it NOW dammit//./ pain until... haix...but sometimes be appreciate what u have.NOT ONLY WHAT YOU HAVE...not only what u experience "happy moment" but also the sad moment =] they may make ur life look a bit dull but without the dull you cant see how much brightness you should appreciate when your family and friends or even stranger beside you are treating you not bad. be appreciate of every thing that happen to you and you will find it memorable.

Having lots lots of individual asg, group asg, presentation, being the cloud of your whole group of friend all these experience just make your life as colorful as rainbow....

You may not be competitive as others

You may not be as smart as others

You may not be always happy like others

You may not be as healthy as others

You may not be doing thing u want to do

Just have a "kitkat“ n enjoy you moment XD hahaha when you're bored, listen to radio or watch newspaper or do something you dont normally does and you will found something special n interesting...It may not be meaningful but life short and we are the author that make the book from white become full of beatiful words. be a smart author, be a kind author, be a gentle author and people will appreciate of what you are. it may not be everyone but atleast you are still important for certain people, you are apart of their lifes. Either live for them or Live to the fullest for yourself.

Dictionary of my week ;P

2011-10-31T04:15:00.001+08:00

irresistible

不可抗拒 ;p

不能抵抗 ;p

壓倒性

It is posted in facebook. so just want to copy it and share to those whom haven read it yet ;P i cried...

2011-09-27T21:52:00.007+08:00

Read this touching story ♥ :'( When i saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back, the boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'' The little boy turned to the old woman next to him, ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' She replied, ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. 'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.' I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this, 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'' My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.' Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.' 'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.' Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!'' OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money. The little boy said, 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!' Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.'' 'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy? Two days after this encounter with the little boy I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine, and in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him. Now you have 2 choices: (1) Copy & Paste this on your wall (2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart

today.... toilet and bowling n cinema

2011-05-18T22:00:00.005+08:00

i though i did not blog for 1 year already ^.^

TODAY i had done something really funny...

i accident"ly" step into wrong genders' toilet...

OMG!!! after i called my mother, she ask me to be faster because she's on the way. So i rush to toilet, i saw 2girls 1 boy walk away and 1 auntie standing in front of the toilet (waiting for someone and on the hand phone) i did look up to find which is the correct gender LOL... but my brain tends to tell me keep on your left... and HOLY MY GOD!!! i saw an auntie beside(toilet worker) and a male blowing his hand beside the basin...and i was like WHAT??? what the fuck??? a girl here?? is that... a tom boy?? or... guy toilet??? i stand there for 3 second...5second... *i think i better walk out n see the sign again...* (i walk out) while thinking *oh no... the auntie is there...after she saw me in a male toilet... omg omg wtf wtf* and i saw... A MALE SIGN!!!!!!!!!!! WTF WTF WTF!!! i quickly run into girl's toilet!!!!!!!!!1 OMG but of course a day before afternoon was raining so i get cold and went karaoke with friends and cold again... and until now my voice still sounds sick...and yesterday be4 i sleep i drank some korea beer with these friends ... maybe this is one of the reason too... hahaha...

when i inside the toilet i keep laughing... not because i saw something that i not suppose to see *i DID NOT see anything that i not suppose to OK!!!* is just... i always walk to the wrong gender toilet... THIS IS SERIOUS!!! from secondary school life when me and my friend in shopping center... i keep go to the wrong one... sometiimes when we talk talk talk and hahahaha then walk in and my friend HEY!!! yuen $%%&^* OR me and my friends all walk into wrong one ahhaha.... in cinema, in bowling's toilet, and many more,... most of it at One Utama, Petaling Jaya. LMAO~~~ i am now 20 years old so it means had been 1year plus this did not happen...

AND!!! something very important!!! after i wash my hand i walk out... i saw that guy... that i saw in the male toilet... and in my heart was like * WTF !!!WTF !WTF!!!* I SMILE n walk and i just wan to LAUGH OUT LOUD!!! im serious... just feel laughing out loud!!! and that guy just look at me like *???whats wrong with this girl???* and that guy is either secondary school must be 16-18 years old... BUT it just make me a good day that IT REMINDS ME of secondary~~~ =[ it is just stupid, follish stupid,,... foolish~~~

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Today

i want to go play bowling in the morning but my dad will fetch my brother at 1 pm so i decided to go after my dad fetch my brother so he dont need to drive two round. I start playing bowling at 1:30pm to 2:20pm with the promotion $10 for 3games so i take my time... shoot shoot shoot hahaha I SUX!!!

lowest 20+ got 55~~78~~ highest n last game is 108 hehehe... i get that low because i tried all the skill...but it did not happen i try to make it spin and hit the middle but it just STraight TO THE longkang means the two line LOL but that is fun =] i am going to play it again... my brother wan to join me too~~but $27 fly away~~~ why the bowling is so heavy?? if it is lighter, it is easier for me to throw lol there is one time i drop me on the floor hahaha sorry~~~ my bad... =] hope no people sees that lol... but i used 2 different counter and 2 also sux!!! becuase play play play... suppose to be 10 thing there but sometimes only have 3 or 7 or 9... OMG!! but it is free shooting so i better dont waste my time asking them to fix.... i just need my ball row at the middle... at the first few part u can see it go straight and almost reach the thing OMG it just go to left or right,.. hahaha it can U TURN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY GOD!!!but that was fun!!! GONNA try... dont feel awkward anymore =]

2011-04-16T02:18:00.001+08:00

三分鐘就知道誰是你最愛的人? (98%的準確率)
一個很準的心理測試：按下面的步驟一步一步做，不要作弊，否則你的希望會落空（用３分鐘完成）發送這個留言的人說：她的願望在十分鐘內變成現實，記住：不要有欺騙行為。這個戲的結果非常有趣，注意：按順序往下讀，不能跳躍地往下讀（只要花３分鐘，值得一試）
請首先拿一枝筆和一張紙

一、首先，在一列中寫下１到１１的號碼（即１、２、３、４、５、６、７、８、９、１０、１１）

二、在號碼１和２的旁邊，寫下你所想的任意兩個數字

三、在號碼３和７的旁邊，寫下任意兩個異性的名字。（注意：不要跳躍的向下看，不要作弊哦）

四、在號碼４、５、６的旁邊，寫下朋友或親戚的名字幕（不要有欺騙行為）

五、在號碼８、９、１０、１１的旁邊，寫下４首歌的名字。

六、最後，許一個願。

隱藏內容:

結果：

１. 你必須把這個遊戲告訴給（號碼２旁邊寫下的數字）個人。

２. 號碼３是你所愛的人。

３. 號碼７是你所喜歡的但不能與之相伴的人。

４. 號碼４是你最關心的人。

５. 號碼５是非常瞭解你的人。

６. 號碼６是你重要的人。

７. 號碼８的歌適合號碼３的人。

８. 號碼９的歌適合號碼７的人。

９. 號碼１０的歌最能代表你的想法。

１０. 序號１１的歌是你對生活的感受。

讀完這個結果之後，在一個小時之內轉載到2個論壇，如果照此做，了你的許願就會變成現實，否則，就會事與願違

God Bless them!!!Lets Pray for them!!! do it be4 u regret!!!

2011-03-13T13:37:00.006+08:00

huh!!! Natural Disaster are far more unpredictable by human except nostradamus? The movies...日本淹没 made from 2006 and 2012 made from 2009 shows what will happen SOON~happening~~

After i look at the newspaper, i guess all of you know about what happen to JAPAN especially FUKUSHIMA n SENDAI. The biggest earthquake at 8.9 48hours ago follow by Tsunami made huge damaged and Nuclear Power Plant Disaster after explorer... today it proofs that 1,000families are homeless, 10,000 people are dead and 10,000people missing unclear and not connected...The airplanes, ships, cars n houses all over the place...No water No food No electricity No gas working except the only "WEB" that could tell their loves one that they're still alive. They have to queue up for water and food...

There are people dislikes US but when something happen to your country, they will provide food and water to help your people. No matter their help for some "selfish" reason (help Libya becoz of their OIL...)but the main point is they helped people that need help, for the people who scold them pls think of WHAT HAD U CONTRIBUTE??? ==" Said that they need help from foreign country, PLEASE HELP THEM!!!

Auntie Mishono, I will pray for your parents at Tokyo. God bless your family!!! Be please that you are in your country and nothing much happen to you, can still watch movies, have air-con, drink red wine, eat baskin robbin ^^, BE WITH YOUR FAMILIES N FRIENDS... please feel grateful...

*p.s; if 2012 is real, dont be sad. Just be happy and wait for it to come =] Do things before is too late!!! when the time comes, im 21 LOL lets party for it~~~Why still keep your $$ n be stingy?? lets go and have the greatest fun u never had before!!! enjoy the greatest food with your family and spend on them =] BE GRATEFUL as a Malaysian that do not have much natural disaster!!!

2011-01-26T21:06:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMjBnK6NY_o&feature=related

紅茶綠茶菊花茶想你想到矇查查
荔枝蘋果白雪梨永遠和你不分離
木瓜西瓜哈蜜瓜愛你愛到傻瓜瓜
想你想你好想你放隻信(甲)迷死你
愛你愛你很愛你見面說聲我愛你

2011-01-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

seems like work is better than degree....

work is 9-5 and now...

study is 8-5 WTH man!!! this is totally CRAZY OK!!!

and it is monday to friday 8-5 man... omfg... everyday break only 1hour... mayb got 2 days is 2hours break but... i thought that is 3hours break you know... so i atleast can go one u and watch movie... zzz and now... non of my old college friend is taking degree... this make me feel so sick!!! haix... regret lol if i join meow n andrew then now i have friends to accompany me... but now... evrything is too late... there...just like what meow told me... all is GANGed already... all from other college with their own friends... n me...hah ALONE... yeah... good luck if i meet some asshole as my partner and just resit or retake or whatever... just go there n die.. I DONT GIVE A DAM ANYMORE lar~~~

2011-01-01T14:27:00.003+08:00

though they said finish training is so happy...but im not... because there is one word all around me...REPORT!!!dont you all feel headache with this???how could you all still feel so free if there is a 2000words report waiting for you???how could you all be so brave and feel free？？？

I cant/// totally cant... i think yesterday nite i could not feel free to get past cny eve... but i know all is my own fault...i keep on thinking go n c ms wong and ask her something personnally but action was not taken... ^^ so who to blame?? MY SELF... so could not feel for such joy ^^ maybe during degree orientation and start classes until 19 i will still feel stress n worry ^^

mayb you all think im too much... worrying bout report... but ... wasn't all these training is just for writing in a report about WHAT U had learnt n experienced...what problem had you solve??how you solve...what this hotel owe?? all the information.... what i headache with is.... where could i get a senior report n see how they bring it up... why i still cant leand myself by my own self?? dissappointed =] hospitality....was sen my choise....

P.S my wish...to travel all around the world with somebody that could bring me joy and we could enjoy all environment around us and appreciate what we see ~~~the nature~~~the sound of the ocean~~~the look of the sun rise~~~what i hope is for this enjoyable moment ^.^ what i have to do to make this happen???

thinking of what would happen in future...what job?what life?...^^ seriously i see grey colour gud luck with you people ^^

2010-12-12T02:18:00.002+08:00

以下这篇是 Alviss Kong在自杀前写的...
『Alviss Kong』

你的无情...给了我无比的缺心
徐明彬

在你的世界里...爱情是什么 ?

我抛下一切去挽回你....你却可以很无情地把我一次又一次的推开

你说你爱我..你说你并没变...你只是不想了....不想了...无论我怎么做..也是不想了

你的绝情...真的给了我无比的缺心去了断自己

很傻吧..? 我也觉得自己很傻...我说过的i love u...i said it i meant it...i'll love u till the moment i die

现在我也说了...我要帮自己做个了断

不是完全因为你..只不过在我的世界里..的确只有爱情...而你就是我最爱的人

今天谢谢你的最后回忆....在cinema里你给的拥抱那科..我觉得一切的感觉都回来了

只没想到...最后..你依然坚持了你的决定

你变了...你说你依然爱我...但是我却发觉你根本爱上跟他们一起的感觉

爱情...我玩不起...两场的爱..我已经把自己搞到不知道象什么了...

很遗憾的是....既然在最后一天里..你也不把送你回家的机会给我...算吧...

以后也不会再有这机会了.....因为当你读完这些后..我已不在人世

你的爱..我无法了解..但跟你的这4个月里...是我人生中最开心的

就让我成为你回忆中的永恒....

devil bin this is the way how i love,perhaps ppl will think it was crazy

i've never tried to put down my pride my dignity my ego-ness on my first ex...but u were totally diff,i put down my pride my dignity my every shit

just to beg u....but i failed...as always im just a failure in a relation

but that's just me,i'll only do the things which i think its worth...

will i became ur memory forever ? who knows..since u were already special when the first sight i saw u...

perhaps,u'll just fucking laugh at me...i bet there's plenty of ppl will laugh too =) but who cares ?

that's just me...that's the way i are....

the last thing

i do appreciate everything about us....u were the light in my life..u given me determination for my future...but everything is gone...i don't blame u actually...

because 爱情是自由的 ~ so just wish u'll have ya happy life in d future

ILY & IMY ~ sorry that i couldn't brings u to walk until the end of the day

希望你会记得在你的生命中...曾几何时有个一个那么爱你的人出现过 <3 spirit =")">

2010-11-28T16:51:00.001+08:00

wake up in the morning~~~OPS... IT IS 1PM ACTUALLY ^^

and saw my favourite McDonald set on a chair and infront of my bed lol...feel like eating 2 set but another is my dearest brother's one so.. FINE!!!

^^ thx lots daddy~~~wish there is a day have 2 set brekfast infront of me and all is MINE!!!

DJ got us Fallin' in love / Dynamite / I Pray for You / 3

2010-11-28T00:34:00.004+08:00

waow~~~its been so long~~~haven't been update my blog~~~gonna finissh my TRAINNNNNNINGGGGGGGDYYYY...................

this is a great news!!

there is something i treally wannna share~~~is these songs~~~my top3 listed XD

1}DJ got be fallin'in love-Usher feat pitbull

2}Dynamite- ""forgotten""

3}I Pray For You-Jaron xxx

plus "3" by Britney Spears~~~123...80degrees...blah blah blah~~

but think of a few things tht really make me happy and sad...

First of all, (finish)training is really happy but then gonna say bye bye to yen yen dy o... sad... becoz she is so xxx ahhaha cant shout out ^^ i feel so happy and grateful to know her so much in this training ^^ thx for her who has bring me so much happiness, joy, angry, argument, shy, shame, jealous or something else which i cant biao da~~~sometimes you're realy CUTE y dont u accept my dear anyway i count you as one of my best friends ^.^ not matter what happen,i will still remember our promises...i will still remember in my heart as you really walk with me till now XD thx lots lots ya yen ababy~~~~38!!! i will remember SHIT u and FCUK u and MISS YOU!!! :-] and remember how YOU n Zlin and Lin Lin ZAT ME at Shang Palace, Kitchen, Locker, Toilet, Cafeteria, Lift, Rooms and so on...hope could still see you very soon if we dont work in a same company '^^

Second of all, I am really glad that i have another 2 best friends who really have their partner and i can really see n feel how xing fu are they...sometimes see they upset,cry or worry bout the boys, i do feel xin tong...becoz you people are my bf that i really care bout you know ^^ just dont think to much and enjoy be with your boy boy at this moment n optimistic all my fellow girls... when you 2 are in trouble or something deep in your heart wanna shout out...come to my house or give me a call...i will be standing in front of you and lend you my shoulder...of coz i dont hope that will happen often ya becoz we gonna get older if we get upset or cry or worry XD

Third of all, i hope my other 2 BBF would recover AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!! pls dont think too much...sometimes we might say something really over but we all still treat u as BBF if not do u think we would call u out n meet up???NO WAY!!! becoz u still a part of us!!!FRIENDSHIP IS NEVER COULD BE CHANGE OKEY!!!to all my secondary BBF no matter what happens/what arguement...i dont give a damn because WE NEVER SEPARATE I DONT CARE WHAT KIND OF SERIOUS ARGUEMENT WE ALL GET INTO OK!!! as long as we still can step on the ground...we still BBF forever... dont make us,your friends/your family to worry about you 2 alright!!!we all this dai ga jie alway have shoulder open and ear open and HOUSE OPEN!!!

...I GOING TO CONTINUE DEGREE!!!THIS IS THE LASTEST NEWS ^^ I MEAN after this @#$%^&*()training ^^ i do enjoy SOMETIMES in this training...sometimes i just think, why dont i continue degree with meow meow???at least i have meow, andrew, chris ,kelvin n bianca to accompany me rite??but after talking with my counselor bout what my degree friend suggest me ~~ (I DONT NEED PEOPLE TO SUPPORT ME for my work/assignment!!!If there is nobody accept me as their member/friend/nobody work with me...I WILL DO IT MYSELF...I CAN GET MY CERT BY MYOWNSELF!!!NO MATTER WHAT!!!) ""From this moment,i will always remind myself with this"" I dont live for other people!!!i dont depends on other poeple!!!i live and fight for my own self!!!my future!!!

BUT something make me headache is... JANUARY OR JULY!!!!ARGH!!!!MY L AND P LICENCES.!!!ARGH!!! i want fucking march or april alrrr fucker~~~

FULLSTOP!!!

???LCG???

Wednesday it means Yesterday~~~

2010-10-07T23:31:00.002+08:00

Shang Nite~~~

it does not mean shang palace nite but i though it was...n the answer is 上日拉nite...

we suppose to dress up like pirate???no larr~~~they~~~not us~~~

have lucky draw= LCD,air-con, air-ticket with cash,many electrical stuff 27+3big!!!

top acted pirate $$

top entertainer $$

top performance $$

anyway。。。beer is provided...and it is buffet but the food...hmm...something differents~~but did not expect to go GRAND BALLROOM...comeon...staff can have a nite in GM???so SPECIAL~~~

Hiax...should i say im lucky or something???i remember there was a time after i left banquet and dont know why i went banquet for some reason and they...gave me some beer...nevermind and this time...they dont give but they 灌我...someone said... aiya you should keep go take for K ma...haix... i just reach there then kena one shoot drank 3 beer cups between a minutes then how i dare to go man...and it is almost time for me to walk to LRT alone...K said wanna acc me but i still make a call hehehe...

I dress up...like...^^ i dress up my favourite match ^^ i was planning to...

Thursday

2010-10-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

I feel so grateful that i knew a bunch of friends like this ^^ Im so glad so know you people at the time of my new born life dear~~~

Lunch Hour

TodaY is our dearest YY mc day~~~so im so lonely during lunch hour.So i kacau Beck and LinLin by phone and they call n find 4 me an we chat at locker ^^ miss each other dude~~~So after Back went back 2work Lin Lin wanted me to acc her with kirsten~~~So we chat and...OPSSS times up!!!time to go toilet = =" n they 2 laugh XD and so..i scared them at locker~~~wakakaka....

Dinner Time~~~here it comes~~~

After work in Florist,went H.K dept to confirm something,meet E.Alias,went Cafeteria ALONE~~I slowly take food because has too much time to waste went YY is not here dude~~and went i preparing my favorite Croissant, i saw our dearest Ah B~~de funny part was he walk so funny and he*YAWN*~~~so cute~~~then he asked yesterday dinner wat time i go back~~then he ask me to sit down n we talked about OUR PLAN~~"17"a very important moment~~XD

( the new trainee sitting beside me n he just watch newspaper = =" just like Gary 一来到的样子...because quiet n do not communicate with ppl but the most shocked part is...he looks like Jackie!!!Apfel de Jackie!!side way see 80%same loh plus spec also tebal de = =" n KA say...maybe he is your that friend... IMPOSSIBLE OK!!! ok so back to topic first)

after awhile i saw my dear KA~~~the person that always bully me...so bad!!!and AP always protect me went KA bully me XD anyway I'M ENJOYING~~~then,Kh came ^^ then Nelson~~he also *yawn like our dear BB lo~~~they are a bunch of really cute people!!!then Anne,Ping,Yvonne~~oh boy~~~long time did not meet with all same department people...and we talk n we laugh...

BUT i just realize im the main character XD why??? I keep asking them Q and I ALSO 自己讲自己答XD 自己讲大家笑XD总之就很搞笑啦。。。我当然知道他们都很想念我啦。。。BTW i get something i wanted SO DAM F LONG!!!guess whats that??? IM NOT GOING to tell YOU PEOPLE XD SECRET~~~wahahaha....think of it also 自high dy...hoh hoh hoh~~~

XD today KA and Kh was so funny~~~happy bout some really good news for me~~~

I said would be going Shang to have lunch and ask K to be at room ^^

K said 噢可啊见家长~~

I ... and look at KA like =.="

KA said NOT I SAY WAN...HE HIMSELF SAY DE...

omfg!!!Manager was all there n laughing all the way LMao~~~

Last Day in Shang Palace

2010-09-30T18:31:00.004+08:00

did not had much feeling about this...but today im like 闷闷的。。。

Q：not in mood??
A:don't think so~~~

Q:sad??
A:just a little and feel bored...

Q:??
A:maybe because today lack of some people~~~

Q:??
A:wish jac,bec,elaine,max to be here...with me n yen yen for our last day~~~Just like the day during MoonCake Festival...It is absolutely enjoyable in Room 8... All jokes,funny screen,get shooted by someone,shooted someone ^.^ anyway~~~ all this is memories...

suddenly feel a bit upsad because not all are here before we leave...爱爱姐~~~霞姐~~~八八姐~~~琳琳姐~~~Z铃姐~~~骂死哥~~~

but nevermind~~think of saturday then ^^ hope sunday can be my off day!!!

Today~~~we helped them do all SETTING before we go and have a YUMMY LUNCH that prepared by "a miserable human" ^.^ I had many special dimsum of the month but don have crispy fried prawn =[ but got "ha guan" with mayonnaise ~~~

the best is my favorite "yong zhi gam lou" ~ "yang zi jing lu" ~杨芝甘露~~~i think it sounds like this but... pin yin is absolutely wrong dy ^^ gomi~~~

and and my 汤圆~~~ hehehehe....i am REALLY GLAD i could meet such helpful n kind people when im working ^^

miss Ms Ivy too~~~~that day i saw her~~~and she smile at me n EI~~~SO LONG ARR YOU~~~XD what she means is ei~~~at shang palace so long arr??? ^^ really LOVE her 咯～～ｏｆｃｏｚ　ｌａ　ｓｈｅ　ｓｏ　ｋｉｎｄ　ｎ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ　^^

26/9/2010

2010-09-27T00:58:00.004+08:00

T.T today my duck duck get...get...get...taken by people...光明正大的took it dy...haix... how sad~~~i already get ready all stuff... and...and...she just... haix... then... my duck GONE!!! wahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Todaty is Elamine's lasy day in Shang Palace... so... during break we went to pavillion n have our memorable n last lunch with elaine as a Shang Palace's trainee...

we could n do have chances to have lunch but not as trainee n colleague...

something stupid n FUNNY happen at the parking lot... i do believe Yen,elaine, me ,becky n boon will remember bout it...

n a good n lucky thing that happen to me is that i remember "1M" this could save all of us lol XD..becoz today NON OF THEM REMEMBER PARKING LOTS N NUMBER = =" WE ALMOST FORGOTTEN BOUT THAT!!! hilarious~~~n we just left 45minutes till working hour...

Thursday...we might have a chance to ask jaclyn,max n elaine to go for small gathering ^^ and it would me yen n my last day in Shang palace ^^

2010-09-24T02:55:00.002+08:00

went KLCC with yen yen to watch puah~~~but sudah finish so we watched Step Up 3 lu...

very very INTERESTING!!!enjoy watching their dance n the songs...

2010-09-24T02:33:00.002+08:00

I miss that day...
the day where we meet...last meeting...all joking,dirty funny naughty joke...

I miss the day...
our gathering...scolding each other,laugh at each other...make fun of each other...

I miss the day...
we chat...we complaint...wetalk bad bout pple...we ...

I miss the day...
All of us go clubbing together...laugh out loud...talk loud...play LOUD...and I went crazy XD!!!

All is happiness,sadness, regretfulness, enjoyableness,all...all...all...

2010-09-24T02:17:00.003+08:00

Time is golden.Sometimes it moves like a rocket,somehow it moves like a snail.You could never judge how slow you want it to be and how fast it goes...

Next Thursday will be my last day in Shang Palace. Now i know how Jaclyn and Elaine feel before they going to leave...Sunday,Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday and Thursday... Our last day joking in Shang...Our last meal at Shang Palace...Our last day Playing in Shang...Our last day to mess up the palace XD...haix...

When you meet someone that could play with you,make fun of you,be honest with you, enjoy chatting with you...You will feel faithful,when you're alone and with all your memories coming back...

Time to go to a new department...with lots of strangers,people that might not be friendly n hard to communicate with...

I will miss Banquet and Shang Palace very very muchy~~~

2010-09-16T23:27:00.002+08:00

almost one n half month working in shang palace.Thinking of leaving this outlet soon really make me feel a bit sad...If not yen yen maybe i would be so close with these trainee n colleague ^^ YEN YEN~~~ XD !!!after chatting with them day n night, really make me laugh day n night lol. no matter where you work,there must be someone u this like their attitudes,their working style~~~just like people would not like my attitude n working style. this is a common problem in every company le~~~lazy people work with hardworking people ”crash“ start!!!emo ppl work with talkative ppl ”crash“ start!!!

haix...but overall the AGM,AGSM,Captain,Host,Food Runner,PStaff are really great. I could not imagine where could be better than here!!!

the 3dAYS OF HARI RAYA ALdifitri!!!
OMG really make us MAD!!!ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE THE HOST AND cashier lol!!!so many of them udring public holiday!!! National day also FULL!!! om gosh!!! full until guest have to wait outside = =" n scold people haix...n that saturday was the BUSIEST day!!! becoz 5person OFF!!!! wtf!!!

MOONCAKES!!!
oh yeah...makes me happy n sad lol
happy is i can EAT!!! oh yeah!!!
sad is i have to stay back during break because TOO MANY mooncakes,boxes,packaging to do!!!!so all permanent n trainee have to stay ^^
this few days i sick also cant sleep keep work haix...althought no $$ la~~~

I LOVE THEIR ping pei DURIAN!!!!dam fucking nice!!!follow by avocado&birdnest..
I had tried so many hotel's mooncakes...
seriously some is like SHIT!!!seriously a piece of shit!!!what kind of fcuking n colourful moon cakes!!!like shit!!!

especially westin...i DISLIKE...almost all my feriends dislike it too!!!try it..sux
eastin's box is nice and pandan i like...

2010-08-20T01:22:00.003+08:00

Banquet
~>training for 2 weeks but i extended 1week
know few friends
Amirzah & Kenny = the couple XD
satimah maslinah ,jarimah = sabah relatives
Rosa the BIG eye gurl~~~
Azura,Azira,Sam
ZET,EMMA = cashier that helped me
IVY my favourite manager~~~

Room Service
~>adam=who talk something "" e.g tui lei ha yam!!! XD u are hilarious when u talk rude"ly"
Azman = Asst. manager and handle trainee
KeSeven (K7)= FUNNY black nice person
Faiz = abit feminin but really funny always call me AH SOU and he is AH MOI
Ikmal=new trainee from University-Diploma but look handsome n gentlemen

Lemon Garden is a place like what Yen2 said...bagus...people are
~>Kuan Yew,Freddie,Bibie,Bak????,Azura,Sam,....lots also forgot dy...

Shang Palace is really good...people their...^^ sure got some colleague make you feel ANNOYING or DISTURBING but here is the best of all the outlet in xxxxx
~>Ah B=manager funny n hilarious
Yvonne= Asst. Manager
Alex,Wai,Moi = .....=.="...no comment
Wen Si,Ah Po,Kee Ai,Becky= they are the best!!! ^.^ they are funny
YoYo,Max,Gary,EeLing and Jaclyn = Trainee from HongKong,Inti Genting,Taylor

2010-08-10T00:57:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow morning Mr Ross and Mrs Ross is going to leave and go some place which start with O. if not mistaken it is at Norway. She makes me think of Mrs Wo which is my english lecturer from primary until secondary and she migrate to London because her children staying there. There was one day at auntie's house, morniing, i was sleepy and blur and stubborn. I made Mrs Woo really angry and she scolded me...and now i feel really guilty. A 60 or 70years old women wake up in the morning and drive to a place where u stay and teach u english...i still remember...when she was teaching me, she fall a sleep when she marking my book. She fall a sleep when she's writing. She... I really miss her ^.^

2010-08-03T01:54:00.002+08:00

working there...ok lar...not to say memorable ^^ sometimes boring...sometiumes DISSAPOINTED because something i want but could not...be truth...why???becoz I DO NOT HAVE RIGHT TO CHOOSE!!!why???because...i CHOOSE WRONG H!!!!

miss secondary and college

really miss it...but i promise i will go you class and see how you people ^^ hope your lecturer would not chase me out of the class but it must be at LTB and LTA wo... because i worry after the lecturere choose me but i dont know what to choose la... but what u all told me bout your class...make me feel INTERESTING!!!

2010-08-03T01:47:00.003+08:00

在那工作。。。有愉快也有不愉快。。。不管再那里工作都会是一样吧。。。just that different kind of problem will be faced...actually nothing difference just the people that you will meet...

If i choose JW n Ritz Carlton...what will happen??
better??worst??
more option???more solution??？not so complicated??
because some people is known...

now....regret???bout choices???TOO LATE!!!
thats the fact ^^

2010-06-27T17:51:00.002+08:00

guess what people???
LIFE SUCKX....

;life is really really sucks man....
EVRYDAY....doing the same old stuf...
maybe a few days is different but after awhile...back to those days GOSH!!!
SICK OF TYPING WATCHING PLAYING every single thing!!!

tired and sick!!!how am i suppose to continue all this boring and meaningless STUFF

what is the purpose of being a human???

a life cycle??
study
work
have family
get old and GO to HELL??
THIS SUCKX man!!!
boring!!!

2010-06-12T00:01:00.001+08:00

I will remember what happen today ^.^ thx to the BANANAN~~
*In library~~~
*In Discussion room..."our sound that influence the air...until OUTSIDE...curse u all(but actually all is my fault "go mi na sai "haha~~)"
*That period before exam...
*That period during exam...
*That Period after exam...
Thankx god for giving me A CHANCE to be having such close friends' relationship in col Chua Lee Ping Bianca Lee Lai Yen Yen Li Mei Thean Ko Elvin Kelvin Lung Sze Pinn
It will be NOTHING and very plain without you guys in college....good "ENTERTAINER"
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Happy Mothers' Day

2010-05-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

Happy mother day loh mommy~~~

I 3pm only wake up because... i watched qi zi de you huo...which is mom's favourite... ^^ until 4:30am neh...

tired...bone tired... becoz got help mommy do some jia wu... mommy went out with auntie mee jee because last month her son promised mommy to belanja they 2 during mothers day...

my uncle went back to salak ^^ but my cousin brother they all pun tak balik...

haix... PO PO i miss you!!! MUACKX MUAXKCC and gong gong i miss u too.... ^^

to have such mommy,popo and gong gong is really good you know??

sometimes i think of when mommy sent me to auntie house...

and i was crying everyday...

because i always stick with mommy in salak until standard 2...

a day before mommy n popo say tomorrow u are going to auntie house...

i was like WHAT!!!what u talking about??

i beg mommy...i say i will be more guai...

but she say i always tak buat homework...

i say BUT I GET 8/50 over the whole class arr..

then she say... that is not enough...you ned to study...and you always so disrespectful to all your zang bei...always GUAT people with your eye XD XD!!!

the next dya^^ i totally 4get aboyut this thing^^

i really forgot what happen after that

I totally remember the FIRST DAY of school!!!

after school...i reach auntie house...

in salak...the door is open 100% but auntie house = ="

100% close...and so i keep quiet and stand in front of the door...

after long long time...

mai tu came out and saw me...

why u stand there did not say people to open door harr??

i keep quiet...

then dun know what happen already...

bu ying jie jie was there and they fa wo...

ask me to stand outside UNTIL... i say open the door for me please...

then i stand there....keep quiet,..

then i tried dy then i go sit behind the carr...

then after X miunutes...

auntie came out../yuen!!!yuen!!! where are you???

aiyo...bu yinig...where is she??where she went??people grab her already??

then... XD XD hahah think of it also funny...

then she say NEXT TIME HARR...

WENT REACH HOME ASK PEOPLE TO open the door har....

then i keep quiet but my head say yes...

mai tu take care of many kids...

seems like the girl name fang hwa asame as me...

the first week she was there...

she was so quiet ^^ we just sama^^

THEN...

mai tu really teaches me many stuff ^^

my cousin..those jie jie in mai tu house also teaches me many things...

sometimes they will be like...

yuen, go take water blah blah blah...

yuen, go wash the floor...

yuen, go sweep the floor...

yuen, go... ...

i was small but i dun care ^^

now...i also wont scold them of asking me doing this n that for them ^^

if not them...i would a person that moping floor then splash the water,

wasing plate then drop the plate on the floor...

i still remember that...

everynight...before i sleep...on the floor...

i will think of mommy...

i will cry and use the blanket to cover my face...

i will say mommy....i want mommy...why you did not come up n see me...

i want to go back... keep cry n cry n cry until i fall a sleep ^^

that is why i always cover my face when i sleep...

it became a habit ^^

Beisdes that, from standard 2 until standard 4 or 5...

everytime my another auntie which is a tweacher of bai sha luo hua xiao...

she is a teacher so must reach school earlier

n everytime i sit at her plce.. i also cry

i will stay until her table becoz she is not there or a place where no teacher can see me

and cry there ^^

i still remember a few years ago and last year i told mom i cried everynight and before the school start in the guru pejabat

and mommy was like WHAT??U CRY???

i say you dont kow??

I DONT KNOW!!! mai tu did not tell me you cry...

she just say you will be ok...

then i was like WTF...

but after thinking it a few times ^^

she just want me to get use to it ^^

bi jing... ren jiu le... jiu hui xi guan ma...

so i forgive her ^^

我们一定要会感恩。。。

不管对方对你干了什么东西。。。

只要你是从那里学了些东西。。。

那你就得感谢他/她。。。

因为他/她是在你一生中教会你一些事或一些道理^^

这。。。就是我的领悟。。。

也是唯一一个能让我对一些对我不好的人的理由。。。

做人就是这样。。。

2010-04-25T18:12:00.002+08:00

当你累了。。。

自然会放慢脚步。。。

When you feel tired...

You will slow down...

slow down...

I am not sick but i am just tired ^^

I am fine...

just too tired already...

too tired already...

好期待！！！

2010-04-11T18:29:00.002+08:00

我不懂我怎么了~~
我只懂我一想到就很高兴>.<
还是第一次呐。。。
我告诉妈咪了。。。
她也没阻拦我。。。
明明就去过那么多次了啊
都不懂我why so hyper~~
一想到就好高兴哦。。。
可能是因为终于。。。
可以一大班。。。
跟她们。。。
一起。。。
虽然妈咪这几天一直说不要xxx不要xxx呵呵呵呵呵喝。。。
之前还想不懂要不要叫他也一起来。。。
不过妈咪说他都跟大家也不熟。。。
只认识我们这几只小猫咪。。。
叫他去他会闷的。。。
呵呵呵。。。
那就too bad lu 哈哈哈。。。
他也不能kao lui 咯。。。
哈哈哈。。。
可惜。。。可惜。。。
哈哈哈。。。

晚上还能喝茶。。。好极了。。。
我跟她讲我们去喝茶是j..j.. de 呢。。。

2010-04-01T18:12:00.001+08:00

和善親切的自然派你是一個很nice的人，不會帶竣EO人壓力，對朋友很體貼，具有同情心。任何人來找你幫忙，你都會盡其所能的提供自己可以付出的力量，不求回報，也不會不耐煩，所以你的人際關係很好，是許多人的情緒垃圾桶、心靈急救站。

yuan lai i am rubbish basket = ="

坏脾气你的脾气真的是很冲，而且从来不知道加以掩饰。你心情好的时候，看人就会格外顺眼，而且对人是出奇的好。要是你心情不爽，就会把一张脸耷拉到老长，而且在你的四周会散发出一股阴冷之气。这还好呢，要是赶上你心情极差时触怒了你，你可一定会不分场合的发作一番。这样很容易得罪人的！虽然你只是性子直了点，并没有坏心，但是碰到心胸狭窄的人，很可能会怀恨在心，背后捅你一刀的。要明白，这世界不是围绕着你一个人转的，也要懂得站在别人的角度想一想。再说，“己所不欲，勿施于人”,你真的做到吗？

D. 你是屬於花香形象你總是給人樂觀、積極和勇於面對困難的感覺，而且溫柔優雅，很懂得為他人設想.給人非常擅長維繫人際關係的印象。這樣的你讓人感到既堅強又脆弱，尤其是你那關懷體貼的包容力，更讓人覺得你相當有魅力，很值得信賴。你長期給人認為你是個「拜託做事絕不會拒絕」的人，所>以特別容易讓依賴心強、只顧自己利益的人利用。這些人因為看中你細心隨和的一面，所以會故意親近你，然後借故佔你便宜。

2010-03-30T15:21:00.003+08:00

其实人不用长寿。
其实人生只需有意思。
其实人只需每天都快快乐乐的就可以很满足了。
其实生命中只需活得精彩就够了。
其实人只需每天都开开心心就够了。
其实人身有幸福的感觉就够了。
有时你们少了伤心，你们是开心的。
其实如果你们不那么的敏感，那么的小气，那么的霸道，那么的无理取闹，
所有事都会变得更简单，人也变得更加的愉快。
其实这个世上是没有如果的，只有事实。对吧？？

其实什么都是假的！！！
只不过，所有事都是在于你怎么看罢了。。。

每天都要我们反省反省。。。
你们这样都不觉得很烦吗？

2010-03-30T15:04:00.002+08:00

懒得update blog
i totally dun remember i have a blog neh...
^.^ not busy curi duit then busy watch tv until CRY like baby~~
haiz...these few days let so many people saw i watching 海派甜心 (Hi,My Sweetheart) cry until very gao lat!!!but maybe im just too...sensitive太感性了。不是性感哦！！！busy watching n chasing movie n drama so do not have much time to think about.i found out that these 3 songs is so nice >.<

I start chasing this movie last week.
Last thursday i cannot wait so i load it from youtube but the line was slow and i watch from 11pm until 7am then daddy keep disturb me...zzz hehehe then friday night i watch with kuan gor gor and loong loong until 1am. I keep don't let myself finish it so fast. because i did not chase a drama until so crazy already and no more movies that can make me cry for 10episode continuously but this movie can >.<>.< aiya because that girl and the guy suffer so much from their relationship ma...so touching so sad...ma cry lo...fan zhen cry also not need to pay monye or will not lost one piece of meat one... HOH HOH HOH

BM exam was GREAT...although i dun expect to get full marks but i sure can get half of it. LOVE IT the lecturer is SO KIND. what can we say？？？ping and elvin also agree she is really kind. i really hope others lecturer is as kind as her >.< she is a kind of lecturer that is cincai cincai la...

others exam was terrible because i did not study~~ i wonder if i really take degree...it is a waste of money or.... i might get something from there...haiz...it is not hard to decide for me now. because i still have 9months >.< during training can show will i continue degree or end my studies. If the parents could educate their chil to future their study so what??if their child is lazy, they cant do anything because it is just a waste of money plus my parents dont have EXTRA money for me to waste. they just have enough money for me to live until my brother finish educated. i really hope he can study well can be a really great business boy boy so dad n mom no need to have any hope on me. hanging something heavy on my shoulder is hurting...it is just so heavy you know??

although i can see my brother is suffering. although he is just form 1 but...just... so and so...T.T

TOday

2010-02-27T01:08:00.005+08:00

today went to genting.

Yesterday i was not able to buy the genting ticket because the counter had closed. Woke up at 6:15am.start engine around 7:15am and reach there 7:30sharp if follow my watch la. 8 am sits all sold out so bought 11:30 de. Go mamat 24hours then 9am they2 pergi Q for 30minutes... manakala...cannot go up..then we wait there until 10am bus come. I was so happy to be the first group in that Q. as time goes on, those people's attitude and things makes me feel annoying. At last, i really emo about it. If that time i were to open my mouth, forsure all these uncle and auntie would remember me for more than 1month. They really pissed me off... Lukily i did not open fire or not my friend all sure no face left. >..< "ok la~~ sorry for showing black face har...but just dun want to hurt u when my heartbeat goesdam freaking fast feel like hitting people and SCOLDING some asshole"i can speak with really sharp needle once i get REALLY REALLY PISSED OFF like those asshole just cut the Q and...grrr.... talk about it also angry... Q there for dam freaking long but in the end get nothing back... THAT IS JUST WHAT I HATE too... ma de fcuker cut K's Q ma cau hai arr... but when i saw those doggy~~~ =] i start to smile jor because they just look so cute. I did not know some of them are pissed off too >.<>.< fang xin bah "mem"

Fishball always recover fast fast de ma...
if not i will always cry and emo infront all of you jor la...
where will still laughing like mad women infront of u all de... >.< jiu shi because nothing inside my heart only can smile n laugh de ma... i am a person which cannot ACT ACT de lo... because i know act act very xin ku... i won't force myself to do something i don';t like one...

plus if im that lousy then i would have crying every single day when im staying in my auntie's house for half of my entire life jor la... >.< but being so talkative also must have special thank to mommy and auntie's decision that changes my whole entire life. Now i really don't know should i say thank to them or just hate their past decision?? i wonder what would i be IF that decision is not made... but the fact is now~~I AM WHO I AM~~ so...i must enjoy...

enjoy being drunk~~~ (WAHAHAHAHA really enjoy larr... OKEY~~~ that day...that im drunk...trust me...it is one of my HAPPIEST MOMENT IN MY LIFE~~ I will never forget until the moment i leave this world)
enjoy being stupid~~~
enjoy being a fool~~~
enjoy being scolding by everyone~~ tak hurt pun~~
enjoy the time being withh all my friends~~~
enjoy the time being with my family~~~
enjoy the time being with my relatives ~~~

when i cannot smile and laugh infront all of you...that means...
it is the time for me to fang qi...
fang qi wo de shen ming...
fang qi wo de everything...which is with me at this moment >.<

LOL write until like that... macam very scary like that...omg... i read one time also don't know why i wrote all this thing de meaning is what neh???SOT JOR~~~ SOT SOT JOR~~~ sure is because turn the cup turn until my thinking all messy jor hahaha

no time to write jor...after elvin and ping will scold because i haven finish BM neh... so must finish now first

2010-02-16T00:44:00.004+08:00

0:15am I went down because brother want to transfer Left 4 Dead from gor gor's laptop to my laptop,It was damn freaking lag so i go down and become busy body.My grandfather and another not very close uncle went genting during 9pm. My grandmother,Mother, jiu jiu,jiu mu, and popo de jie jie and po po de mei mei de nv er ....aiya very luan la!!!

ok!!!
so i heard their conversation.Most of them is female.So as everybody know whenever MOST of them is female then the conversation would be criticism and so on...just ba gua and their view of OTHERS cousins and auntie and uncle. I just found out i am 8gua... Today afternoon,my grand mom and mother argue because of my others auntie. My second brother and me keep laughing because they shoot shoot shoot suddenly shoot me and my second brother then he say he need a pillow to block those bullet LMAO!!!actually quiet fun. but chinese new year still argue~~haiz but nevermind~~too quiet not good...just little bit of arguement i still can accept. but argue because of OTHER people which means other than our family does not worth~~~

Anyway,they suddenly talk about that day me,mom,n brother went back salak and grandmom's auntie argue with my mom because of Chxxxxx. I told ping before. My brother ask me jie jie, why they argue of a Chxxxxx and when i heard that i just do one thing*LAUGH!!!!!*and just now i told all of them my brother said that and ALL OF THEM LAUGH!!!!!although already midnight hahahaha sometimes those happy memories is all this.....bye vye gtg back to my house jorrrr must left second brother house jor~~~

2010-02-12T14:29:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday

Fully planned!!!

After Moral and BM classes, I straight away walk to sook teng house. ping ping thought i go there and wait mommy LOL. Then when she know i joining that church event then she say i not going to be free thinkle anymore but christian soon. I keep say it is impossible because i can FORCE myself to do something like that. Because i forgot about girl's semi-formal means dress,so i just changed formal clothes and go plus the jeans that i had wear that morning. Suppose to start at 3 to 7pm but we 3pm only start our journey. When i saw piggie and sotong wear dress i felt regret. Reach there feel so KOSONG.because know not much people. Plus that apple tak datang leh...we suppose to be 2v2 so feel bu hao yi shi. Then they...choose...name...to be couple...and...my partner is Sam, Pohyee punya is Jxxxxx and Sook teng is...youngster hahaha then our partner keep go take food and drink and dessert for us. After awhile sook teng came and keep say HEY Y Y your partner very salty leh~~~ i was like = =" where got?? Then when i talking with him,they...curi curi take picture and i saw it HAHA~!! i quite clever what...luckily saw it earlier~~or not i am dead lol sure kena bully by you all de wakakaka

We leave at 7pm and go to one utama to join Sukie's farewell party~~Bianca keep persuade us to go Laundry and have a drink just to celebrate "The Farewell of Sukie" Went i just reach there got one place beside sikie and meow meow leh...of course i will choose there lar...as sukie is flying off leh~~but im sorry that i leave piggie and sook teng aside = =" i am sorry my dear >.< sorry~~~By that time i only get to know she is flying overseans,Sydney, for 3years. I was like WTF!!!are u serious sukie??you are joking right? i thought 1 year only...then i was like OH god... so long?then i made fun of sukie. I said That time leh...saw someone and someone at 1U and in college then got people say No larr larr...we not lar... keep deny lor~~~ so naughty har...then she say smile and silent then dun know why change topic jor...za dao~~before she leaves pei chien und bianca und bee tin go buy cake. beetin ask us die die also make sukie stay here first because got surprise for her~~then me and meow very gan jiong hahaha we so messy lol hahaha what an experience lol after that we go to a place got big meow meow de then piggie and sook teng and me watch dun know hat time de movie, i just know is midnight de. we watched tooth fairy. It was Hilarious!!!!I laugh until stomach edge man. until 1:30am the movie finished we walk in one utama it was so dark lol scary!!

Last Friday

2010-02-12T14:27:00.005+08:00

Last Friday

Went to Time Square with bianca,ping,yen,mei,elvin and kelvin.
The main point to go there is because yen and bianca wanted to buy new clothes.In the bus and train, Yen yen keep ask me to wear shorts,dress,high heels...just those GIRL stuff~~ Then i said maybe after few years i will wear it but i really hate 3inches heels because it is so TIRED!!! and PAIN!!!(see the way piggie walk also know already)Then she say OK, I will wait. I was like what?are you sure? Then Yen yen bought a "SHIRT" and bianca bought a shorts. We bought nothing >.<

Then walk walk walk...walk to a restaurant name TOILET BOWL~~~ It reminds me of me and ping used to call someone TB... after TB changed to XX haiz...this is called apart of my memory >..< I feel that is a good place because these days i like those things which is SPECIAL and LIMITED edition. We sit on the toilet bowl and elvin eat the mee which is in toilet bowl. Then ping and mei eat the rice which is in the bath tab. Me, Yen,Kelvin,Pek Yun and Mei Ting eat the seafood and rice on to of toilet bowl cab lol. Ping ping suggested us to eat ice cream but in the end...we did not eat. I like the look of the ice cream and the name for the dishes is not bad. although got what shit shit,what brusher, what soup powder for our drinks hahaha it is a good experinced. I do recommend you guys to go eat too... but when eating please don't imagine SHIT and P lke what our dear kelvin does...hahaha Then Pek Yun and Azri join us to tb and Jackie came too but his main reason come here was... i thought he so good boy purposely come and accompany us de...

压力面前你最需要什么

2010-02-11T11:38:00.004+08:00

在成功背后、压力面前，你最需要的是什么？不妨做一做下面的测试：

如果本世纪最壮观的流星雨将会来临，你会选择在哪里看这场流星呢？
　　
A.海边　　 B.山顶　　 C.草地　　 D.屋顶　

选择A的人：对你来说，当生活中出现挫折或者失败的时候，最好的安慰是爱情。所以，找到真心相爱的人，是你追求成功的同时必须要考虑的。

选择B的人：你是一个很乐观的人，相信再大的问题都会过去。对你来说，拥有一帮能够倾吐苦水的朋友是最重要的。

　　选择C的人：你有些喜欢靠幻想来排解压力和焦虑。这样的排解可以顶一时之需，但从长远来看，你还需要自我成长、锻炼自己应对现实和挫折的力量。

　　选择D的人：你通常喜欢把自己的生活安排得满满的，让工作占据你大多数时间，这样的你比较容易出现人际关系问题。所以，你最需要的，是扩大社交圈，融入群体之中。

Sorry arr...but i still lazy to update blog lar...really..haiz...

I start to enjoy Beverage Studies too~~

2010-02-04T12:36:00.004+08:00

Lets talk about BEVERAGE STUDIES MAN...

For me to enjoy,start with interest plus tasting,experience and see me or other people drunk~~

I start to drink start from...when?? from the day my second and eldest brother wants me to drink and it was 3person's birthday. but the good news is I NEVER DRINK BECAUSE OF SAD OR DEPRESSED >.< it is a good news FOR ME!!! i don't enjoy drinking complement the food dishes >.< but then enjoy LITTLE BIT when celebrating something~~
I like beverage class is because i am quite interested with those liqueur's name and cocktail stuff. Do you think it is so special that just so simple stuff can now become colourful and special taste all in this is just so miracle FOR ME!!! they can even make it rainbow colour and even without letting the colour mixing together.

First class teach about why do people drink alcohol?then teach about beer,wine and spirit or liquor soon with liqueur. At first,Last last week we taste BEER suckx!!!! i totally not drunk because IT IS SUCKS and i did not drink much. have around 10++kinds of beer from overseas.just because i don't like PAHIT!!!got people drunk~~

The next class we tasted Vodka. I drinking it Neat. YUCKx!!!! my liver BURNS!!! HAHAHA but FUN!!!My face red lu... im sux too... but not drunk yet.

The next class we taated Whiskey/Whisky with Absinthe?? think so... i drank abit only la... 2cups??2cups??DONT KNOW LA...

Yesterday got 10bottles to taste. i don't like the one made from hazelnut. i like hazelnut smell but ones i taste it OH MY GOD so awful!!!!10 kinds all half cup got 2 cups i pour it jor hehehe because it was suckz >.< put i pour another 2kinds FULL tim!!!

I got abit worry about...next week. guess why??lecturer said we still left 4types of liqour, it included my favourite Hennessy. but actually i am excited too. all is kuan gor gor's fault hahaha during his 21th birthday he ask me to try de lo... just try...then...love it jor~~~ hehehe so next week will have 24 BOTTLES 4kinds of liqour don't you think that would be... ... ... ... ... ...how to describe leh?

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Was it This tuesday?? After drinking because we had 4hours break and ping want go home and i abit @#$%^&*yen yen also ask me to follow ping back le... then i go her house but did not sleep and i did something stupid >.< she keep ask me go sleep lol >..< when she on bed i go down and talk with kai ma lu~~~dia belanja aku makan "tikus flour" lau su fen and i see how she make the pineapple biscuit. seems like she really dun like to do lol i wanna help de but she ask me faster go up and sleep la.. hehehe atlast i still go up but almost 12noon neh... ping say need go and eat with moi und elvin.but i long time din go ping ping de house jor >.< her second sister not there, tak boleh say hi pun...={

Yesterday.....HOH HOH HOH great man~~~ there are 10bottles.I drank 8cups but all half cup. but then after class i go pour blue colour 3in 1 cocktail and white colour made from peace de >.< 2full cup campur and drink >.< hehehe go those place i won't simply drink de la... if tak tahu drink then must see situation only drink de ma hor?? or not after mama worry lol wakkakaa if got abit drunk then either go ping house or ask mom come and fetch loh... as easy as that.

I start to enjoy Financial Management!!! +++

2010-02-04T12:05:00.004+08:00

is that a good news or a bad news??

after enjoying would it fly to Addicted stage?

hope it won't happen >.<

I love accounts. During that 3months of hard work in accounts, i fall in love with it. sometimes bacause it is abit tricky. Already one year did not flip throught accounts and now need to face it again. I don't think it ia a bad news. but sometimes just tired because need to revise again and again and translate it from malay to english I HATE THIS GOVERNMENT!!!stupid dao si!!!ask people to study accounts in bm but college need translate to english MALAYSIAN GOVERNMENT sucks!!! those leader go to hell la... coz me so much trouble...BASTARD!! ok finis fa1 sie4 liao!!!

Whenever Mr.romzee teach talks about accounts i just feel my whole body full of energy and when he say OK lets do some exercise. I just feel so exciting and hyper lol >.< did not know i still have interest in certain subject >.< maybe i should be accountant from the start...but when i studing account i think i would regret also. because in my whole life only got "REGRET" WHATEVER~~~

Last friday,

2010-02-04T11:50:00.003+08:00

Last friday, after class i stay at library with my new laptop. Then sook teng called me. She say want to date me. I was like only me??REALLY DATE WITH ME only meh?? but of course she also ask all BFF out too. but then only moy lien on. too bad. Then sook teng wants go take her IC because SHE LOST IT!!! lol she said meet around 3pm, so i search the net and heard the clubbing de remix song. hehehe it is my second brother ones. It is time for me to return back lol becaus ei already save it into my laptop jor. then 4pm moy lien called me and we meet at college's main entrance then go take taxi lu...meet at GSC. Sook teng want to watch tooth fairy. We was okey with it but then 7pm wo...so late lol kekek so we chosen Legion. For me IT WAS A GOOD movie. better than university haunted okey!!! paranormal is better than university haunted too. We have one hour before the movie starts so we bought tian bu la and ice cream and sit and chat. "We" planned something.but we did not MAKE IT...how sad? actually not counted as plan la just bullshit only hahaha I told my mom about it and she say 38!!!DUN PLAY THOSE THINGS LA...*hahaha* aiya your daughter,me talk only won't do one or not why my friend always say i bullshit? kekeke yesterday or a day before talk about it with moylien and we 2...hahaha sot jor...hahaha FINISH!!!

I still remember almost ALL the parts in paranormal. BECAUSE i still remember so now whenever i thought of it...my chicken faith also stand up

My eyes...Specs

2010-02-04T11:36:00.003+08:00

Actually want to update de...but... ... and now lazy to update jor~~

My eyes are still suffering. Is because I were too tired after drinking liqueur or just because my spectacles spoiled? Yesterday, my mother had fetch me to cousin's shop to choose a new spectacle. There are white,red and silver. At first i prefer the silver because when i wear the red colour ones, i seems to be so red *hahaha* it is true. i seems to be red. silver make me feel too plain and so i choosen the white one. Now i think it is a little bit OVER outstanding. my mother look at me and say OH MY GOD!!!you seems to be...to be... just like what Auntie Mae Jee said. I was like = =" What you sure just like what auntie said? then she say hmm..no la seems to be lecturer. Then i keep laughing in the car because i remember when im still secondary student, "someone" i forgot who is that thought i am kinder garden teacher = =" then during first semester in KDU i wear formal and tie up a bun then "someone" thought i am lecturer. omg when i heard that, i totally not angry with it but i laughing and laughing and laughing. am i look that...SERIOUS?? someone told me first is because of the spectacle then ...follow by... hahaha that was damn funny okey!!!

Today...

2010-01-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

Now i walk also can cannot control go right or left leh...wan tor tor jor...I feel so dizzy~~heartbeat is speeding...i like this feeling...i love to be no an quan gan...don't u think it is a good challenge when you stand at 3rd tallest building in the world (IN CHINA )and you can see the floor is transparents...when i look down, my hand is sweating and my feet is sweating too...got one uncle very scared,He scared until he RUN around the floor to warm up himself and JUMP JUMP JUMP oh my god i laugh like hell lol when he jump all walk away from him because they worry the floor would break but i walk beside him lol I do believe the floor wonuld not break,If it really break THERE IS NO FEAR FOR DEATH!!! he scare but he still want to jump and run hahaha his wife laughing there but her leg got no strength to walk hahaha i love this kind of feeling man. Even when im on the roller coaster, my hand and feet also warm was going to sweat. i JUST LOVE this kind of feeling. without "SAFETY's feeling is EXCELLENT hahahaha i no need people to protect, i just need friends and family's care and sharing hoh hoh hoh that is the "simpliest" thing i need for my entire life. God knows right??

first time got this experience...hehehe my next point will be..."DRUNK"...
When can i experience this feeling?
Xiao Ru always say this to me "Ren shen shi zai yu chang shi" (You need to EXPERIENCE in LIFE) i don't think my translation is good but atleast the meaning is quite NEAR >.<

when people don't dare to try or experience something, i going to SHOOT them with this sentence WAKKAKA...i better go sleep, worry i will vomit HEHEHE...

2010-01-25T16:08:00.003+08:00

Was in a good mood before knowing i am going to be apart of decorate group. If i am not mistaken,i MIGHT be the leader. Seriously, i don't like decorating. It kills me. I hate to THINK about design. i hate to be "the one" who design it. During secondary school, my friend told me she wants to be a designer. I was like wao~~if im more creative and alert maybe i will join you aswell. If i join design cource, one things in my mind would be STRESS. because need to stress my ownself to think of some new design. Don't be silly, it is impossible man. I don't mind follow instruction because i only want my life easy. Thats all!!! THIS IS THE SECOND TIME IN MY LIFE ALREADY!!! Please don't tell me i am incharge of designing these shits!!! I will die of thinking it.Geez!!! WHAT WORLD IS THIS?? whatever you don't prefer, It will come to you but whatever you prefer it has wings to fly away

All right!!!
just forget about this whole damn thing first. Tears Drop on my Laptop. lol forgot to bring my PSP or not can hear song to release ... I was so upset until ... I saw that movie clip. A movie clip which is about my college friends. I was laughing like no body business in the library. Hahaha... you just could not imagine how funny it is.How could a person change tears to smile?? Is that so hard? Seems like I really need my friends and buddy. Seems like i can't live without them >.<>

ALL RIGHT!!!DONE!!! lets talk about Yesterday.
It is a big great news for me. I got my new LAPTOP. My second brother came over and bring me with my dad to PLAZE LOW YAT!!my younger brother did not follow because his excuse was I haven finish MY ART. That is bullshit OK!! DJians knew that art wasnot important for form 1,2,4 okey!! So the main reason he don't want join us is because of COMPUTER. My second Brother help me do research and suggest me to buy Acer's 4736G suitable for you to da gei. Then,there lots of the Acer's salesman say It is out of stock. They stop producing this model. All shops is clearing it. All promoting 4740G to us,as it is the latest model. there is a new processor but 1year warranty and only 2GB memory but you can upgrade it so it would cost from 2499 to 2800++. but my dad seems to prefer 4736G but we prefer 4740G after upgraded it. Whatever~~that person having the money~~what can I do? Atleast i still get a new laptop rather than without it. A guy can pay $20K for a laptop for himself in china but don't want to buy a new laptop for her daughter and prefer her daughter to use his OLD OLD OLD model laptop. Is he out of his mind??or what?? now the laptop have $400 differences also sakit hati. What a GOOD DADDY right?? WHATEVER WHATEVER~~~

around afternoon i reach home,took a bath and have my meal as BREAKFAST because i din eat anything yet. Around evening to go second brother house but no people was there so i watch movie and wait. He helped me burn DVD and did something to my laptop but by the time... already 11pm++so go back and pack until 1am only go to bed while watching movie.

2010-01-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

I don't mind to help people but i do mind if you want me to zha fit...

After finish Holiday...

2010-01-23T14:26:00.002+08:00

During first week,almost everyday also hang-out with yen,ping,moi and elvin. Either go one utama watch movie or go lee ping's house to play. The following week,i think is the same thing. We watched paranormal. Actually it was quite scary. Somebody cheated yen and moi. Somebody told them, it wasn't horror movie. Meow meow said this movie not bad but after we meet our classmates, these two girls wanted to change movie. After paranormal, we watched The Spy Next Door by Jackie Chan lu... The following three nights i also though of paranormal before i fell asleep. How bad? but luckily i am not scare of it whenever i though of it again and again.

Anyway, Yesterday was a "IMPORTANT" day. Guess why? because it is the day "someone" would tell us "the story". A story which 5more girls would know what happen about "something". All of us was curious about it and I think all of us is exciting but maybe the "Author" would be abit nervous and feel shy shy. After Marketing and E-Commerce few of us went for lunch. After that, we went to stria to buy FOOD. Moy lien and me drink Shandy while someone and someone went to post office to send out love letter i think. Hahaha... Then we went back to college and sit in One-Stop Centre and talk with one of our friend, she is a counsellor of "us". We wait for sook teng to dress up. Then 5 of us sit bus to one utama. Pig and Mei Gui was eating at G floor. So we sit there and "bullshit". All talking rubbish but of course i would be the one who bullshitting from the start til the end = =" Geez... When we reach there almost 1pm I though our plan would change. I though we would not go chiong k dy. It is weird but funny because ... It costs rm 150 and devided by 7 people so it is rm21 but it is worthy. Because we start before 2pm until 7 plus. BUT something we did not reach which is in "our plan". So I said We will do it during NEXT GATHERING. If do it now, then we will be rushing so better sit down at McDonald and refill lol hahahah and "HEAR" and laugh...hoh hoh hoh My mother could not make it to fetch my friend back. too bad...Although she is on her way back from Sunway i guess but she said SO JAM. She can't even fetch my brother on time. So apart of us sit bus and apart of us sit private "JET" :p

2010-01-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

預測你2010年的愛情下面一組簡單的問題，請你認真做完，答案就在你心中
(1)你最喜歡的顏色是紅色，黑色，藍色，綠色，還是黃色？
(2)你的生日是幾月？
(3)黑色和白色，你更喜歡哪個？
(4)許個願望(一個實際的願望)

1)如果你選擇：
紅色：你是很警戒的人，你的一生中充滿了愛
黑色：你很保守，但很自負
綠色：你的靈魂很散懶，而且你是個比較放松的人
藍色：你是個八爪魚，同時愛很多人，而且你喜歡你的愛人的吻和愛
黃色：你是個快樂人，而且你給失落的人很好的建議

2)如果你生在：
一月到三月：今年你會很走運，而且你會發現你會以外的愛上一個人
四月到六月：你會有個很強的愛情，這段感情不會很長，但那美好的回憶會讓你永生不忘
七月到九月：你會有個很快樂的一年且會經曆一個在你一生中好的，很大的改變
十月到十二月：你的愛情不會很好，但最終你會找到你一生的伴侶

3)如果你選擇了：
黑色：你的生命將會改變方向，當時看起來似乎很難，但之後你會覺得這個改變是你一生中最好的東西
白色：你有個朋友很信任你，願意為你做任何事情，但你可能不知道這一點

(4)如果你選擇了:
如果你一個小時內重新在另一個地方發表這個測驗，你的願望會在你的下個生日之前實現；如果你看了此貼回複的話，你的願望會在你十天之內有一個小小的驚喜!

人生是在于尝试。你们赞成吗？

2010-01-18T16:20:00.001+08:00

There are "billions" of songs on this earth...you are not able to hear ALL of them.What a waste right?Maybe there are lots of them is suitable for you but you don't even have a chance to hear n know about it...

"run out of time" will continue when feel to do so...mama on de way lol >.<

2010-01-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

莫個晚上，一個小時内喝了五瓶啤酒。
再則一個小時内。。。發身了一些事，不過not counted as大事拉
然後就去吃東西。

2010-01-02T22:39:00.001+08:00

Previous saturday >...< so i also can ask her to come lo as i already ask her to come few months ago >.< but she said popo tak mau BIG BIG DE.. she nak satu meja enough...CEH!!!apa la ni~~~i still remember that time got people ask me tell my gor gor to Jxx Sxx de lol ahahahha so i though that day got people sure dead de ma... make me so HIGH~~~ like on top of the mountain manakala....haiz.. then i was planning to drink alot AGAIN!!! but...only face red CEH~~~ because... brandy was SUX... i was going to campur rot wine und brandy de... but brandy really really SUX man... nevermind once my cough DONE!!! my dad's liquor and beer WAKAKAKAK also DONE!!! hehehe i cant wait to train it man...becoz i cant wait for the day that i can gao tiam ping ping und ck WKAKAKAKA but...the way... is SO FAR t.t ck is clubhead man hahahahah xD if i can gao diam him then i also become clubhead jor hahaha

hmm...29December went swim swim~~ with a bunch of Good Buddies O.O my younger bra bra din go but the main thing is GOT PEOPLE FFK lo~~~ he wanna die o.o next time me and ping tiok him WAKAKKAKA....lol shhh...after he read mmy blog again then is his time to tiok me not i tiok himjor ....sook teng went for rebonding lol kekeke...actually... after bd he use my phone to sms lol = =" and they ....send some ...unbelieveble message lol kekeke then ping ping din reply n so he call n...hahaha talk about my boy friend la then talk about what?? PIGU ahahaha then...what dy ar? OH!!!! 20SENS...4PERSON HAHAHAH but...becoz someone 4got so T.T

2010-01-02T21:50:00.007+08:00

Don't have much time now...

22 i think...i went back hometown n stay becoz of dong zi...i din know about it lol...>.< i 5am only sleep because i went to my cousin sister's house n talk with them. I told them dam lots of stuff lol but they only told me a few HOW SAD?? hehee

around 24thDecember im back~~ with my dear cousin sister.that was the time she start to tell me lots of story lol. about her friends~~family~~and "SECRETs"(I dun remember much lol hehehe becoz we 2 keep bullshit >.<). I keep sleep at 5 am lol becoz she said during holidays she will sleep at 5 so i accompany her lol manakala until now ... i from 12sharp close my eye and 4am or 5am only fall a sleep... WHAT THE FCUK WAS THAT...please tell me man... on the bed for 4hours but cant sleep... omfg!!!

friday~~~~bring her to one utama becoz she stay at johor now. I go meet meow meow and her sister at nichii und harder und deeper lol then second day...it was just nice because i was in the car and i sms ping see whether she wanna join me dinner then she ask me want go ou or not. then i say if want then NOW becoz onthe way jor lol hehehe then meet meow meow again but my dad fetch ping,teng und pig together...saw they bought 2 shoes lol. hahaha ping ping bought pink colour shoe. It was not bad actually because that pink not the pink that i hate plus it is lite "pinky". I went meet them at mcd n talk lol kekeke long time din talk lol so it was fun >.< i bring cousin sister go play pool und basketball. IMMA WON!!!she get 38 i get 98 lol WAKAKAKA dia tu adalah badminton und basketball for school team de leh... i 1 and half year din play bb jor lol OKEY END!!!

At last~~i complete this post already man...

2009-12-17T17:19:00.008+08:00

Just as ping ping said...ehehe....i did went to china xx times...but actually what iwant to say is... i went to so much country from 3years old until now...FIRST TIME... I REALLY ENJOY joining a tour...sometimes my parents bring me for holiday without tour also not fun becoz mom from 10am bring me and brother out go shopping until 7pm only reach hotel/house.SOT DE...so MOST MEMORABLE TRIP was

1.Brisbane...Gold Coast..."Movie world,Magic world,Water world"(i remember i said before I MUST GO ONE MORE TIME...if i kena toto then i will bring someone but of course more than one go together de hehehe..or let them go to the country that they want>..<

2.This Trip(MEMORABLE...memorable tour leader,m.tour member and memorable incidents..miss you people >.< keep say i BOUGHT THE MOST stuff in this trip...where got alot jek?

3.Hong Kong(when eating dai zai crab that time is my happiest moment)

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1) This tour is from 5-12 but postpone 2nights so until 14. it was 5hours flight 9:30am only departure and that time ping alrdy reach sarawak...= ="

2) This 8days trip i keep 8pm-10pm reach hotel and i 2am only sleep then around 6am wake up and 7am eat breakfast and 8start our jurney. The tour leader's name was "XIAO RU". he is a really good tour leader. He told us he is a kind of people Xuang Kuai". He mentions that if we have anything unhappy just shoot hit straight at the face. He don't mind we saying the truth but he does mind if we keep in our heart and talk bad at the back of him. My mom also said being with this kind of people is very fun. He think of us before talk and do things. He told us about his EXCITING, INTERESTING incidents,funny story,history. The way he told us the history was not that bored,It makes me feel so interesting.i even still remember what he mentioned.

3) There was 2nights before leaving China, xiao ru offer us in the bus. He said every one afterwards come to my room including the driver and all. He will buy 2 boxes of beer and snacks for us. He used his own pocket money and belanja us. Did u ever meet some stranger buy things for tour member to eat and drink?did u ever meet this kind of hao xuang de people?? Few days he keep bought the fruits that we never ate,it was his own pocket money too. He also give us some present >.< He is generous actually.

4) The first thing we visit was a train who run by MAGNET thingi~~ i not sure wat is that but 2magnet and it was just 10mm distance an it can go 360 or 460/km. the fastest i saw was only 310/km but it is faster than car of course. My mom feel vomitting lol because fast until we look outside the window and thse house lol move so fast>..<

5) Along the street i keep my eyes on those jackets because 2 of my buddys wants me to help them buy something. The problem is so many of them is THICK. It is impossible want them to wear a jacket that people wear during snowing right??It looks bulky and stupid and fat if it is too think and people wera under the sun. I though 2 of them also don't want hat with feather so once i saw no hat, i walk off. once i saw too think,i walk off. once i saw got feather i also walk off. once i saw wrong colour, i walks off. lol = =" haiz... it was a quite big misake actually. One of the problem was the price. because it was 200-400. i wonder if it cost 400 then they rather buy at malaysia right? so i try to find under 250 loh. i saw some because the pocket mom say UGLY!!!so got to walk off. My mom is quite a professional advisor. She saw so many people wearing diff kind of design in the airport so she knows what looks good what looks sucks. The last 5minutes before gathering at the street shop, I saw a lots of jacket and i saw white colour,without feather... so my mom let me go. Those salesgirl seems like know i am rushing lol. I saw it looks better then others i saw in those shops i had seen this few days. there are black and white so i choose white and M size le...L isfor me de ma...hehehe i too hat jor >.< it cost $XXX . i really really hope they will like it >.< but i only bought 1 sorry for that >.< It was my mistake that i messed up one of them want hat with feather de >.< im sorry girls~.~"

6) The food there was OK,GOOD,VERY TASTY AND EXCELLENT!!! the last night before we leave on the next day. We have buffet. it is in cshopping centre.5th floor. Normal price was 380++and that day is sunday so only 198. Guess what food is inside??
3rows of counter for MC=> 2kinds of abalone,sharkfin,3kinds of crab,2kinds of lobster,bird nest,fish,chicken,duck,PORK,fried rice,meehoon

1row of counter all is sushi=>salman,my favourite yu zi...

1row is DESSERT=>cakes,Haagen's ice cream ate 2cupsmacadenia vanilla

1row is trinken=> rot und weiss wine,beer,3kinds of fruit juice, more than 10kinds of tea

FORGOT STILL GOT WHAT that restaurant was so damn freaking big i almost lost lol hahaha we 8pm eat until 10pm but the driver jiu charm loh~~because the reastarant 8pm only got sit so no paring lol we eat until 10 then he 10 only got space = =" so we pity him and wait until he eat finish first we only go loh >.< he is kind too>.<

I am a person who do not waste money on sharkfine and abalone but waste money on my favourite food only like Dai Zap Crab und Bird nest. I regret that i ate fried rice. If i saw the bird nest at first i would be eating the bird nest WHOLE NIGHT MAN!!!The dry abalone was ok but the cooked one was SUX and sharkfin was SUX too BUT my brother and mother enjoy it lol.That night my brother face damn red and mine TOO >.< Before leaving I faster go take 2full cups of red wine one shoot >.< when reach hotel feel vomitting lol but 3am only sleep lol because online can chat with someone >.< because i ate and drink so much things which i not suppose to...the fake fire in my body >.< so...still coughing and more pimples as i keep sleep at 2 and wake at 6 lol GILA HOR??

7) The longest journey we had was 5hours only that was the time we go to"Nanjing"and something interest thing happen...hahaha i told someone alrdy >.< if you heard about it i think you will laugh like shit!!

8) Got one night we sit the BIG SHIP like "The star" de ship. inside no pool la. but got 4 floor. 2nd and 3rd is for us to sit and 4th floor for us to take photo. That time was 3*C so cold... i take photo for 5minutes, i feel my hand is poked by thoussand of needle man.but i keep go up and take picture lol. because it was too big, i cannot even find my dad and my brother lol. My mom promise one day we gonna go for a trip in the ship lol.That kind of ship which has pub,night club at lower ground floor, swimming pool on top,few restaurant,got suana,massage de >.< HURRAY!!

We went to so much "night market,super market,shopping center,shopping street" The Di4 pei2 had suggested us FEW kinds of sweet is very nice and my parents bought alot. >.< i can bring back and belanja my friends.
We want to see lots of "thu chan" jed,pearl,silk,expensive stone,long jing tea,tea pot and so on... all jed was 180-600 and pearl was 300-2000 and silk was 450-3450 and stone was 100-650 or more i forgot and tea was 600-900,tea pot which made by known sifu cost K lol and something very unique cost 25K lol CI MA GAN de....is HUNDREDs.... it is impossible you guys want me to buy something that cost hundreds for each person right??My mom saw something cost 2000....and she loves it...she was going to buy lol SCARED EVERYBODY in our tour...those ppl very geng a persuade de lol = ="

2009-12-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

......the first thing is I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START......GOSH!!!!

this month...December,i am very chong1 shi2...REALLY...REALLY REALLY la~~~

I still remember,at first i have went out with my friend i went ice skating with my friends then we go night house. actually is going Pub to have beer de...my mom was so good as she don't want me to stay outside overnight...actually not overnight la is lepak outside until morning only go back home. Haiz...ice skating was so memorable because hor... someone hor... make people fall de lol... hahaha so funny and got peopel very...funny lol hahaha but it is really fun la...>.<

nowadays i really enjoy when the time being with my dear friends actually >.< no matter they are primary or secondary or college de >.< they are just friends...just that...who actually is trading their own heart with you...you might not know actually.zhen suo wei...ren xin nan che...ren bing bu dong who is zhen xin and who is jia yi...haiz...ren ma...will have fan chuo de shi hou de...lol BULLSHITTING HERE again = =" zzzz

lol one car...at the back got 5people...my mom is a pro driver man.. hahaha but that night...din play gao gao lo...and i was so....ching xing after what that...i qing xing until 6am only fall asleep and 10am wake up becoz ned to fetch friends >.< i REALLY DUN UN why everytime also so hyper de??never fall a sleep before... my god...

你必需读(1)"你死死都给我读完它!!"

2009-12-04T17:33:00.007+08:00

真心的朋友，不需要时时刻刻都在你身边。
真心的朋友，需在你伤心，难过，失意及无助的时候挺你，帮你，安慰你
难道不是吗？
那你觉得谁才有及格当你真心的朋友？
那你又觉得哪些朋友是假心假意的呢？
你发现真心对待你的朋友真的很少吗？
每天在你身边有几位朋友是会一直说好听的话呢？
你这一世人又能遇到几位朋友是会批评你，教导你，教训你的呢？
你这一世人又能遇到几位知己呢？
很少。。。很少。。。真的很少。。。是吧？
你们应该时时刻刻都珍惜身边的人。。。
你们办得到吗？还是在做着？
我曾在努力的珍惜着已朋友和家人的每一分每一秒。。。

真心的朋友 , 是不会利用你的
真心的朋友 , 是不会讥讽你的
真心的朋友 , 是不会放弃你的
真心的朋友 , 是如此的美好
但是他在哪里呢?
或许他就在你的身边...
但是...你看的见吗??
珍惜和享受已他们一起的时间吧！
不然你将来就会遗憾及后悔。。。
做人就要光明正大。。。
不要浪费时间害人，制造误会了。。。觉悟吧！！
你会发现其实生命真的真的很短暂，
你其实还有更重要的事要办。。。

我并不是在针对任何人和事。。。
我也没必要那么做＞。＜
我们做人的果然是要看开点，
不然会浪费时间在某些不重要的人和事的哦！！
我是不是又成熟了一点点NEH？？HEHEHE。。。
but i think not mature...is看开le...wo men yi qi看开点ba!!hao ma??

CONCLUSION 还是珍惜XX，XX，XX，XX，XX，。。。。吧！！

你必需读(2)"你死死都给我读完它!!"

2009-12-04T17:33:00.004+08:00

YOU MUST READ FINISH ALL WO!!!promise arr??hehehe

什么是“耳根软”

“耳根软”和“心太软”，都是当我们不想严厉批评一个人时，常常不自觉出自我们口中的“对他人人格缺陷的形容词。”
说一个人“心太软”，多半已是受害者，说一个人“耳根软”则是对他人格瑕庇的批评。被人说是“耳根软”。恐怕比被人说“心太软”更值得自我检讨。因为“心太软”受害的可能是自己，“耳根软”者通常会连累别人。
“耳根软”的人他可能是善良的，但是就是没有自信，所以他没有主见，他不但没有主见，还没有判断是非黑白的能力，由于脑袋不清楚，所以也没有消灾息祸的本领，只会和一群小人一起无事生波，又把小事变大。他可能比小人更可怕，一受小人教唆，他就变成执刑者。他当然比小人笨，小人是自己心眼坏，他是脑袋坏，又不知道自己心眼已被小人弄坏。

我们活在世界上，不是为了求人们原谅。
别人要误会，让他误会好了，何必在乎？
凡有人看不清楚事实，那纯粹是该人的损失，与我无关。
别人看轻我，不要紧。一个人只需要看自己即可。
接吻可以选错对象，发脾气则不可。
世上总有些人跟一些人是谈不来的，何必虚伪地硬要有友无敌？
何不坦白说一句，你不能赢得每个人的心。。。
吃过苦的人，处世总大方点，我们知道，幸运并非必然，社会并不欠谁什么。
为别人改变自己最划不来，到头来你会发觉委屈太大，而且，大家对你的牺牲不一定欣赏。
决定想要开始恋爱的时候，我们多半忘了看自己，只记得把眼光用来打量对方。
对方也许真的很好，但不一定适合自己；
对方也许真的不完美，但难道自己就没有缺点吗？
适合自己的人，不一定是最完美的，或条件最好的人，但却是最能分享人生远见的人。

幸福，它就是报复？
我不喜欢复仇。用自己一辈子的幸福和青春来报复实在不划算。多么痛恨一个人，
我也不会向他报复，因为我知道
我的幸福就是对他最精彩，最残忍，最大的报复。

原谅，也是讲条件的。
有时候，我们愿意原谅一个人，并不是我们真的愿意原谅他，
而是我们不想失去他，不想失去他，唯有假装原谅他。
原谅，也是很现实的。
没得选择只好原谅他，感情上依赖他，唯有原谅他。

相爱的运气。
天下最幸运的事，莫过于你爱上一个人，而他正巧也爱你。
两个人相知相遇，两颗心相爱相惜的机率比被雷击，中头彩更低。
根据联合国统计，全球人口大约60亿。
在浩瀚的人海中，两人相爱的机率，是60亿分之一的平方。
如此稀有，爱侣们怎能不好好地珍惜彼此。碰到障碍时，要携手同心面对问题，
才是对爱负责的表现，才能长久的相爱下去。

女人要活得漂亮。
爱情之所以美丽，是因为它是自由选择的，一个人爱谁，不爱谁是自由选择的。
一个女人可以生得不漂亮，但是一定要活得漂亮，
无论什么时候，渊博的知识，良好的修养，文明的举止，优雅的谈吐，博
大的胸怀，以及一颗充满爱的心灵，一定可以让一个人活得足够漂亮。
哪怕你本身长得并不漂亮。
活得漂亮，就是活出一种精彩，一种品味，一份至真至性的精彩。
一个人只要不自弃，相信没有谁可以阻碍你进步。

爱，总是有条件的。
不要说你无条件地爱一个人，爱总是有条件的。
男人说：“我就是爱她这个人”，如果她不是长得不难看，
如果她不是哪么聪明，不是有他喜欢的性格，
他还会爱她吗？她必须符合他的条件才会被爱。
我们每个人都是被有条件地爱着，也是有条件地爱着别人。
既然知道世上没有无条件的爱，也该学习忘记一些条件去爱人。

妻子，情人，红颜知己？
妻子是一个和你没有一点血缘关系的女人，却为你深夜不回家而牵肠挂肚；
情人是一个和你没有一点家庭关系的女人，却让你尝尽做男人的滋味尽情销魂；
红颜知己是一个还没跟你扯上关系的女人，却能分担你的快乐和忧愁。

先有感动，才会感恩。
苦其所苦，乐其所乐，是学习慈悲的起点。
承担其苦，成全其乐，才是具备慈悲的能力。

山盟海誓，也要有本事。
在选择情人的时候，想家人尊重你的爱情，就要经济独立。
经济独立不是说你每月有固定的薪水，而是说你将来要有足够的
经济能力去后悔。你们声声矢志不渝。山盟海誓，听起来很感人，但是光说不做是没有用的。
爱情既然这么伟大，那就请你努力。
当你有本事，你要嫁给非洲土著也没有人敢反对你。
做错了抉择并不是最糟糕的，最糟糕的是你做错了抉择之后没有能力从新来过。

苦难与财富。
苦难不是财富，只有激励人从苦难中走出来的精神和意志才是财富。

我的错？
我不想连累你，现在分手，以免将来后悔。
男人，在你说这些话的时候，你已经后悔了。后悔爱上这个女人，后悔曾经的开始。
你没有让心爱的女人幸福的勇气，你没有一起吃苦的决心，你害怕自己承受两个人的苦。
男人把“吃不起苦”的罪，给了女人。而女人，白白为了这个默须有的罪名，背负了伤痛。

因为爱。
因为爱，所以在意；
因为爱，所以嫉妒；
因为爱，所以我们都会问一些明知对方会怎么回答，却还是执意要问的问题。

等待。
等待的滋味十分难熬，千万不要让爱的人，把刹那等成了永恒。
因为刹那的不守时，很可能导致永恒的分手。下一次说“等
一下”的时候，最好想清楚，你的“等一下”究竟是要对方等多久。。。。

生活。
生活告诉我们：每个人都是最棒的。所以你要把能力全部发挥出来。
生活告诉我们：只要你可能从生活里得到更好的领悟，就绝不能自甘平庸。
生活告诉我们：如果你没有做到最好，哪就是你的错。

流言。
对当事人而言，流言最令人讨厌的地方，
有时并不因为它是假的，而是因为它没法变成真实。

沉默。
有时候，你被最爱的人误解，你难过到不想说话，原本就不是全部的人得了解你，
所以你认为不必对全世界的人喊话，不想说话的时候就不说吧，
在多说无益的时候，沉默也许就是最好的解释。

面对。
发生事情以后，执着过去已经不重要了，
重要的是你怎么面对以后。

伤痕。
心理障碍可以影响一个人的成长。
无论日后她智商多高，赢得多少掌声，
这一切已修补不了她心中不断扩张的裂痕，待痕成恨，惋惜也已经太迟了。。。

婚姻。
不管多大多老，不管家人朋友怎么催，都不要随便对待婚姻，
婚姻不是打牌，重新洗牌要付出巨大的代价。

修养。
看别人不顺眼，是自己的修养不够。

自由。
自由不等于无法自制，开发不等于即兴乱搞，形式仪规也不等于表面功夫。

气质。
我们发现某女性很有气质，几乎都在不认识或初相识之时，相熟后，便不再介意，那气质的存在。
一个男人不会在家中看英超联赛时，突然再发现躺在身边的女人很有气质；在半场休息时欣赏一番。
激烈吵架，互数对方不是，男人也不会突然说：“虽然你有那么多缺点，但你的确很有气质”。
气质不是天然气或煤气，在日常生活是很少使用的，而且最大的用途多在远观是发挥。

花瓶。
三十岁以前，我希望大家不要把我当花瓶，
三十岁以后，我希望我也可以当花瓶。

时间说每天都是一个机会，
人生说生命要懂得体会，
月儿说思念让人憔悴，
爱情说甜蜜之中习惯流泪，
朋友说少见面无所谓，只要记得才可贵。

谁都不愿自己的爱情像看电视似的随意更换频道，白头偕老是所有恋人们的普遍心态。
然而世事无常，谁又能预料爱情有朝一日也会归于零呢？

很多东西总是在失去后才知道是好的，若是在拥有时就懂得珍惜，自然会少了许多遗憾。

等待，并不是要得到什么回馈，而是想忠于自己的感觉。

人人都很愿意牺牲当下，去换取未知的等待；
牺牲今生今世的辛苦，去购买后世的安逸。

有人说在错的时间，遇上对的人，是一场叹惜。
也有人说：要忘记一个人，要用一生的时间。
其实是另一场煎熬的开始。。。

爱情是如此的脆弱，有时候害怕自己会输掉所有，
宁愿选择两败俱伤，至少心里还会平衡一点。

人总得独立，成长是个学习独立的过程。

时钟能走回它曾走过的地方，但人生却不能走回它曾走过的青春。

爱的反面往往不是恨，而是冷漠。

生活太多无奈，无法去改变，也无力去改变，更糟的，是失去了改变的想法。

Acommodation Finish already!!!

2009-12-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

haiz...man qi dai wednesday and thursday de>.< thursday how to go out wo?? DEAD!!! hmm... wednesday after BBQ dun know can go out yam cha with moi moi they all or not >.< miss them neh!!1 wo sot liao lol this few days keep miss secondary friends and family haiz... become like eldest gor gor dy...when training that time i sure cry de lo... WORRY will cry after no mood work how?? haiz... bot until infront will become straight de... hahaha... god bless me >.< computer lab VERY COLD NEH!!! haiz... ping ping they all go buy ingredience for BBQ dy >.< haiz...tomorrow...i though is thursday T.T

haiz...ren shen...is for what de neh??whats the point har?? just for jesus and The Satan goods?? human are here just because god wants to know can Satan be the ruler?? If it is then Satan is not a good ruler...our world...human became cruel...this does shows all is under him but it is wrong i will follow Jesus not The Satan...i don't like this cruel world...but it is life zzzz FCUKX

German Finish already!!!!

2009-11-30T13:57:00.003+08:00

Haiz...随然很想一起去放松一下。。。发泄一下。。。可惜这几天跟妈妈的感情好了很多，所以不想欺骗她＞。＜非常抱歉因为我那么的扫兴。。。好才没因为我而取消不然真的会超过已不去的叻。。。虽然我知我没那样的能力啦！哈哈哈。。。

遗憾的是那天星期四回婆婆家，我并不知表妹她们已经从JOHOR回来了。 T。T 等到妈妈和舅舅赶着驾车回去因为赶着去CLUBBING了因为当天是LADIES NIGHT MA 都已经迟到一小时了呢在迟一点就没酒喝了，她才跟我说表妹和表第都在上面等我上去。妈的！！你不在迟一点才打来跟我讲？啊麦PONG还跟我说五号的WEDDING DINNER才见她们和她们一起喝醉，然后灌醉她们。。。怎样见JEK？？怎样喝JEK？？怎样灌JEK？？哈哈哈。。。不过我也想看看她们醉了的模样呢。。。说不定回狂吻人呢。。。就好想星起六在庆祝妈妈，舅舅和舅母的BIRTHDAY姜。HOH HOH HOH 我五号早上就要上飞机去中国买猪了啦！！真的很想见她们一面呢。我的DI DI就超XUANG的。因为星期六那天妈妈和他一起在婆婆家过夜。妈的他啊。。。还可以去啊麦PONG家和表妹她们一起睡叻。。。还跟她们玩和谈心事到５AM呢。我吃醋了啦！！超不爽的NEH！！我在那里住了那么久都不能上去过夜。汪八蛋啊！！她们六号就要回JOHOR了。那个臭鸡蛋还在我前面说大家一起这个那个。。。还说过一夜不够，应该要多几天才回来比较好。。。妈的！！他一定是不要他的DI DI了想死叻他。。。

【测】你適合單身還是戀愛？你的報復心強嗎?

2009-11-30T12:10:00.009+08:00

你和情人一起在公園裡面騎腳踏車，你覺得哪一個畫面是最美的?

A.情人載你，你站在後座上

B.情人載你，你坐在前座

C.你載情人，情人或坐或站在後面

D.兩人一起騎協力車

E.情人推車，你陪在旁邊散步A.情人載你，你站在後座上

WHICH ONE IS YOU NEH???

解析~

A.情人載你，你站在後座上
談起戀愛總能無憂無慮，所有細節都讓你覺得很甜蜜。戀愛路上很快樂，這類型的人內心深處很單純，沒有心眼，不容易斤斤計較，很容易享受單純戀愛的感覺。...OOOHhhhhhohohoho hen happy can get this result wakakak haiz... ren neh... kai xin jiu hao le ma... >.< collec o not? >.<

B.情人載你，你坐在前座
你在交往時容易往壞處想，有苦往心裡藏。戀愛路上煩惱多於快樂，這類型的人屬於戀愛中的苦情花，比較容易想太多，很容易在愛情中當阿信。

C.你載情人，情人或坐或站在後面
你的感情生活平穩，沒有什麼事情能夠讓你特別快樂或煩惱。戀愛路上不快樂也不煩惱，這類型的人以自我為中心，可以掌握戀愛的溫度和進度，一切都在掌控之中

D.兩人一起騎協力車
你只會記得開心的事情，不會為情所困。戀愛路上快樂多於煩惱，這類型的人自信心超強，而且很容易欣賞對方的優點。

E.情人推車，你陪在旁邊散步
你容易為小事抓狂，拿放大鏡把問題無限擴大。戀愛路上很煩惱，這類型的人很容易挑剔對方的缺點，因為他（她）一談戀愛就是要結婚，因此不容許出半點差錯。

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你的報復心強嗎

如果遇到歹徒入室抢劫，情急之下你会拿起哪件东西来反抗？
A、旗子
B、椅子
C、刀子
D、石头

选择A：善用心机型
　　你是个很懂得用脑筋的人。当有人得罪你时，你不会当场发作，而是暗中等待时间报复，例如揭他隐私、攻他痛处，让对方恨你恨得牙痒痒的，却又莫可奈何。

选择B：直接反击型
　　你的爱恨分明，所以当有人冒犯到你，你的反应也直接，好恶全写在你脸上。如果对方肯道歉便罢，若不道歉又继续不客气的话，你一定让他吃不完兜着走。

选择C：以牙还牙型
　　你很重视朋友，所以心裏容不下对方的背叛与出卖；当被对方伤害时，你“以其人之道，还治其人之身”。你也只会报复一次，以后也不再是朋友。

选择D：借刀杀人型
　你是标準的“狡兔三窟”，当你觉得对方实在不可原谅，想给他点颜色瞧瞧时，你也早已铺好后路，并借刀杀人，把对方卖了还让对方替你算钱，这也是你的本事。
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3.選（洗一洗直接吃）的朋友
對朋友具有影響力的你只有你帶壞朋友的份。
你被朋友帶壞指數零。
→這類型的人個性有歐巴桑的靈魂，
而且還有女魔頭的特質，甚至有黑社會老大的基因，
跟朋友相處的時侯他很具有影響力，
大家會覺得他以後會是一號人物或者是狠角色，
因此不敢得罪他，跟朋友相處時唱歌時或有一些口頭禪，
朋友自然而會被影響O.O

【31号瓶】泉源
你最大的资产就是你的心，透过你的心，你可以将你深层的智能与黄金表达出来。你生活中最大的资产就是大自然，透过大自然，你可以取得源源不绝的智能。
你的困难与挑战：你缺乏自信吗？你害怕让自己的力量完全展现，或许是因为你的力量与很大的怒气夹杂在一块，如果你想要寻找人生舞台，往你的自我价值先开始找起。
你的未来潜能：具有外交能力，与人以心相待，建立良好的团队精神，接受责任，不认为它是负担，反而当成是一种喜悦。yeah i love NATURE....

D、镜中人：豪迈大气的风范

　　你为人豪爽仗义，必要的时候，总是你挺身而出，深得广大同仁的信任，有时不顾形象表现出有些粗鲁的举止，反而愈发提升了你在团体中的威望与亲和力。

　　实体的你：精明会算计

　　你其实根本不在乎别人怎么样，你只在乎自己，那些仗义豪迈，为人出头的举动，不过是为了标榜自己的才能和道德优越感，放长线，钓大鱼，以此获取更多的东西。与神经大条的形象恰恰相反，你实际上心细如丝，懂取舍、知进退，对人诸多算计，总是能够在必要的时候，作出最适当的举动，为自己谋取最长远的利益。

伤心时你的第一种反应...
一遇到伤心的事，你第一个想做的就是暂时的逃避痛苦，因为你不是那时在第一时刻就可以反应的人，所以你必须花很多时间才可以正视出问题的所在，喝酒和其它麻醉的方式，是你会先采用的方法，先减缓伤心对你的杀伤力

朋友最討厭你哪一點3-
分析结果：朋友想唾弃你，因为你太小气了。其实这类型的人，其实你其实赚的也满多的，可是你真的很小气，有的时候很容易斤斤计较，朋友会觉得说，其实你赚得也不差，幹嘛这么小气，偶而也要大方一点请客，让大家觉得说，其实你还满大方的，所以选择这个答案的朋友，虽然不景气，还是要偶而大方一下，请大家吃个饭吃个东西，感觉会好多了。...FANG PI4.....wo small gas???you blind arr??

A型：
您的任性指数60,, 稚气指数90`
您不喜欢自私的人,,旦您常常表现可爱和稚气的1面! >.< HOH HOH HOH aku cute neh???wakakaka

[3号] 「领导」型

这一类型人喜欢主动出击的原因大概是本能中不愿被人命令、约束吧。在职场、日常人际关係中愿意将自己摆在中性的位置。注重承诺、体恤弱者，甚至有时还带有男性性格中的一些色彩——重视义气、伸张正义。尤其在工作中，异性同事很难将你看成具有纤细柔弱特徵的女性，更多的感觉是精明、大气、独挡一面的管理者，敬业工作夥伴。有时你也会「糊涂」一次，为的是给他人更改自己过失的机会，与其当面严厉地指责，不如退一步让迷茫的人看到诚意所在，才能仔细思考并解决问题。lol collec meh??

2009-11-30T12:06:00.002+08:00

lol wo shi...“Ｄ“：美人鱼
　　
　　温柔是你性格中的宝藏。你不喜欢显山露水，情绪容易波动，很在乎周围人的想法
　　和感受。你常为别人的不快乐而焦虑，恨不得立刻去帮助他，因此你的人缘不错。可
　　是当你自己碰到困境时，却常常往坏处想，是悲观的女生，不小心还有习惯性的自怨
　　自艾。在心上人面前你不太会积极主动，只能默默付出，等待对方注意到你。要是有
　　朋友和你喜欢上同一个对象，你可能还会退让成全他们。这样的态度，会让你离幸福
　　越来越远，一定要小心哦！ hen zuen meh???

who is 小红帽 already arr?? hahahaha
　　
　　热情是你性格中的宝藏。生活中虽然会碰到许多困难，但你轻易不会被苦难击倒。
　　你有爱恨分明的个性，最讨厌事情不清不楚，也讨厌拖拖拉拉，做事有冲劲。只要你
　　选对打拼的目标，并坚持下去，成功一定在望。对于中意的男生，你也会主动接近对
　　方，不过胆小男生可能不太敢接受你的热情，开朗大方的男生和你才速配哦！

Today can go po po house NEH!!!>.<

2009-11-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

i 7:45pm only go >.< in uncle car...jam like SHIT!!!!
bcoz tomorrow >.< holiday >.<
becoz i naughty so sms my FRIENDDO again lol hahaha ask whether nak come or not hehehe sorry for disturbing...really...if it causes any...thing >.< "go mi" my dear >.< actually less than 1 hour only but reach there by 9 lol then saw AA XXXXX!!! my god HATE DIA man... because dia is extremely ngan cham....i just get to know that A LOT OF PEOPLE DUN LIKE DIA DE LEH!!! lol because dia in the middle so i din straight away run to the back and wish everybody so ater sms people then only go to the back then get scolded by gor gor becoz din straight away wish all people >..< haiz...now i know someone you dun like hor... will try your way to AVOID saying HI! to them de lol actually i not hate dia la... just TOO NGAM CHAM... all people also cannot tahan dia punya ngam charm de lol
haiz...fine!!!past dy...then haiz...dia NGAM THE SAME!!!FREAKING THING again... FED UP MAN... suan liao... suan liao... then go up lu... hehehe go temple... pray... so many human neh... so many i dun know de >.< hehehe but my dear cousin sister in johor could not make it...how sad?? start to miss her dy...>.<

there got lots of food i want to eat... got starter...main course...and dessert although no red wine hehe but got very tasty de TEH TARIK!!! bagus nya but din drink because...hehehe my dear grandfather made his own teh tarik and all my family member sit around...and CHAT LO... i my house open the door BIG BIG lol macam inviting those theif but NO THEIF dare to come in la of cource although lots of auntie but also got strong man and boy boy arr... hehehe because need to entertain people so i becoma last time de childish de myself>.< me and second brother keep talking ...keep bullshit lol hehe that is US!!! hehehe own family member ma... those cuosin sister long time din see of course must ...bull shit bullshit for awhile to add gan ching ma... hehehe TAN and WONG family ma... dun have Cxxx... family lol how sad?? haiz... really one yi han...HAHAHHAHAHA please dun get mad... please my dear frienddo >.< just kidding my dear...then around 12...haiz.. must leave dy lu... watched tok tok chiang with my grand ma and grand auntie they all lu... and saw lots of stranger face... >.< dun know them although got a few auntie keep call my name = =" i have no idea how they remember my name lol = =" maybe just like what i told you people >.< i am TOO FAMOUS IN MY HOMETOWN wakakaka

haiz... need rush back because hor... going to KL hor... go clubbing lor... so fun!!! I ALSO WANT NEH... wakakkaa after liquor all finish by gor gor de friend then sad lu... need go bath first only can go lol how sad?? but that is manners >.<

Tomorrow morning need to wake up at 8am because gor gor de papa and mama say will go change my FAVOURITE MOVIE 4 me to watch neh!!!how touching...hehehe yuen lai my BIG FAMILY is so...so...so...GOOD!!!really "HOME SWEET HOME"!!!i go singapore that time i will miss all like hell de...>.< so i will go pasar pagi >.< eat breakfast with them >.< NEED TO SLEEP IMMEDIATELY although only studied a little bit of things only

Today almost can go back hometown dy..

2009-11-27T00:30:00.003+08:00

mom dun let me go back in the afternoon T.T she say got "TOK TOK CHIANG" >.< one year only got once de leh.. then all neighbour...and people will all be thee lol all my tadika friend and primary 1 friend will be tehre also lol>..< i want to follow her actually is becoz se say dia sendiri balik kampung neh... aku nak accompany dia tetapi dia nak aku study = =" she knows once i go back cannot study hehehe but i already said i will go upstairs and lock myself de lol ceh... dun trust me... fine le... pass dy hehee >.< no worries i still love you >..<

then....bath at 3:30 and wash face then heard....somebody's de sound... luckily my FRIENDDO say tak mau follow or not JIA LAT NEH... but because hor... the car hor... suddenly hor... lol got 4 human lol then when reach hometown only know got 5 PEOPLE NEH... lol

hehehe second brother and eldest brother also follow mom car le... i stand at the door drying my hair then second gor gor very bad and naughty...look and me and say GO STUDY LA YOU....LOOK LOOK LOOK har...your mama say want you study arr...stand here...hehehehe haiz...get scolded by these few cousins i always wont get angry because i know them well >.< they treat me like their SMALL AND ONLY sister >.< happy to be in this family lol hahaha i am the only girl lol thats why all sayang me but of coz my youngest brother got most LOVE.....how sad???hehehe >.< haiz... got a cousin brother who will give me money go genting and play...WHERE TO GET THIS KIND OF BROTHER JEK?? but of coz he is leo >.< same as me >.< thats y so generous la hehe

2009-11-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 12++ because yesterday...haiz... dun have good sleep and good dream but all dream about all my cousin sister lol MY GOD!!! in their house... forgot do what already ahhaha summore got basketball court and triple story de house neh... all my cousin brother there and my best friend also there = =" ZA DAO!!! hahaha

BACK TO TOPIC!!!
because ade "ORANG"hor... call me and want borrow my notes >.<
then eldest gor gor come le...
and i take the advatage to ask about CHEESE
and i memorize 70% of it dy >.<" satisfied >..< hehehe dun angry neh... i just ask for fun de actually...i think you won't follow de...>.<
if you say want go then i sure SHOCK DAO lol hehe

mom come back and bought some ubat for asthma
she worry my asthma will come back
as she heard got some "asthma" sound ,she knews becoz she is my mom >..< REALLY!!! i just not happy with you WHENEVER TALK ABOUT STUDY >.<
other then that you are the BEST !!! in my heart >.< LOVE YOU...AND PO PO AND...??
but my asthma stop when i was primary or tadika lol
actually i dun remember i got asthma lol
only remember i use my grandfather de thing to spray in my mouth for fun and get scolded and get bitten by you all hehehe>.< sorry for so naughty but i know MEMORISE IS SWEET!!! right??hehehe

2009-11-27T00:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday po po call and ask me wanna go back or not >.<
miss her feel like going back >.<
heard mom say going back noon so i also wan follow but mom keep dun let but i stubborn ma.. hehe yesterday 4am only fall a sleep. 2am on the bed...MA DE... bad brother play computer game the VOLUME... tiao ta lol >.< but i not angry la ...

hehehe this few days my patient higher level dy leh...>.< seems like MORE MATURED already i think is because keep stay at home and think about what happen from primary until college >.< and WOKE UP dy as get scold by people again and again and again and again thi whole month >.<

2009-11-21T12:02:00.001+08:00

随然我不懂我这一次能不能过关。不过昨天我努里了老半天那我总算对的起自已了吧！只是有些遗憾...因为我守不到对自已的说过的诚诺和对不起妈妈罢了！？

2009-11-21T11:49:00.001+08:00

mom de birthday is near de window DY how to celebrate o?? yer... scare and worry neh....after organixze dao not interesting then how??? 25 THIS MONTH LEH.... how ar?? how ar??? how arr??? SOME ONE TELL ME PLEASE@@!!

hoh hoh hoh macam amat correct wo...

2009-11-21T11:34:00.002+08:00

GENTING wa liao bring 200 left 70 WTF man... gila de... sakit hati la... really sakit hati...waste money on friend also not that sakit hati lol i dun like to waste taxi money more then 10 de lol or not will sakit hati lol hahaha mom say dai sei who ask you dun go up the next day?? lol hehee...nevermind le pass dy...most important one is happy and enjoy then enough dy...be a human cannot what also count de or not will suffer de >.< life just need to be fun,happy,enjoy and INTERESTING then all is enough dy of coz must have a bunch of friends la >.<" and my dear mommy >.

lol yesterday presentation...menakutnya...lol after moi present then my turn lol but i forgot ma... gan jiong ma... plus xxxx so hehehe...haiz...pass already then dun think la...>.< future is good one >.< think positive in order to live longer...or not...it would be like me dy...>.<

finish exam dy lu...lol eye tired... brain not functioning dy... T.T tonight hao xiang got dinner leh??mom yesterday keep call call call lol nan dao po po birthday??today meh?? lol dun know lol but mom only call uncle de family and first auntie and second auntie de family wo... din call po po and gong gong also >.<"sweat

02请不要误会狮子　狮子座：阳历7月23日～8月23日
　　　　　　　　　
　　在大多数人眼睛里的狮子座是富有霸气，有点傲气，自尊心特别强的一个星座。不能说狮子的人都是成功者，但是至少狮子希望自己在别人的眼中，是成功者。　　　　　　
　　
　　由于狮子的天性，所以大多的狮子都很爱面子，他们喜欢金光闪闪的东西，喜欢别人表扬和佩服，还有结交朋友的天分。狮子在很多场合都是非常强势的，其实狮子的大多数人，看似没有心机不善于周旋在权利斗争中，但是狮子的心理有一本自己的帐，他们不卷进斗争，是因为他们认为无论谁赢都不会撼动自己的地位。
　　
　　每个星座都有自己的独特的地方，所以没有说绝对的好，和坏，狮子座的人喜欢和没有心机的人交朋友，就是那种为朋友两肋插刀的那种，一旦成了朋友，狮子就把你归为自己人，在他的控制范围内了，那样有时候会给那些人带来困饶，因为觉得狮子太粘，感觉不太对味！！！其实狮子心理明白付出不一定有回报，但是，作为狮子来说，宁愿别人负我，我也决不负人。　　　　　
　　
　　也许看到这里，你会觉得狮子虽然卤莽，自大，但是好象还挺重情谊，可是千万别因为这样，就把狮子呼来吓去，以为狮子一直会包容。狮子重情，但也最决情，真到决情时，你跪下来一哭二闹三上吊，狮子只会笑笑，然后告诉你：这世界上没有谁离开是活不下去。在狮子心里也有一道软肋，柔弱而敏感的神经，让他们在自认为遇到危险的时候，就杨起爪子，竖起毛来准备对抗。在外人看来，你的恋爱好像都是你处于上风吧(尤其女狮，一副唯我独尊的神情)，对方全听你的好不威风，但又有多少人知，其实依赖对方的是你，最害怕失去对方的也是你。　　　　　　　　　
　　狮子是没有具体的原则的，很多人看起来，狮子非常随和，但是其实没有原则是最大的原则，在他们说随便的时候，其实心里有个底线，只是不表露，没有牵扯到底线问题，以前好商量。当狮子在说：你主意吧，我随便的时候，他们心理其实也有了备用的方案，如果你把皮球踢了回来，他们也就拿出备用方案了。...lol...　　
　　
　　狮子座的人经常会有希奇古怪的念头，让人觉得很无厘头，他们想问题的方式往往很直接，所以不太会转弯，这让很多人认为狮子的直爽和没有心机。可是大家想想，这世界上真有没有心机的成熟正常人吗？狮子的没有心机是因为他们觉得没有必要去用这样的手段，狮子表现出来很多幼稚的想法，是因为他们不愿意过多的去想复杂，而不是不能去想。因为狮子非常理想化，一个没有受过污染和社会熏陶的狮子，是那种会在大冬天跑到操场上躺一个晚上看星星的人。所以，踏上复杂的社会以后，狮子只能把这样的愿望和纯洁藏在心里，然后迅速带上假面具，在社会中游走。　　　　　　　　
　　
　　狮子对人的喜厄表现的非常直接，除非是那种不能得罪的人，要不，狮子对朋友就是热情如火，而对敌人，是想法打击不让他有翻身的机会。这和蝎子的报复心不同，狮子会用正大光明的手段，在很多人面前打击你一下。报复完了以后，就早抛到脑后去了，因为他们的事情看上去太多了。当然这个也是狮子的一个性格，就是怕寂寞，怕寂寞不是不能承受寂寞，狮子们是很享受难得的寂寞的，但是在狮子心里装着很多放不下的事情，所以，他们希望他们放不下的人，也能经常关心他，他放不下的事情，总是能够有好的结果。所以，不要让狮子一个人呆在寂寞中脑子乱想，一旦他们思路理清，或者打算放弃，那时候你用十辆牛车都是拉不回来的。　　　　
　　
　　当然，狮子的心是软的，你假装若者，在狮狮们面前一哭，二闹，三可怜，狮狮估计就吃不消了，马上又心软了。谁叫你触动了他们那一点点悲剧情怀呢！！！和狮子座的人做朋友，会是一件很开心的事情，因为对于朋友界定，狮子是很宽泛的，而且为了面子之类的问题，多数时候对于朋友的请求和帮忙也是非常乐意的。所以，交个这样的朋友不错。但能牵拌住狮子的不是感情，是责任。一种与身俱来的责任感。狮子的内心其实是很有悲剧情节的,只是表现出来的确是特别的阳光。huh huh huh >.<

Is this what people call as confusing between your ownself

2009-11-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

is that so??
guess they are right...
i have no point...
i have no dreams...
i am a bird which is on the sky keep flying...
flying flying flying...
and never stop...
maybe i will die one day before i reach or found a place,a dream of mine...
a place which belongs to me...
a dream which i want...
a few people who can .....who can...who can...
"who can??"
...be with me...
...lend me a hand when i am down...
...just...stay beside me...
...every moment...
but...mom told me it is RIDICULOUS!!!
because everyone will have their own family when time goes by...
so...
it will NEVER HAPPEN >.< FINE!!! then no meaning to life some more wasn't it correct??
...people which can accept me for who i am
but i know that time,that day,that moment
is not reaching..
i have ... putus asa...
for every single thing around me...
now is the end of my ....
END...........

I guess i going to show my passion when i watching 2012 lol
>.<" hehehe...
it would be touching,sad,unpredictable......

WHAT SHOULD I DO TO CHANGE MYSELF???

2009-11-14T18:52:00.003+08:00

so many human being gave me plenty of advise and idea...
it seems like easy to hear and easy to talk
but when i want to do it...
it is far then my expectation...

must i suffer like some of them beside me
which had lost their beloved
and they grow matured on certain important things
must i go through that only can be more matured??

always say i am not matured enough??
heh!!!
WHY MUST I FORCE MYSELF TO WHAT YOU ALL WANT??
i live in this world FOR WHO'S GOODS??
for you people??
for god??
T.T.........
3 or 4 days already...
wednesday...
friday...n
saturday...
i am tired...
off all this things which you had given to me...
GOD COULD YOU LEAD ME THE WAY??
i cant find my own way...
I AM LOST!!!

from sperm and ovum until now...
i am just following other people's way...
I think many people also like that...
but i want to have my own way which people accept my way
IS THAT SO DAMN FREAKING DIFFICULT??
is it wrong from not hurting anyone??

Why should i be Leo?? Why Why??
....
must i be so lonely until the day i die??
lonely as in nobody besides and around me...

"Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely"
song of my love....

2009-11-14T17:33:00.002+08:00

asked to make myself organize~~~
or not always use that thing as excuses
then people will complain...
attitude problem?
no responsibility...
hush!!!

study study study...
keep heard this word but i never follow it
because i just watch and watch and watch
lol

Is't so hard to make "a person"
study on its own??
is it really so hard??
is there anyway to push me??
why it must be myself to force myself??
i don't want to force myself but i feel like studying now
but...GRR.....why so many conflicts between my thoughs and body?
why cant they just co-operate on its own?
i don't like to push myself...
i want it to be automatic man...
GOSH!!!
seems like so many things happen on me which people no need to >.<"
because they know how to solve it in a easy way...
was not mine also eay way??
why i make it so difficult??

IS IT THAT HARD TO MAKE CHANGES??
IS IT THAT HARD TO IMPROVE MYSELF??
IS IT THAT HARD TO DO THINGS WHICH I WANT??
IS IT REALLY THAT HARD FOR ME TO REACH MY GOAL??
why life seems so dull for me??
is it because i too stubborn??
AM I THAT STUBBORN like what my dad does??
wasn't i don't look that stubborn as daddy??
lol what is my fate??
can i know it now??
can i make any changes before it is too late??
i don't want to be like this anymore...
this is really...upset
i seems to be suffering...
i mean my eye is suffering...

ALL IS BECAUSE
I AM TOO EMOTIONAL...
TOO PASSION...
is that so??
songs does help to release stress >.<
but it makes me cannot concentrate on my studies = ="
GOSH!!!
forgodsake
please bless me for saying that !!!

WWooww.. what a small cases man... hiuh~~gosh!!!

2009-11-12T15:42:00.005+08:00

I have nothing...Idon't have friends i don;t have family i don't have aset i don't have liability....lol i write this for farks lol...

Just wake up then mkake me cry..want die arr you?
lol heheh 38 mom ar...do you know yesterday when i reach home
i got think about use a knife and kill you arr?? FAN DAO... haiz... I long time din think like that dy lol...last time always imagine kill xxx de hehe of course i won't la... i so good girl WAKKAKAKA....
ask ask ask..why suddenly ask that question jekpeople cery weak in the morning de ma ask so sensitive de question for what jek?? for farks arR? you know what is important for me de ma still ask about this shit morning very weak and sensitive de lol bad mom make me cry for few hours ni mama ar i am not scolding my god ma lol i scolding her invinsible de mama lol i very sayang po po de lol see so many wan tan on the computer table.wang ba dan arr still want to force me studyyou macam know I crying on the bed when we talk about those problem hor?? heheI try to tahan not to cry in front of you dy lol but but but the eye drops.i cannot control la atleast i control my body not to move when my tears drop but you still know i cry haiz..

go lah...go china... I will forsure get h1n1 de..
aiya... cannot also wo... after my parents kena...
i meet up my friends also kena...
haiz...want die also need to care about surrounding mama de
i am such a fool man..

I know you are observant ,I know Iam not
I know you are 100% clever than me
If you want you can just ask me get out of the house
and the next day you gonna see me on newspaper haha...
I will find a high building and jump

If you cant see me again, you will be happier is't?
If you cant see me again,you won't feel so fan is't?
you say only..i straight away go jump now...
fan zhen i don't mind jumping
fan zhen jump dy you no need to fan and i also no need to fan
everybody also no need to fan,entertainment,worry about me
jump only ma,no big deal dying,
fan zhen no need to worry any any anymore
you no need to hear my voice and feel i fan anymore
I would not disturb your life anymore,
is that you will be happier?

You think I want this to happen to me?
I never want...i never want it to happen de
I also hate this things from happening to me
but it really happen..what you want me to do?
do you think i have the ability to change it?
If it is you then you for sure know what to say to avoid this thing from happening but now the problem is.. I am not you OKEY??
what you teach me seems to be right but
i dont have second chance to correct it and make things right...
although i wanna make it goes back
what should i do to make thing goes right?
take the pandora box arr?? 38....
I also cant do like what alex taught me...
do you really think i have the ability to change things?Do you?
I wish to and i want to but i cant becoz i am really useless... all of you always say i am useless..i just admit it man i know i am and i always am...from small until big you guys always also say like that de la... no big deal what...useless ma useless lo if you want i go jump lo then ma won't disturb your family lo...haiz...

whenever you all scold me i try my best not to show black face dy la..thats why i always laugh laugh laugh smile smile smile whenever you people scold me...small that time i show black face SLAP ME... keep slap me... now i show happy face then use saliver to slap me...the now??what you guys want actually?? I AM STUPID okey?? just tell me straight away what you guys wants,what you guys feel,what you guys suddenly sad,why you guys suddenly emo,why.... PLEASE JUST TELL me straight forward man... i am a wood ok... my brain is not working ok?? i don't like guessing...OK?? i am a pure person...in a bad way is I AM A STUPID person i am a brainless Person OK?

so next time i show you all black face better dun slap me because i worry i really cannot control myself go and take a knife and kill you guys man...
do this wrong,do that also wrong EAT SHIT LA you all...
this is HUMAN ..it is correct that jesus send him here to predict what is going to happen...just to punish "human"
which is the world destroyer...

haiz.. that day already told her if 2012 is the end of the world then why not we just enjoy our lifes??why so depreased?why so stressful??why so small gas?? all this is "you all take your own self de"...why cant i just mad like last time?? why must i get stop by everysingle person in my life??why did you people control me?? i am not hurting ANYONE!!!maybe you might think i am hurting myself in the sense that i am not studying properly so i will suffer but it is so enjoying...just like what the book says...study under no stress...now got exam make my mom nervous then make me zzz

feel like turning myself into bad..
being bad very fun??
do bad thing that time fun??
but lonely that time still the same...lonely...

You guys always hurt me,
you guys always make me cry,
you guys are the one always hurt me in a different way which other people wont
hohoho excluding my lover hohoho but i takde lover also hehehe

O.O say about "lover" MY GOD!!!
see what now what mom fan about?me and my brother
yesterday still dare to say next time i will know
i already told you thousand and zero one times
i don't want to fan about relationship
atleast not this kind of situation lo
see yourself,who dare to have a family man
other people dare i also dun dare la...
afterwards fan till i die leh......
you think i stupid de arr
I only like friends
I don't like relationship de...
see now i no need to fan bf and husband also fan till dead dy la
always force me do this and that
i know it is good for me but...
you know i don't like people to force me study
i only like to play
because only play can make me happy
see today i keep crying where got time to have partner jek?
You think i stupid de meh?
yesterday you already talk about divorce with your friend la
now friend with friend and between family also got lots of problems dy la...
where got time to fan about bf jek?
after i cry dao blind dy then not good la
plus that day mr.hor class i saw the board blur blur de..
1000degree is reaching dy man.. can open champagne de lu..
but me and gorgor want "ICE WINE"... "our favourite man"
i saw it in queen of no marriage man MISS IT...
bad h gor gor din buy it back for me and k gor gor BAD BOY!!!
promise dy but din do.. BAD GOR GOR!!!
das ist FANTASTISCH....lol seems to be german errors lol

I very good girl de leh meow meow... >.<

2009-11-11T18:53:00.004+08:00

Gotcha...>.<

白羊座
最水火不容的星座：巨蟹座 you and ping neh
最有默契的星座：水瓶座
最有缘分的星座：狮子座 tengok ni... aku sudah cakap kan...wo men you yuen fen ahahha me and bra bra also got yuen fen wakakaka
最无缘的星座：摩羯座
最佳益友星座：处女座
最佳损友星座：双鱼座

巨蟹座after ping ping see the result sure ... wu yen de lol
最水火不容的星座：天秤座
最有默契的星座：XXX ping ping wanna know??told cha...
最有缘分的星座：天蝎座
最无缘的星座：白羊座 haiz...how SAD?? bra bra T.T"
最佳益友星座：射手座 bianca is good for you hahaha makan tahi la...
最佳损友星座：双子座

狮子座 *daddy*
最水火不容的星座：天蝎座
最有默契的星座：狮子座
最有缘分的星座：*mammy*射手座 with bianca?? SOT DE.... but with my mama le.. >.< thats why we speak like sisters wakakaka except about education de topic la..ma ma de...
最无缘的星座：金牛座
最佳益友星座：摩羯座 omg... yen yen neh...
最佳损友星座：巨蟹座 heh....

天秤座
最水火不容的星座：摩羯座
最有默契的星座：狮子座 haiz... hope so la... now also dun know... haiz...
最有缘分的星座：水瓶座
最无缘的星座：巨蟹座
最佳益友星座：双鱼座
最佳损友星座：处女座

射手座 why no me one??my mama lai de leh??
最水火不容的星座：双鱼座
最有默契的星座：天秤座
最有缘分的星座：白羊座 elvin with biancA hahahhaa SHIT LOR... elvin die lo...
最无缘的星座：处女座
最佳益友星座：金牛座
最佳损友星座：天蝎座

摩羯座
最水火不容的星座：白羊座 yen and meow tak boleh talk meh??they very ngam king de hor meow?
最有默契的星座：天蝎座
最有缘分的星座：金牛座
最无缘的星座：天秤座
最佳益友星座：双子座
最佳损友星座：射手座 ya i also think bianca is bad for yen yen HAHAHAHA

双鱼座
最水火不容的星座：双子座
最有默契的星座：摩羯座
最有缘分的星座：巨蟹座
最无缘的星座：射手座
最佳益友星座：狮子座haiz...i am good for moy lien neh...haiz...im too good...
最佳损友星座：水瓶座

2009-11-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

Nan de i can online at home le...of course must post la... or not will dui bu qi ownself de lol... mom say Joana??or something de is Mass comm de in kdu college de>.< she ask me know who is Gregory Tee or not lol za dao = =" she is coming to talk about bibles but i haven finish my MPW's assignment yet...so later...

haiz... tus\esday fang gor gor de aeroplane lol think about it also...chan qui...hehe

Friday??went college in the morning...wake up 8am then 9am went computer lab. In order to go out with them i must finish my mpw assignment first. luckily i can make up before 11 or not...bye bye lu... >.< then went....mid valley i guess...lol saw a bunch of lier again...although they din cheat me le... kekeke these time all also NO THANK YOU... got one guy say please...jie jie... i was like WTF?? you call me jie jie?? you sot already arr?? where got people call customer jie jie de?? haha

then...go where dy arr?? forgot dy lu...hmm...oh... pc fair saw jie jie then we go watch PHOBIA2... kelvin said he watch until half then run away lol...at first i was like... got so scary meh??very kua zang leh watch until half then go off... haiz... then i feel excited lol if it is so scary then i die die also must watch le... then want buy ticket that time.. some keep say scare le scare le after looking at the trailor...lol i din see the trailor thats why keep wanna watch lol.

I bought the back row because all also agree. it was A&B lol was suppose to be all A de but got 2 people stuck there lol hahaha that 2 people got churst by many of us lol hahaha. then nan de got people belanja ice-cream le... but... i cough... i dun wan myself to be suffuring already because i cough for 3 weeks dy after i get lung cancer how??so too bad le... then got people "PLAN" haha the plan was funny lol took 3A de ticket then go in first then leave B de hahaha then because 3 people also...haiz... so hahaha OMG it was so funny lol the 3 people sit infront hahah was so dam freaking scared lol hahaha the first four story i almost fall a sleep lol BORING sial...lol i was like omg this kind of horror movie you tell me scary?? wtf man damn freaking boring okey??then the fifth one...hehehe IT WAS FUNNY LOL did not expect it to be so stupid lol so entertaining lol so the last story all was so happy lol then go toilet and i saw " MR. GABRIEL" lol omg with one girl dun know who lai de...

then take train and go ...dun know where lai de... eat "nga bou fan" lol Thai style was sucks because it was spicy lol plus i took so much so i keep call liang cha which my auntie say is good for my throat >.<" after eating then we...hahaha send friend back home lol hahah got so scary meh?xD then go ping house for awhile becoz she wants go gor gor de house for a while wo... then... after x minutes she say gor gor will come and fetch me then i go gor gor house and chat with them le... lien luo yi xia gan ching ye hao....

then...saturday...hehehe i set 6am but dad 6:30 wake me up then i go bath le then ALMOST finish bathing my phone ring lol hahaha then faster run out lol "SO COLD MAN.."hahaha i was like...sure is ping call me de...hahahalol haiz... so worry lol scared will...die le.. as my leg twisted until now also haven recover yet lol so charm...

2009-11-05T17:30:00.001+08:00

狮子座
笑
　　科学家告诉我们笑有益健康；它可以促进体内释放内啡肽及其它有积极力量的化学物质。事实上我们并不需要科学家来告诉我们笑会带来良好感觉。笑可以帮助我们减压，还可以打破旧有模式。因此笑可以看做是对大脑的快速充电。
　　尤其是狮子座，开朗的笑是你们乐观积极的商标，多多大笑吧！
hoh hoh hoh = ="

2009-11-05T15:01:00.012+08:00

Today...nothing good...because...leg...seems to be worst than yesterday...tomorrow...if still worst then today then saturday i don't know what to do to xiao mie those fire lol...maybe only choise is...CHONG1 ARR....lol won't patah kaki gua if i mien chiang de run...>.<"

狮子座
最水火不容的星座：天蝎座 who so unlucky??
最有默契的星座：狮子座
最有缘分的星座：射手座 wo de lau bu lai de leh...
最无缘的星座：金牛座
最佳益友星座：摩羯座
最佳"损友"星座：巨蟹座...

第２名：狮子座
狮子座很怕寂寞，因此喜欢往热闹的地方钻或者是人来疯，而且狮子座不管在什么场所交朋友他都很容易对朋友真心相对，狮子座这种很容易上当、很容易受骗及很容易被利用的特性就像一块肥肉吸引很多居心不良的人来占他便宜lol ma de say i am fat meat...hahaha pokai ar...

卖友指数：45％---狮子不善于中伤别人。可是假如你让他在众人面前没面子，那你就要小心，逮到机会他一定会重重地给你还击，让你死得很难看。o.o heh heh heh

狮子座的开心果---巨蟹座
巨蟹座走的是温情路线，而且他很会安慰人，狮子座在不开心的时候不需要人家建议他方法，他最需要的正是像巨蟹座的这种友情安慰，而且通常巨蟹座提出的建议都很中肯，狮子座也很能接受 REALLY???wa...lol ta an wei ren??dia scold me de le...ahhahahahaha jk jk >.< if read already dun angry arr...really kidding ajer...

十二星座"坏"女人排行
1.第一名:水瓶座:水瓶女放浪形骸,行为惊世骇俗,思想大胆奇特,博爱而花心 ,看淡爱情,让无数痴心男人栽倒于石榴裙下, 实在是"坏".第一当之无愧
2.第二名:天蝎座天蝎座的女人是毒药,是致命的毒药,小胆男生勿食,吃后必死;胆大的要学会忠诚,背叛者必死;好色的要练好体力,小心满足不了蝎女.蝎女之害极大,男生小心.如果你足够忠诚,坚强,精力充沛,试试也无妨.
3.第三名:双鱼座双鱼女总是用温柔编织爱情大网,不断捕捉男人,成功率极高,小心啊,不要掉进鱼网哦.
4.第四名:双子座双子女古灵精怪,俏皮可爱,"坏"到骨子里,却让男人欲罢不能,而他们每天都在想,下一个男人是谁呢?
5.第五名:狮子座狮子女大小姐一个,不顺着都不行,每天把你当你奴隶使唤,不把你们气死不行,但还是那么光辉耀眼,不爱都不行.
6.第六名:处女座超爱干净,有洁癖,鸡毛蒜皮她最懂,能搞到你抓狂.
7.第七名:白羊座脾气火爆一点,但是她的小孩脾气令她很可爱.
8.第八名:金牛座整天把账算得比谁都清楚,但是不讨厌.
9.第九名:射手座太花心了,但平时还是很可爱的,豪放女一个.
10.第十名:摩羯座:她们忍得太多了,多好的女人.
11.第十一名:天平座:一切都追求美好的人,再好不过了.
12:第十二名:巨蟹座:好女生好女友好妈妈好妻子 ma de...so good girl meh?? hahaha

獅子座：虛榮
要開這個星座的玩笑，奉勸你記得準備好逃跑的後路，而最容易引誘他們上鉤的手法，就是告訴他們有人暗戀他，這包准會讓他樂上一整天。至於如何結束這個玩笑，可就得看你們的功力了！....

十二星座的悲伤写在哪里？
笑容里
代表星座：白羊座狮子座
有谁不喜欢快乐的人，又有谁能轻易的认同他们的悲伤，记得梁静茹有句歌词，“我的声音在笑，泪在飙，电话那头的你可知道。”或者，羊儿和狮子，有的便是这样数不尽的经历，知道的扼腕，不知道的便根本不知道发生了什么。
想哭的时候，却莫名忽然笑了，有的时候，悲伤和失望不仅仅只有一种形式。他们如同站在地球的一个小角落，一次次地擦干泪水和汗水，只为了明天能够依旧有甜美的微笑，即使累过，疲惫过，放弃过，哭泣过，想离开过，逃避过，但最后依然还在原来的地方，像最虔诚的教徒，守护和敬仰着最美的梦。用笑容祭奠悲伤。

最得老公疼的星座：牡羊座、金牛座、狮子座、射手座
牡羊座无怨无悔的付出，而且恩威并施，所以会得到老公的敬重；金牛座的人眼裡只有老公，她只在意老公，所以為什麼不得婆婆疼？是因為為了老公，婆婆的话她也不见得会听，有了爱情，金牛座工作就摆第二，自然不得上司疼了；狮子座还满懂得男人心，她们有一点公主的心态，有点小刁蛮，这都能牵动男人的心；射手座因為她性格上很小女人，她会黏在老公的身边撒娇，就会让男生很有成就感 wakakakaka....

2009-11-02T21:04:00.003+08:00

笑死人的12星座

白羊座

妈妈经常叮嘱羊羊：“穿裙子时不可以荡秋千；不然，会被小男生看到里面的小内裤哦！”

有一天，羊羊高兴地对妈妈说：“今天我和小明比赛荡秋千，我赢了！”

妈妈生气地说：“不是告诉过你吗？穿裙子时不要荡秋千！”

羊羊骄傲地说：“可是我好聪明哦！我把里面的小内裤脱掉了，这样他就看不到我的小内裤了！”

（勇敢直率、敢做敢为的白羊）

巨蟹座

公车上，蟹蟹说：“今晚我要和妈妈睡！”

妈妈问道：“你将来娶了媳妇也和妈妈睡阿？”

蟹蟹不假思索：“嗯！”

妈妈又问：“那你媳妇怎么办？”

蟹蟹想了半天，说：“好办，让她跟爸爸睡！”

妈妈：“！＠＃＄％︿＆＊（……—”

再看爸爸，已经热泪盈眶啦！

（恋母情结、依恋的巨蟹）

狮子座

狮狮去参加奶奶的寿宴。到了吃寿包的时候，狮狮问：“我们为什么要吃这种像屁股的寿包？”

众人听了脸色大变。

接著狮狮拨开寿包，看看里面的豆沙，说：“奶奶，快看！里面还有大便！”

众人晕的晕，吐的吐。

（以自我感受、不怕旁人眼光的骄傲的狮子）

2009-10-28T18:17:00.002+08:00

Today is practical exam for service. Few weeks go asked teng pig and apple come connexion and eat so i can serve them and play but then because mr.raja said that conference people will come and have lunch so i was like SHIT man. but he seems to be not too sure yet so i did not inform them first le then really forgot to inform them already lol. sorry dude. i not purposely dun want tell you de lol. sorry dude.

Back to topic.yesterday 2am only sleep because i did one or two esseys then start to memorize some recipe but nothing goes in.so fine. then today morning on the way to college i keep memorize and at last dessert is so easy then follow by the pototoes le. after finish setting up the table,mr.don look at me and jason and ask us go to kitchen lol. i though i did something wrong manakala.hahaha he ask me what we serving how to do main course,dessert and starter lol.the funny part is he ask me how to do mushroom soup but i hahaha i answer something foolish but i sure get B for product knowledge de.not lan si but i am being confidence wakakaka like the story that i stated in the pdp assignment lol OH MY GOD say until pdp i wanna go jump liao. FCUK WEI...ok chill

so the servise was mess up because of the guest did not want me to serve in order but luckily mr.don know our ku chong so i will pass >.< just hope to get better result so i no need to worry about final >.< God bless me "Amen"

2009-10-28T17:37:00.003+08:00

yesterday, hehehe...also quite memorable de lol hahaha
after german...play games in computer labw iwth kin lam ailing leslie and...melissa hehehe then 11:30 lol hahaha ping hen hao xiao de call me and say wei...12 that time go find phooi kuan arr...blah blah blah hahaha....she too gan jiong already lol hahaha then make me also nervous although i am the guest lol.feel like make her but people exam lol so i din lol

at first i keep laugh lol don't know why i just feel funny lol...hahah she suddenly say DUN LAUGH... hahahaa make me worst lol hahaha...then eat and chat with phooi kuan and her friend lol but...accident happen...hahahaha my spoon and knife....keep...hahahhaha damn funny lol and dam...zhi zhe lol it was an accident...really lol... i swear dude.... it was...an accident lol but mr.raja wont minus your marks de la... hehehe god bless you lol hehehe mr.raja also din say you fail...xD lol mr.raja come beside me and look at me and i laugh some more lol and he say why keep laugh?then i laugh some more lol CHI JOR SIN lol ahhaha i also dun want de lol hehehe... when the thing drop....mr.raja look at me... why so gan jiong??face also red already lol i laugh some more lol hahaha just feel funny lol ahhaha

then after eating...go see ms.gan and go see bianca then dun know did what already then saw kian boon on the way to ping house then poh yee come ping house then wait for teng then call him then teng ffk...she dead de le...then...then...then...go my house and almost 6pm he call and fetch us loh

Memorable night at>.<

2009-10-26T20:14:00.003+08:00

after dance....dance...ping ask me faster go off lu...because run out of time lol too late already...hehehe man that night was a GREAT GREAT night man... i did not expect it to be so damn freaking fun....with them....they are stupid...silly... funny hahahaha i really pity him lol... hahaha gang raped hahahaha ke lien de nan ren ahhahaha but happy birthday to him le...all drink a lot lol but because of my voice so i keep drink tea and only drink little bit of beer...but ping drink alot lol...

"they"also drink alot lol gosh....some of them face damn red lol... hahahanext time...if got chance....join again...hehehe.... it is memorable man....we play until mid night lol hehehe fetch them back...lol take care of 2 abit drunk de people hehehe....you know who you are la...kekeke some kena .... force to drink lol except me...wakakakak people force i also dun drink hehehe because saw someone drink so much... i really dun want myself to drunk also lol...safety come first hehehe....get scolded by my auntie because she say i dun know how to drink lol = =" how sad?? reach home then take out contact lens and remove make up lol... ping...hahahashe so tired...sleep lol memang pig...hahaha

it is really memorable lol... he is funny lol... hahaha drunk already still say himself not drunk yet...hahaha but dance there...hahaha he say drunk abit the head will follow the music shake de lol hahaha so funny man and someone drunk until...walk also no energy to walk lol need me to bring her out and rest for awhile lol so tired la... wear 3ince de high heels and dance... my god... 2inces still ok lol... REALLY MEMORABLE night lol

2009-10-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

Tuesday went swimming...hehehe maybe going to swim tomorrow...is it??lol i also not sure... last monday...yen mei elvin and me wait at LCT de computer there until 3:30 then they 3 go back home lol then left me play quiz until 4:30 got no plan so too bad... go ping house and do assignment but...hehehe we bully him lol hahaha BANANA....i ate durian at her house lol but only 1....piece ma de ar... durian so pro lol kill me straight away lol sore throat already lol

during prom night...thursday... all come my house and blur hair... yer... mom burn my hear de skin lol after i su her lol hehehe then hehehe imma wear contact lens leh... wa liao dam funny lol from 2:30 until 4pm lol ping also fed up ahhahaa i also fed up lol then go clinic lol we 2 walk from 1u de entrance to clinic...my god... all... look at us like we are....lol shy shy...hahahaha then .... go le meriden lol i drink half cup of syrup and .... after a while... i talk... i lost my voice lol MY GOD... not totally lost la... but become guy de voice already lol ahhahaha

we din get lucky draw lol hahaha ping so up sad lol then the shark fin...YARK.... got vinegar smell i mean taste YUK... i drink until half then... cannot tahan liao lol... ping was like... lol 130 and you...you...you...haiz... ahhahaha

after a while...hehehe the prom night...macam night club lol my god totally like clubbing... ceh unexpected lol my god then ma dance for a while lol took lots of picture with lecturer lol hehehe....

weekends

2009-10-19T10:57:00.008+08:00

Again...i forgot what i suppose to type out lol...

Saturday...
HOH HOH HOH ...
morning...sms ping lo...and kena scold lo..because...hehehe bad habits... but not my fault la okey..it is because auntie mee jee say 12:30 reach but 12:45 only reach because she rush back from sepang leh...what can i do??lol then mom ask her to eat eat until 1:00 lol GO MI >.<" and...i left my chicken rice at home lol but yeaterday i reach home the chicken rice already hilang wo.. OH i know liao... because i 10pm reach home but mom 2pm reach home so she throw it away liao ba...

that night...huh huh huh Jane jie jie get third leh...after the thing end me and ping run down and take photo...hehehe...and get talented award lol WOO... dua award lol...did not wasted the money that we sms her lol... kekeke her talent...hahaa quite what what de lol hahaha... don't know did they pai dao wo men or not lol hehe after we can see ourself in astro then...AAAAHHHHHH lol >.<''lol they ask us to off our hand phone lol because those wire...will get interupt so better off lu...make me break that time only on once lolwe scream lol hehehe but something left out...because we don't have the pit pit pit...don't know call what le...

then...at first mom tell me i can sleep at genting hotel...GENTING hotel leh....ping say expensive than highland de leh... waa...so happy so ma ask ping ping come and sleep together lu...hehehe manakala.....HOW SAD hor ping??wasted...hehehe someone was unhappy with something because of certain people lol haiz... fan dao xi lol that time...

second day"sunday"...9something wake up...don't know is ping or auntie mee jee wake me up de lol then ma rush to the other hotel to bath and xxx lu...then then then???what already arr??sit car...go kl central...go...???whatever then see bai chuen nue wang le... HOH HOH HOH keep heard jing ru de song le...ping and elvin and jackie keep stand at lobby lol hahaha me and kin lam keep walk walk walk then kelvin and dickson but after awhile they wanna go time square but i wanna see leng lui and leng zai leh...so i ma stand and zi zi zi....squiz in the middle lol. the girl don't know call what shang wu shuang very leng lui lol they still say she old??mana old lol their eye sure blind = =" yer...something very sad...is...they throw those thing at rechts und links und hinten lol how about vorns??so bad leh...plus...someone forgot to bring camera...hehehe sorry dude>.<"then after all we gotime square and...hehehe i persuade someone bought something lol hehehe...got people keep xin thong lol...haiz... bought something which you think looks really good should be happy de ma....manakala...haiz... xD all also like that hahaha except me... WAKAKAKAKA kelvin very funny lol should say 38??or just funny lol

until 9pm gua...mom fetch me and ping go WAN YOU and we walk almost THE WHOLE dam thing between 1hour i think right ping?? lol

很累

2009-10-15T11:31:00.002+08:00

很累很累非常非常非常累累...不知道为什么，只是很累...haiz...人生ma...

由于周六的计划都是这么de...fan ren but all past already...all settle,I GUESS...

这几天不断思考舞会罗...等不到这一天...

舞会后，嘿嘿嘿,也许他们可以留在我的家里过夜？？嘿嘿嘿,

加上星期六...嘿嘿嘿，我有重要的做lol 我会跟你在那里见面 ,我亲爱的JJ >.<

加上星期六也许我可以得到我的隐形眼镜leh...

当然，如果我的父亲同意或让母亲帮助我解决.但机会并不大...伤心...

was planning after lunch go ping house to sleep then after college stay back at computer lab and do mpw de lol...now...haiz...too late...go her house and sleep??or finish that stupid assignment first then tomorrow only go her house and sleep??fcuk lol...hate to choose wei... last week...MY GOD...the assignment...zzz fcuk man... and the kitchen's form...mahai arr...i do until DAMN tired DAMN stress DAMN unhappy DAMN dissapointed man...but atlast i still finish it already...GOD BLESS ME >.< but now...mpw...theory...and accomdation only this 3 is the one who kills me...other...i 100% will get over it...

ok...i hate to use chinese to type man...barger ar....mahai ar... keep wait for translation plus the translation keep translate something not logic de lol... sohai lai de lol mfg...because don't have things straight away translate to chinese man...

fcuk myself lol stay at lab...tilll now... WHAT SHIT ALSO HAVEN COME OUT... fcuker ar... sohai lai de lol me ini ar...haiz...today go her house then tomorrow do assignment or today do assignment and tomorrow go her house and sleep gao gao lat??come on...asshole... choose one man...barger betul lah....

2009-10-08T21:13:00.001+08:00

With Your Thoughts <3

You lie inside your head. Your thoughts confuse you, and you would rather be anyone else than yourself. You convince yourself of things that aren't true. You might think you are ugly, stupid, mean, or annoying, when you are actually none of those things. You constantly put yourself down and convince yourself that you don't deserve anything good. You don't hear compliments and when people give you one, you deny it. You give others the compliments you wish you could give yourself, but when you think of who you are, only the negative comes to mind. It is possible you are paranoid about what others are saying about you behind your back, or are trying to match yourself to an impossible standard. There might have been someone in your life who put you down so much you actually started to believe it. Trust me, if you think you are a bad person, you most likely aren't. Bad people think they are good, otherwise they wouldn't be as mean.You lie because you mistake it for the truth. When others tell you positive things about yourself, you often just believe they are lying to make you feel better. In actuality, they are telling the truth and you are lying to yourself. Your weakness are the people who don't openly compliment you, but truly believe you are amazing anyway. Their compliments are along the lines of "You make me feel happy" or "You are my everything." A lot of people find these cheesy, but these are the compliments that allow you to feel good about yourself for who you are. When people tell you good things about themselves and tell you it's all because of you, the dark lies you tell yourself seem to float away.

lol it seems like the way i think is really same as what it says lol... pro la....people who create this quiz...so zuen de.....lol in secondary that time i always like that de lol... but now... don't know??

oh boy....i do think i am stupid from small until big because my auntie scold me STUPID from small until big.... >.< i do think i am annoying...because i always talk rubbish at the wrong situation that my friends and mom says. ugly ma... i don't think i am pretty,i don't think i am beautiful,i don't think i am elegant and i don't think i am ugly. i think i am 9/10 normal and 1/10 ugly because i am not the perfect one...
can say i am a person WITHOUT CONFIDENCE but i really think i am not good enough la....

Like it.....quiet accurate but compair to last time...i am more like a LEO than now...because...

2009-10-08T20:45:00.005+08:00

Read it... or Leave it...

Leo Astrology July 23 - August 22

Leo Strength Keywords:
- Confident
- Ambitious
- Generous
- Loyal
- Encouraging

Leo Weakness Keywords:
- Pretentious
- Domineering
- Melodramatic
- Stubborn
- Vain

Leo and Independence:
Leo is very independent but they need something to control and someone to admire them and appreciate them. They are fully capable of being greatly successful on their own but they are much happier if they have an audience and a following of people who look up to them. They would prefer not be alone.

Leo and Friendship:
People are attracted to Leo's zest for life and their warm spirit. They have the ability to lift up one's spirits and provide encouragement when times are rough. Their enthusiasm attracts people, Leos are social butterflies, not because they want to be but because people always naturally gravitate and surround the Leo. Leos are very difficult people to not like, they are usually fairly balanced, realistic people. They never dwell on the past and they will think you are strange if you do. Some Leos might be too caught up in themselves and be very self-centered but they are never too self-absorbed to help anyone who needs it. They pamper their friends and treat them well. A Leo is the ultimate friend. They do not hold a grudge and they are very forgiving. They have respect and understanding of people's differences. oh...do i??

Leo and Business:
Business dealings are easy and successful for Leo, if they are in command and control. This can cause conflict in the workplace should the Leo not be in a position of superiority, but they usually get there eventually thanks to their powerful drive to succeed, in other words, they are excellent leaders because this is their kingdom they have to control, and they do it well. Leo has an amazing ability to get along with people and they work best in a group as opposed to alone. They can be very diplomatic in a group setting and can delegate people well, however Leo will not take orders. They need to give orders but with their enthusiasm and cheerfulness, other people do not have a problem taking orders from a Leo because they are never condescending and they treat others with respect and equality. Leos are full of drama, flair and extravagance and this reflects in the business world. They make an impact, they make a difference in the workplace and help to keep the parts moving in sync and iron out any problems before they arise. If the business fails, that means that Leo fails and they are extremely determined not to fail. Leo is the most extravagant sender of all astrology signs. They will not over do it but they will surround themselves with luxury as much as possible. They will never settle for second best.

Leo Temperament:
Leo loves the new and extraordinary, they despise dull, regular routines and if this is what they are faced with, they will simply create their own drama and excitement. This makes Leo prone to stir up a situation out of nowhere just for something to keep their vivacious temperament satisfied. Leo has an amazing ability to bounce back from any feelings of despair or unfortunate events. They do not like to be unhappy, it hurts their pride so they will take matters into their own hands and make things right again. Leos could come into conflict with other powerhouse type of people who will not take orders and not give an inch, Leos will not budge their opinion, they will understand and accept opinions of others but they do not take well to people to try to impose their beliefs on them. Leo most often have the temperament of a demanding, spoiled child but this is only shown if someone steps on the boundaries of their kingdom. They react this way because of their territoriality.

Leo Deep Inside:
Leos are extremely sensitive but they hide that very well. Leos love praise and flattery, their egos demand respect and adoration. Leo is all about pride. This can cause them to be self-centered but the warmth of the Leo heart keeps it under control. If Leo's audience (otherwise known as their friends) do not provide the needed appreciation, Leo is too proud to ask for it and they will suffer a hurt ego, but no one will ever know and they will suffer in silence. The secret of the Leo is that they need to be needed. yeah...i need to be needed by friends >.<

Leo in a Nutshell:
Leo is the lion, this well suited symbol represents Leo very well. They possess a kingdom which they protest and cherish. The are high esteemed, honorable and very devoted to themselves in particular! The kingdom could be anything from work to home to a partner, whatever it is, you rule it. Leo is always center stage and full of flair, they enjoy basking in the spotlight. A Leo always makes their presence known. Leo are full of energy that acts like a magnet for other people. Others are attracted to Leo's wit, charm, and what they have to say for they speak of things grand and very interesting. Leo will never settle for second best. They want only the best which can cause lavish excessive spending habits as they enjoy their life of luxury, which is all to easily justified by the grand and magnificent Leo! Public image is very important to Leo, with luxurious possessions and ways of life, this keeps the public image in high standing. They will do whatever it takes to protect their own reputation. Leos are very generous, kind and openhearted people. If a Leo is crossed, they will strike back with force but they are not one to hold a grudge, they easily forgive, forget and move on.(yeah...thats why people always scold me idiots as i always forget stuff.that was just not what i want dude...) Leos are always trying to make things right in the world, they have larger then life emotions and they need to feel like they have accomplished something at the end of the day. They react to situations with action instead of sitting back and thinking about it, they are not impulsive however because they look at the future and consider consequences of their actions.

2009-10-08T12:11:00.001+08:00

接收讯息和传达讯息时都优先使用感性为主的右脑

如果你是女生：
性格：直觉行事的侠女：热血又充满个人魅力，会突然失控大笑或大哭，但都是出自真心，因此颇受朋友喜欢，最明显的就是购买东西完全凭感觉，就算不实用或已有相同款式还是想买！
恋爱：单纯的爱情至上者：以自己心理的感觉为主，不会参考对方或客观因素来决定自己下一步举动，若对对方很有好感，一整天就像春暖花开，如果对方疑似劈腿，也会惊天动地大哭一场，但也很容易变心！

Mom and Watch

2009-10-05T01:43:00.004+08:00

Oh, ya...just remember something very important...yesterday night...after mom fetch me home...I told her lots of things which means... i were bullshitting again...hehehe i have to much shits to shit sorry...if my mouth don't shit then i am a piece of shit... i told mom what happen in college...what happen at one utama...and my mom agree with what i think...and i going to tell someone which is give some advide...about something which i had ask ALL my secondary friends' opinion...of course i din ask straight forward... i got drive a car and make a BIG U-turn la... hehehe...i mature a bit again liao...all is because of EVERYDAY...EVERY MOMENT every friend that teach me and show me EVERY SINGLE thing that happen beside me...is a good example...is a good..."thing" i will know more people in the futre and i will grow up with more knowledge about LIFE...and ok back to topic.
my mom show me a watch...my mom say not very nice..then i wear it..and i likethe structure of thewatch...it is just like the one i bought at SWATCH but it sudah hilang in my home town because stolen by some moron. so i ask mom to give me as my 18th birthday lol...hehee guess what?? it cost 850 man....my swatch cost 200 only le... WAAKAKAKA first time get something so expensive... and i gave mom lots of example things that happen beside me...and i told her what i think about it and she teach me what is wrong and right >.<>.<>.< i won't feel embrasse if people do and wear same thing with me lol... i think i should be proud as my taste is not bad lol...i don't understand why some people de face really that THICK LOL just like those drama lol...haiz...

with my friends

2009-10-05T01:06:00.003+08:00

My eye damn freaking tired man...tomorrow gonna pass up kitchen stuff now is already 1am...
haiz... last week...that whole week...i din have enough sleep. TOTALLY DON'T HAVE enough sleep.this weekend also same...haiz....rushing for all this xx thingi...zzzz haiz... life suckx man...

Thursday~my friend birthday actually i was not planning to join them because it was held at 10:30 i forsure cannot make it de...and so...i stay back at computer lab to do finish kitchen practical stuff or not my group all cannot go for exam.as ping need recipe from ms.gan so i suen bien give her lo...was going to give her a surprise de but i guess she was sleeping so dun kacau her le.. but suddenly got people call lol...= ="then ping say all waiting down there then i suddenly feel like gng...then go le...hehehe...that night me,ping and pei keep....haiz...ate egg kosong lol hahaha...but it is happy to be with them lol... with them...my heart and brain just tell me to be myself lol...as they know me so long...they don't mind me to laugh like mad girl lol..huh huh huh...but KK was the one who makes me and su mei to laugh until throat pain lol kekeke....be with them...they won't think i am embarrassing them so..."much" and being with them...no stress...no need to care so much about what those shits thinks of me. actually that day... we saw.. JAY CHOW...WOW SHOCK LEH?? JAY CHOW LEH... waakakakakakka damn funny lol everythings was SO DAMN FREAKING good man...

then lantern night...hehehe....quite fun man... that morning ... i slept at x and wake up at 12:30 then i was like SHIT MAN... they say 1pm wait at one utama but 1:30 also can. so i faster go bath and at last 1:30 i reach old wing lu...when we having lunch jason tan join us lol...hahaha he and my dear girl keep argue lol i think she does not like him that much but suddenly... hen you muo qi wo... HAHAHAHA that night was stupid and funny hahaha actually not very stupid la...then we walk whole still cannot get a sport shoe for her... but never mind.. my advise is buy a shoe...if you are not rushing then take time to buy one that is your taste and you really LOVES it then that is worthy la... FOR ME LA...

then we went to...don';t know what place... looks like bar...looks like restaurant lol everyone says the food was BAD and i eat until almost vomit lol my god...then go sendi park and we go find ping ping le....wa...her dog...very hyper lol... keep wow...wow...wow...hahaha then we walk around her house le....then ping need go other place then all say BYE bye la of course...hehehe... too bad she only join us for awhile. until half we suddenly remember...we forgot to call one person out...but it was too late...plus i think that person got ...own plan with own friends ba...never mind le... next time ba... tired

i think i know in future i should have friend with what kind of personality... hehehe...of course is...wan de qi de la...as i really love to play.... huh huh huh this gonna be very important. but my feeling tell me...tong chang wan de qi de ren...dou hen bu shi he.. be my very close buddy and brothers wo... lol if want wan de qi de ren...then most probably is guy liao lo??haiz...if girls then...heh heh heh...i know what to play already man... wakakaka

2009-09-30T19:41:00.002+08:00

These few days...i keep don't get to sleep well...actually not cannot get to sleep well. is i dont have enough time for me to sleep.tomorrow need to pass up pdp...the day after need to pass up the form and finish e-forum... my god... hope my mpw will pass in this semester...

In A'famosa i sleep at 3 am and wakes up at morning because some naughty dong dong purposely wakes me up for fun lol naughty dao......
at home i sleep at 4am and wakes up at 8am for class...where got enough sleep???
the day before i sleep at 6:30 at wakes up at 7:50 and almost late for german but actually i late already...

yesterday i do the board and print market list i 3am only sleep...

i think to night i 2am only sleep gua...

Life suckx....

seriously...i am damn tired... damn freaking tired.... this fcuking air-con... makes my nose pain my eye painful and i feel damn freaking cold... computer lab's air con sux because too cold asshole

2009-09-28T17:08:00.006+08:00

itu ma...wanna write blog but no time...because ping just finish kitchen class already so...suan liao le...after she wait until angry how???lol kekeke
today going to have many things to do...haiz...doing to be a long day... i think don't do until midnight also wont finish the work le...my god... hope i can make it le... the decoration board,pdp assignment maybe do later le....and....e-forum

"EDIT"
hiuh~

called meow ask her wanna come or not but she so tired so dun wan go le...

at first i heard ms.gan maybe not going to class then i heard ms.gan got someother thing to do so will not be in the kitchen whole day. Then ping is going to incharge of chef and ask them to do stuff lo...sure die de lol...because i think some people no limit de plus they don't know where is the limit so sure got something happen de...so i decide to stay back le...but actually i already plan to stayback de la...i want go help because i thought there will be less people plus i love to help friend in kitchen because i think it is FUN.I know ping dun like people play in kitchen de lol... i scolded by her before...hehehe so the conclusion is she really dun let me go in.so nevermind le...
Then i in computer lab with kin lam and moy lien,lie mei and yen yen lol the air con damn cold lol. we all play F2F lol i long time din play properly so all also wants to raise their prize lol...if i have enough budget i will de...hehehe...after a while i go down and want to go in and have a look see whether everything goes smooth.but i saw people having class infront so cannot go in. then i look from outisde le...saw a guy seems like it is lecturer. as a lecturer is inside then i guess everything gonna run smooth so no need to worry already le...
but then din expect it used up more then 3hours to do a prep. it means there must be something happen thats why so late lol. if ms.gan there only need 1-2hours for prep de lol.
ping call and her voice is weird...i though i was too sensitive or maybe she is just tired.then i made a silly move and ping say i wu liao...and she laugh lol hahaha hehehe...silly can make people laugh de ma... >.< hehehe...although she is my nieghbour but i still call her. after that she say she is tired then i though we still talking through the phone...manakala...hehehe...

haiz...she tired....i also tired la... ifew days din sleep properly already le...eat ice cream can make people got energy so she say should buy 1 more lol = ="fat fat er...

ade bayi di rumahnya er...siapa punya wa???hehehe.....her.........one.....hahaha her cousins one lol

2009-09-24T02:28:00.008+08:00

.....The relationship was not that smooth as i expected before.....
.....Would it be forever like this??? :=(maybe is :_( lol it is over already...
.....If it grow better also cannot be like olden days.....although not very old >.<
.....Haiz.....
.....It is over.....
.....Is too late.....
.....Is too late to apologize.....Is too late.....hahaa
.....Is too late to say sorry
.....Is too late.....

.....If I din join.....
.....If I din.....
.....If that din happen.....

.....What if.....xxx din join???
.....What if.....xxx din start the conversation???
.....What if.....xxx din join???
.....What if i go to xxx???
.....What if.....

There is no such a thing call as "Regret"
There is no such a thing call as "Second Chance"
There is no such a thing call as "Too Late... "
There is no such a thing call as "What If... "

If everything is done...
That means it's done...

Don't regret for every single thing that you had done...
Don't regret for every single thing that you had decided...

You won't get a Second chance for the thing you had done...
You won't be forgive what if you had done something wrongly...

All would be just too late...

Next Montag und Donnersday-Samstag

2009-09-20T04:23:00.005+08:00

"Mon tag" mom told me that we are going back to nilai to visit po po and gong gong with bra bra,mama,auntie mee jee, my aunt, eldest brother and second brother there parents hehe 2cars start journey at...at...at...11Uhr??10Uhr??9Uhr??8Uhr?? lol mom say i sot de... 8Uhr...Schlafe Sie...so bad lol then what for she say morning??lol za dao lol..should be Nachmittag ba...not staying overnight ba... i gonna eat kaya pao there lol heheh my favourite kaya pao man...

Than mom says next Donner stag gehe to A'Famosa and mom invite ping de family also lol oh ya...and...hehehe someone "if go then we can go eat nyonya food le....and...there will be a GOoD SHOW showing in the bungalow but only valid for few of us to watch...WAKAKAKA even my parents are not included...hehehe...i very CHI DAI le... how arr??? got a bit scare scare neh...hahaha how arr??worry it will fail lol...hmm...god bless XX le....wakakakak"but not sure who will be going also...actually mom also say lent one more bungalow for my college friend to stay de..but like all also not free then fine....so mom just cancel the bungalow...mom prepared enough food for few of us who is going to stay overnight.hope we wont get not enough food.those food is for us de supper lol if not enough...someone gonna die man...mom also ask me and ping to invite meow meow,piggie,sotong,durian,moi moi to go de...told meow before and she says she and A going melaka so maybe will come and visit us for awhile as they having their own journey...aiya... anything la...

Saturday nothing special...just that...

2009-09-20T04:09:00.003+08:00

some uncle came to my house then goes off in the afternoon.Then just to inform some one that he and his brother came to my house at the evening and he sit beside and watch miss astro lol as my cousin sister is inside...wakakakaka...i like her hair because it makes her look more pretty and got one girl speak so fluency make me so jealous.because only a few speak REALY well and she is the only one that can speak 98% without stop in a sentence lol SO PRO MAN...admire her lol...his brother keep say how bad is those girls lol but me and him keep discussing which one look pretty and which one looks not so pretty.we laugh like hell lol his brother keep say people this one not good that one not good...even the judgement also criticise by him... my god...he must be mad with the judges.He stay until...forgot what time...but his brother leave after 1 hour lol.watched the drug addict de movie with him lol.although i watch before already but he seems like interested in it and mom having conversation with him so just watch lor.. as ping and meow de "leng zai"is on tv...hehehe then his friend keep call him out yam cha la...atlast got people no car need people to fetch so...hehehe...

he very funny lol but actually is my mom funny lol....he was explaining to my mom about drugs got how many kind and which one is the worst then my mom suddenly take the sharp sharp thing and put the dustbin infront of him then he faster hide his hand and say NO!!!!nononono lol i was like WHAT IS HAPPENING?? then mom say come... give me your hand... IT IS TOO LONG.... lol hahaha finger too long??hahaha then they keep argue and my mom was so funny lol until i feel she is cute hahahaha i laugh at him there then mom say okey dun cut hand then cut leg...hahaha then i laugh until stomach pain lol then his leg keep moving here and there lol hahaha he beg my mom lol hahaha at last i gave them a good suggestion and was accepted hahaha...this happy arguement always happen lol. this arguement always makes people laugh till stomach edge de... next time i must record it and show someone hahaha

2009-09-20T03:47:00.002+08:00

lol leg so pain that day lol. because went for hill climbing then the next day go repair bicycle manakala ban down for.....1hour also got i guess....then hehehe very scary lol i stand at the back for the bicycle and jie jie fetch me from mega to dj lol then go syed abu makan hahaha got people become wet chicken lol hahaha and very cold lol keep use sharp eye look at me....hehehe... not my fault lol is jie jie suddenly say wanna go makan de then i use jie jie de phone to call people manakala....keep press keep cannot call... geksei me lol hahaha sorry about that lol hahaha i am stupid hehehe...

at night play polish bicycle la...i very hard working leh...help people polish...hu hu hu~~~ i though friday can play wash car and moto bite de...manakala....forgot why din do that already lol...

friday counted as had lunch with elvin and lie mei de...lol elvin talk de slang...very china...hahaha yen yen dun wan come out and eat lol lie mei waiting for mom so i da bao and eat lol ping de mom cook food already..then after awhile i went to ping house and play my psp then 3pm got people wanna kick me out of the house...hahaha then ping cycle accompany me to college to take money la...then go eat cendol then saw someone de "leng zai"wo...sorry i din notice him that much lol i thought he is fat fat de...you know right...me this kind of people hor...don't observe friend de...don't look for leng zai and leng lui de...so not observant...hahaha i know la...gonna say excuse...SAD...when eating cendol saw mr.raja lol hahaha...don't know we eat cendol is wait for someone to come or really eat de lol hahaha...then cycle back le...actually wanna go back college and take back those stuff de as ping say until so scary but then...i din bring my locker key and two of us also din bring handphone out lol...hehehe then go back...auntie warn me to take back the chicken leg and mushroom that cooked by her and for me lol >.<"thank you auntie...the chicken leg and mushroom very tasty lol my mom and daddy also say nice lol hehehe....
slept without knowing then some one wake me up lol....and had dinner there lol then after dinner ping go sleep then i online to watch Black and White then sook teng call me then mom come then go back and watch movie lol

2009-09-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

LOLx days ago mom promise ping get 5 pax for her as she will be serving my mom lol manakala after monday or tuesday mom told me got 10pax then i was like WOW but all wanna eat salmon in my connexions lol i was like.. SHIT LA.... promise ping liao then now... wtf???then mom gave me a good idea and so finially make 10pax also go cafe87 lol. but then....got people say become dish washer wo.. then i was like...wtf??then my mom say if ping dont serve then go cafe87 for what??lol my god = ="haiz....then mom keep scold me because i keep din make reservation at connexions lol...i purposely one lol hehehe for my goods ma...plus tuesday that time...ms.gan very angry because those pax not much eat main course lol.my mom so pro lol keep find pax for me"us"hehe...so wednesday that time mom go 2 restaurant lolhehe... i went out and find mammy that time i saw around 7auntie all looks like stranger lol all finding restaurant so i lead them to cafe87 lol then i help people wash plate and things because i have nothing to do lol...i keep wash keep talk keep laugh like sot sot po like that hehee... but i happy ar... care for other people for farks ar...haiz... if a person not happy then make people worry and sad also lol so sot sot is good wakakaka...sure got people say dun too over de la... haiz...how arr???no mood to write already le...because wanna watch movie at you tube...hehehe continue next time ba le...

2009-09-14T19:22:00.019+08:00

HEHEE.....HERE VERY CI GIK DE hehehe

then the next day got people tell me that

when my dad off the tv that time still cant fall a sleep...
when my dad off all the light that time cant fall a sleep...
when my dad "owling" that time also cant fall a sleep...hahaha dam stupid lol

lol za dao lol haiz sleep so late...i also sakit hati lol last time she say don't know what happen..something make her not feeling well so she cant sleep but lucky some one come to that room lol. when she told me that i was like...ai yo yo... you thing stupid fellow... don't know how to wake me up de arr?? stupid la you... if you scared to wake me up when you not feeling well then me this friend is for what de??? for bai mei arr??? stupid dong dong la you ni memang chien bien lol...If you really Treat me as a real friend then tell me when you not feeling well la...haiz...brainless de lol...hehehe...ya ma...you got problem that time,you tell me nan dao i won't help you meh...stupid de lo ni...got next time again we no friend do lol FAHAM?? you this stupid fellow ar...although i know you not fat la...hehehe
Really lol...if next time you got something make you not feeling well but you don't wanna tell me then i not your friend already lol or not wat is bbf for?? you yourself say is bbf de lol...you dare to fight back i gonna chop your bird bird and XX off lol hehehe... although you don't have hehehehe....
Got one time meow meow also whole day din sleep because not feeling well lol i regret that i din bring her out with me and ping together lol or not i cant take care of her lol hehehe...haiz...too bad god wants her to suffer AHHAHHAAA lol joking de joking de...

then sleep until half way me and ping wake up lol because we heard westlife de song lol...some one playing westlife de song at theme park we guess...then i still wake and sleep wake and sleep for few songs lol and i heard my love ones...lol she heard one song then sleep liao hahaha macam cui mien...kekeke...
the next day...one the way back got people play Loco Roro until...wa liao... like very "ci gik" lol hahaha so funny...and very hyper when first saw "BURNOUT" lol nan dao is because someone also LOVES to play that game too thats why so hyper?? WAKAKAKAKAK lol joking de... hehehe

got people say when new year eve that time want me join wo.. don't know real or not de lol...hehehe...

2009-09-14T19:04:00.003+08:00

Let me refresh first.....
Hmmm.....Oh i remember already.....

BETTER DON'T READ BECAUSE IT IS 100% DIARY LOL I WROTE FROM HEAD TO LEG DE LEH...

Friday I went to genting with my family and one special person which is apple lol. she is a special person because i din expect her to come actually so quiet surprise la hehehe.that day i ask her to bring Final Destination 1,2 and 3 because i wanna watch at genting during night till midnight because it would be more scary and exciting lol hehehe i took my PSP from my cousin brother there and on the way we play Loco Rolo lol quiet fun lol then reach upthere already i wanna watch Final destination de but then...ma de cannot watch i was like WTF man...then nevermind ler then i watch High School Musical 3 lu..
During dinner time, we went for karaoke le...not very expensive de la...because my parents pay ma...hehehe lee ping also get free to sing with me... my brother din sing lol HOW SAD?? wanna hear his...his...broken voice hahahaha his apple haven come out yet hahahaha....learn from I not stupid 2 de leh..hehehe
after that dad sponsor me money to bring ping and loong go walk walk and makan makan and blow wind wind de hehehe but then wanna put PSP in the room first manakala...after a while i saw ping ping tired dao lying on the bed then nevermind le...let her sleep le...then i only Final...OMG can open neh...so miracle lol then the first chapter almost finish ping wake up...that time almost 11:45 already lol me and ping said between 11:45 and 12 we must go in..."that place"de.but then my brother there a lone no people take care and final destination so gan jiong so ...SAD...and we din go yam cha also lol how sad??nevermind i still got money to keep wakakakaka...

when i parents come back they also ask me to go mc donald to have supper or go old town to yam cha lol but final destination...so...hehehe...the third episode start not long then i feel sleepy and sleep lol after 10minutes don't know my mom or that apple hit me and wake me up lol
ask me to sleep on the floor...so bad... hehehe naughty ping ping for sure lol. then i ma mong cha cha sleep lol

TO BE CONTINUE...wakakakakaka

2009-09-06T18:28:00.002+08:00

sunday which is today i went to tropicana city mall for The Orphan.lol haha...a guy scream 4 times hahaha so bad that i did not see it lol ahahha that movie is exciting la but not that scary lol hahahaha if i am beside that guy... i would laugh like hell lol hahahaha...if my cousin brother there i think he will also laugh like hell hahahaha....i got cry got feel gan jiong but i guess i will feel scare when i go and watch final destination loli like that small little girl in that movie/... she is so cute which i like her looking. if i would have a baby in future hope it looks like her...she is like so charming lol.then i walk to petronas then mom fetch me there lol then come back and watch the the...the... don't know call what...quite touching..then cry lolthen gor gor came to my house and yell at my little naughty brother lol

2009-09-06T18:17:00.002+08:00

4weeks ago Mr.Don gave us assignment.2weeks ago Eric,which is our group leader plan to go chillis for the assignment's good.so this saturday 12noon all meet at one utama de chilli there lo.mom fetch me go ping's house to take my pen drive then fetch kay shin and moy lien lolas they are same group as me.because that dong dong restaurant thing don't let us take picture don;t let us ask question...blah blah blah... a piece of shit man... so i am not going to waste money for that fcuking restaurant okey?? forgod sick.as 5 of us also chinese so...luckily that chinese staff lol.he gave us some information.i think is because we or I only very weird. I only know i keep look right left up back lol maybe they think i am introder ehhehee....but i still need to call their officer to get approvement then we can have a interview with their manager..hehehe...my god i need to call and talk lol SCARE SCARE leh...quite satisfy actually...hehehe

after that moy lien accompany me to gsc because i wanna watch G.I.Joe de duck which i love one of the movie of his "She is the man" it is one of my favourite movie man... LOVE IT!!!but it is 6:30 lol that time only 2:30 craZY MEH...4hours leh... so we went to tgv lo...then it is 5:10 lol still very long then at last i decide to watch at tgv then got one promoter come and ask me answer some question then can have free movie at tgv leh.. of course i will help la... as we can help each other hehehe... then i keep ask moy lien want or not lol. as i want kedua-dua pun got free movie ma. so anopther girl come and ask her lol. hehehe free movie on saturday SO GOOD... >.< the movie was.. COOL man....we went to play pool SO HAPPY that i lose at the first game then i won at the second game man. then we play bowling lo...and moy lien win hehehe...actually we wanna go chiong K de... but pay 26++ only can sing for 2 hours??no way man...so too bad...

2009-09-06T18:06:00.002+08:00

hehehe friday ping go do assignment with king lam and qing and ask me join moy lien but i already told teng to borrow me her bow tie lol so need to wait till 2pm lol then bianca sitting there asking me got anything to do at 2pm if no then join her lol. then 1pm that time meow n yan n lunwanna go kfc but we atlast go you yee and eat healthy foodhehehe.then go library meet jason and his girl friend.then ping finish doing assignment then join us lol. we saw so many people in ou lol. but seems like some one don't like it i guess...then hehehe ping keep make fun of bianca lol hahaha make bianca "very hard do people"lol hahahaha chinese translate to english is so special.then play pool lol me n ping same group then bianca...haiz...then haiz...i so sucks...then finish already